Growing Up Gay in High School - Book 1: Freshman Year - Chapter 10
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Chapter 10
I woke up the following morning, exhausted. Didn't sleep well. Had a lot on my mind. I looked out the window and it was bad overcast, looking like it was getting ready to downpour. I looked at my clock as well and found out that I woke up quite some time before my alarm.
I got ready in my usual routine for school and headed downstairs, trying to be as quite as possible so I didn't wake up my parents in the midst of the morning. I grabbed a quick breakfast and decided to walk to school since I had the time and be able to clear my head. I grabbed my backpack, and an umbrella just in case, and walked out the door.
I inhaled the crisp cool air and sighed in relief. It was a good day for a walk. About halfway to the school, my phone went off in my pocket.
"What's up hun?" Do I need to even explain who it's from?
"Hey" I typed back, putting the phone back in my pocket. Not in the mood so much for a conversation today.
I felt my phone go off again but I just let it go. I'll see him in less than an hour.
Colin sat on the bus, a little worried. He hadn't got a response from Ty yet and he had sent his message almost 15 minutes ago. Usually Ty is pretty quick.
"I think he's getting upset with this whole issue that I've thrown on him. God I feel so guilty now." Colin thought to himself.
"I need to settle this. I need to let him know that he can take as much time as he needs. Our relationship is a priority before being too open with the general public.
Luke strolled down the halls with a smirk on his face. His plan was going perfectly. He now needed to be careful what his next move was going to be. He had a few different options. He can be blunt with Colin and see if he wins right then and there, or take a more sneaky approach and have Colin make the first move. The only down side with the ladder is that he had to make it evident to Colin that he had feelings for him.
"Hm...decisions decisions." He thought out loud.
I walked through the front doors and proceeded normally to my locker. I took a little longer on my walk than I had expected so I had to hurry to class. I was going to see Colin there anyway.
I walked into the room just in the nick of time and took a seat next to Colin. He gave me a warm smile and I just simply smiled meekly back towards him. He opened his mouth like he was just about to say something but then the teacher interrupted and started his lecture.
"Wonder what he was going to say." I thought to myself as I began taking some notes.
After the bell, we walked outside and this time Colin was able to speak.
"We need to talk."
"Wow, you think?" I thought to myself.
"I'm listening." I responded, still looking forward.
"Look, I know I've been pressuring you for awhile to become open with people but I am willing to compromise and wait and I swear not another word until you're ready."
I stopped and stared at him. Was he for real? He has been nagging me for months and out of no where he was changed man? Hm, something wasn't sitting right with me but I couldn't explain it, not quite yet. I didn't give him my trust just yet.
"Thanks." I said and walked into my next class. I could hear Colin sigh behind me.
As the rest of the day passed fairly slowly, I continued to ponder Colin's words. I hadn't seen him the rest of the day, which I usually do so he must have given me my space to think about it. Smart move on his part. As I headed to my last class Luke came out of no where.
"Hey man, what's up?" he said.
"Nothing much." I replied, trying to sound as enthused as possible to avoid and suspicion.
"Where's Colin at? I usually see you guys together at this time. You guys broken up or something?" he said smiling.
My eyes widened. Oh no, him too? Is he suspicious now? Great.
"Nah, he had something else to attend to." I replied quickly.
I went into my last class and sat next to Joe. It had been awhile since I talked to him and with the new semester; we had this class together so I can finally catch up with him more.
"Hey there." I said, smiling.
If it's one thing I can guarantee, Joe is someone I can always talk to. I'd put him in front of Luke. I felt kind of bad since I've been so involved with Colin and I haven't talked to him for awhile. That was about to change.
"Hey Ty, how's it going? Long time no talk." He responded.
"Yea, for sure. Been doing alright. Have had my better days. Must be the weather or some shit." I responded.
"Yea, probably." He replied, smiling.
I guess he didn't let it get to him too bad. I definitely should have kept in touch with him. I would probably tell him about me and maybe he can give me some solid advice on what to do. I couldn't explain it, but the sense of trust I felt in him was beyond words. It was so weird. I feel like I could be more open with him even next to Colin, especially now where we're in our little fight.
"You got a second to talk after class?" I asked.
"Absolutely." He whispered back.
When the bell rang, we headed out and found an area where next to nobody was around.
"I need your help." I said flatly.
"Everything alright?" he asked, now showing signs of concern.
"Well, not exactly...."
I then began to tell him my story. Pretty much not leaving out a single detail. He simply nodded and asked a few questions here and there. He was totally understanding. No expression of shock or grossed out. I knew I had made the right choice.
Luke headed towards Ty's locker. He wanted to ask if they wanted to hang out today. When he went there, he was no where to be found but after a little bit of exploring, he found him talking to some griffin. He hid to the side.
"I think his name is Joe." He whispered to himself.
He tried to listen in but only got bits and pieces. But from what he got, he was able to figure out what was going on. He was coming out to him! Luke couldn't believe it!
"What the fuck!?" Luke said in disbelief, but then hiding behind the wall, thinking he was too loud just in case they looked in his direction.
But then Luked smiled. Because then Joe and Ty hugged.
"Perfect." He said, outloud, smiling to himself.
I gave Joe a hug. Not to mean anything, but just to show how grateful I am that he is going to be there for me.
"Thank you." I whispered.
"Anytime." He responded, showing a warm smile.
"Well, I guess until I get a group of girls, you're going to be the one to have to hear all my gossip." I said, laughing.
He laughed. "Anytime."
"So, what do you think I should do about this whole issue?" I had asked.
"Well, Colin seems like he meant it. Maybe give him a chance. You never know, he might just be telling the truth and he really does care about you. Gotta give him the benefit of the doubt." He said.
As much as I hated to admit it, he was right. Who knows, but I have to find out.
I had left the school and saw Colin hanging outside the front entrance talking with some people. When he noticed me he gestured that he had to get going and walked up.
"You want to do something tonight?" he asked.
"Yes," I replied, smiling. "You."
Colin smiled and we walked off.
Luke got home and threw his back pack down. This was great. He can use what he saw to break Colin's heart. Colin trusts Luke so if Luke were to explain he saw Ty hugging another guy and what looked like to be getting intimate, Colin will be devasted. And that's when he comes in. The nice guy who holds Colin and then eventually is there for them and then they have passionate sex as they discover their love for each other.
"The next question is, how do I tell him?" he thought.
Colin threw Ty on the bed, who was already down to his boxers, and ripped his own shirt off. He leaned down and kissed Ty passionately for a few moments before going down to his neck and nibbling on that.
"So you want your dick in me this time?" he said smiling. Ty nodded.
Colin thought for a second. This would actually be his first dick. I mean sure, he had fingered himself in the shower before but that was nothing compared to the real thing. Well, it was going to be amazing none the less.
"Sounds good." He replied, smiling.
He grinded his ass against Ty's cock, nothing that it was already rock hard. He smiled to himself.
"So you want me to ride it or do you want to fuck me?" Colin asked.
"A little of both." Ty responded.
Colin smiled. He reached underneath his bed and grabbed the bottle of lube that Ty gave him from Mexico. He got his tail hole ready and than ran his hand along Ty's member, getting it nice and lubricated. Ty moaned in pleasure at the touch and Colin felt a little pre cum on his hands.
He got up a little bit, and aligned Ty's member with his tail hole. He slowly moved down, feeling the member pierce his hole and begin to enter his innards. He tilted his head back.
"Fuck that feels amazing." Colin said slowly.
Colin saw Ty close his eyes as he just enjoyed the moment. Colin continued to lean down on the member, pretty much all the way in by now. Once he was all the way, he leaned down and continue to kiss Ty passionately for a few moments before beginning his up-and-down rhythm on Ty's member.
"You're so beautiful." Colin said, smiling.
Ty smiled back. "You're not so bad yourself." He responded, winking.
Colin smiled and leaned back, his back upright. He began going fast.
"God your cock feels so good inside me."
"And your insides feel good around my cock." Ty said.
Colin contracted his muscles in a rhythm as he went up and down and that drove Ty insane. Ty began to hump forward in rhythm with Colin's motion.
"I want to fuck you now." Ty said out of no where.
Well, that didn't last very long.
They switched positions. Colin was on his back, his feet on Ty's shoulders, and Ty wasted no time entering for the second time.
Ty increased his pace almost instantly.
"Oh yea. Fuck me. Fuck me like I'm you're little bitch." Colin moaned out, his eyes clenched.
"Wow, I didn't realize I had such a submissive side." Colin thought to himself.
"Yea, you like my cock don't you? Ramming your ass like that." Ty growled, picking up his pace even more.
Colin's insides began to burn slightly, but regardless, it felt amazing.
"Beg for my cum." Ty demanded.
"Baby, cum in me. I want your seed inside me." Colin begged.
"Oh no, you're getting it somewhere else." Ty responded.
Ty fucked Colin harder and harder but eventually pulled out. He moved Colin's legs and scooched forward until his cock was within sucking range. He grabbed Colin's head and shoved his cock, face fucking it.
"Swallow my cum." Ty demanded.
Colin just made noises around the cock in his mouth.
"Oh fuck yea, I'm so close." Ty panted. He grabbed Colin's head and shoved his cock as far as he could, some it going down Colin's through and released.
"Umph....ugh....yea..." Ty panted out as his load continued to pour out into Colin's begging mouth.
"Swallow it all up." Ty said, smiling.
After his orgasm died down, Ty pulled out slowly, his cock fairly soft now.
Ty laid down next to Colin and cuddled up with him.
"That was amazing." Colin said.
"I didn't know I could be so dominant." Ty responded, blushing.
"No worries, it was actually a turn on." Colin said, smiling.
Ty leaned in and kissed him softly.
"You still need to get off." Ty said, smiling, staring at Colin's raging hard on.
"How about just a handjob?" Colin asked, smiling.
He nodded. I slid my hand down, kissing Colin's neck the entire time. I grabbed his dick firmly and began stroking slowly. He murred softly.
"Your hands are so soft." He said smoothly.
I kept my pace normal, going back and forth between kissing his neck, his lips, and sucking his nipple. I could tell he was enjoying every minute of what I was doing to him.
"I'm getting close." Colin panted.
I smiled, going down and putting my head on his stomach, opening my mouth. I aimed his cock towards my mouth, getting ready for his load. Colin started heaving, and my head went up and down with his stomach. I grabbed his knot with my second hand and that put him over the edge. At first, most of his cum landed in my mouth and I swallowed instantly. After that, it got all over my hand and his pubic area. I leaned in to lick up the remaining cum around his shaft and his lower stomach. I came up and kissed him passionately for a few more minutes.
I laid my head on his chest. He ran his hand through my hair. I started feeling drowsy. Although it was still slightly early, I could use a nap. And it was Friday. I closed my eyes and began to drift into dream land.
However, I heard Colin whisper words into my ear.
Colin cradled Ty in his arms. He couldn't believe himself that he was almost willing to give all this up just because Ty wouldn't be open with everyone. He can put that aside. He'll live. He kissed Ty's forhead.
"I love you." He whispered, but then realized Ty was asleep. He sighed.
The weekend went by smoothly. Colin and I had a ton of sex over the weekend. I didn't tell Colin that I overheard him. It was Sunday. I had decided to show my love by surprising him on Monday with a little something. I had thought about it in very depth and I knew I was doing the right thing.
Monday morning rolled around. I got up early and got ready. Put on my best clothes and fixed my hair. I pulled out my phone.
"I have a surprise for you. Wait outside the front entrance of school." I sent to Colin.
I told my mom I wanted to go to school early. She noticed how well I was dressed and smiled. Probably thought I was trying to impress someone. She wasn't too far off.
My phone buzzed.
"Ok?" was the response.
"Don't worry, trust me." I sent back.
I smiled as I sent that message. I told my mom to hurry up.
"Relax, sweetie. We got plenty of time." She said.
I was still ancy.
Luke took his sweet time getting up. Today was the day that he was going to confront Colin about what he had "saw". He got ready, and made himself look somewhat nice. He had to try to impress Colin if he wanted to get in bed with him.
After he was all set, he checked the clock and realized it was time to go. He decided to take the bus. Gave him the chance to think about how he was going to explain all of this to Colin. He had to chose his words carefully so he didn't make anything seem suspicious and to make Colin feel the worst.
He went through the back entrance and got to the main area. He sent a text to a friend and looked up and froze, almost dropping his phone. He couldn't believe what he was seeing.
I got out of the car and sent my mom off. I saw Colin just where I needed him.
"What's going on?" Colin asked.
"Just trust me, you'll like it." I responded.
We walked through the front doors and took a look around. People were walking about.
"So...?" Colin pressured.
"Don't rush me!" I said quickly.
I took a deep breath and grabbed Colin's hand and walked towards our locker. Colin's eyes widened and walked with me. I leaned in and kissed his lips for everyone to witness. I caugt Luke in the corner of my eye.
"I love you too." I whispered.