First Steps: Look After You (FINALE)

Story by Doc on SoFurry

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#11 of FSreal


Hey!

Okay I've decided to do my final chapter continuing from the "bad" version. It's going to turn out good though so everything's going to be K!

Well for once, I have nothing to write here. Though there's going to be loads at the bottom. The crotch of this page.

M/M content etc. etc. etc. You guys know the drill.

Any brand names used in this story are just used to enhance the story. (c) Their companies.

EDITED BY Twist1

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I set down the half full mug of coffee back onto the bench while sighing, leaning back onto the Fisher & Paykel 519L Ice & Water Fridge Freezer Iridium (it's a fridge) . The hell that broke loose last night was still on my mind. The horror and shock left a dark imprint and it, even now, shocked me to the core. How could Xerious do such a thing to me? Doesn't he understand ANYTHING? I bit my lip and took a bite from a slice of toast that I had made only a few minutes ago. It was perfectly made- the bread had heated to a warm golden brown colour and the butter I put on had melted almost instantly, soaking into the toast. I chewed slowly.

How come his parents had such a negative attitude towards homosexuals? I mean I tried. Couldn't they just give me credit for that?

I raised my hand to my cheek where Taro Hofmeister had punched me and winced as pain flared throughout my face. He was so gentle when I was with him. What made him so harsh?

Question was though.

Did I still want him?

Did I really still want him?

I bit my lip and took a seat at the marble breakfast table with my coffee and toast and began pondering the question as I dug into my meal. I knew that inside he was a kind and gentle guy, with a great personality and great look. He was smart, good looking and got a long with lots of people. Just being with him made me laugh and feel happy. He was the talisman to my life. But now.... after the "incident" he was ugly, not only on the inside but on the outside as well. Last night his eyes were blood shot and his fur messed up and unkempt.

Did I still want him?

Did I really?

I finished my meal before ambling over to the dishwasher and loading the plate and mug into it, contemplating the million dollar question. I sighed once more, making my way upstairs to the bathroom to have a shower. I casually stripped off my dirty clothes and turned on the shower by pulling up the knob to the correct temperature. I gave it a minute to heat up before quickly hopping inside, keen for the warmth of it. I squirted a large amount of shampoo onto my paw like hand and applied it thoroughly threw my hair making sure I got every strand, from the thick large ones on the top of my head to the small stubby bits of wolf fur growing down my neck. I slid my other free hand down the length of my flaccid cock hoping for a reaction but too my disappoint didn't have one. I was too emotionally stressed to get horny at the moment.

About twenty minutes later I shut off the torrent of water and exited the small, clear cubicle onto the warm, under floor heated tiles, staring at my reflection in the large fogged up mirror. I cleared a section of the foggy mirror with the edge of my towel to I was able see myself clearly. I examined my dripping body carefully, not having done this in a while. My shoulder length black hair was messy and heavy, filled with water as with the light fur on my neck. It was really weird, hair turned to fur just above my neck. My brown eyes looked warn and weak, filled with an immense pain. A light film of stubble coated my face so I grabbed my electric razor, dried my cheeks and carefully shaved. Even with an electric razor I was prone to cut myself. I was really clumsy.

After doing that I snatched up my tooth brush and opened my mouth, and inspected my teeth. My teeth weren't normal human teeth but they were sharp wolf fangs either- they were, somewhat mixed between them. Slightly pointing canines kind of. Casual wolf gene for you there. I started brushing and I examined the rest of my body. My chest was covered in a whitish, one centimetre long fur that was extremely soft and silky. Especially after I lathered it with conditioner from my shower. I did have quite a firm six pack but it was nowhere as near as what all the jocks had in the senior school. They totally outweighed me in every single way. My legs where easily though, the most powerful muscles in my body. I was an epic marathoner.

I dried myself off as I spat out and rinsed my mouth before going to my room and picking out clothing from my messy room. From my draws I extracted a beige coloured shirt with the ska band The Cat Empire's logo on the front. I also put on some three quarter length cargos for casual wear.

Bored, I headed over to the local arcade in the mood for a good game of Dance Dance Revolution. Hmm, life would be better if I had more friends in this place. I walked at a brisk pace and within fifteen minutes I found myself at the doors of the large building, pulling my wallet out of my pocket, checking the amount of money I had. Good, twenty dollars is good enough. I entered and gloried at the strong air conditioning that cooled me down instantly. The place, being a school day was almost pretty much empty. The only customers were grandparents with their toddlers and young married couples versing each other in every single game they could find. The DDR machines were currently taken up by a young furry couple so I went over to a shooting game. I put two bucks into the slot and picked up a plastic pink gun and pointed at the screen. It loaded up quickly and started instantaneously. I gritted my teeth and began. Too my surprise had had almost one hundred percent accuracy and every single enemy that came up on the screen died almost instantly. I lasted around fifteen minutes before I died off by a large helicopter that totally raped me with its seemly endless cannons. I swore softly under my breath and ditched, wandering over to the counter where I bought a caramel thick shake before wondering to a car racing game. I played that for a bit but I never was a good racer and came fourth out of eight. I sighed and rested in the bulky plastic racing seat, rubbing my face with a hand. "What I life I have" I mumbled to myself.

The couple will still on the DDR machine so I decided to play a small game of bowling by myself, paying some money to the clerk and chucking on some hideous shoes before grabbing a bowling ball. I walked over to lane five and took my place just before the lane, looking up at the computerised screen that showed the score. I sighed once more, all it said was : Harlco......Zero. How depressing.

The game was pretty short since there was only me so around twenty minutes later I was impatiently waiting five metres away from the Dance Dance Revolution as the two coupled felines giggled and laughed as they played it on beginner.

I took a slurp of my thick shake, considering going up and asking them for a turn but I was kind of nervous and decided to go after the song had finished.

The song Still Alive from Portal finished around a minute later and I went up and mumbled if I could use it. Smiling and nodding they gave it to me freely. I put my drink down and put in a two dollar coin into the one player slot and started up the game, going through all the songs, unsure of what one to choose.

I was about to begin the song Mutiny by Pendulum when my arm was suddenly grabbed from behind my by a soft and warm paw. I whirled around instantly and was surprised to see Taro standing behind me holding my arm looking extremely nervous. My expression hardened at the drum and bass song was immediately forgotten.

"I'm so sorry" he whispered taking a step towards me dropping my hand and holding out his, "I've been a complete fool and I had no right to treat you like a did. I was sick and confused and had no idea what I was saying. I'm sorry"

If he had said that before he punched me I would've accepted but something had changed in me over night and I hissed back angrily, "why so sudden? Why should I trust you?"

He furrowed his eyebrows and stepped up onto the other DDR platform. "I couldn't stop thinking about you. I don't why I punched you. It was stupid and I regret it dearly. Please forgive me. Give me one more chance" If anyone told me that it was Taro begging to be with me instead of the other way around a yesterday I would've told them that they were an idiot. But it was actually happened. I bit my lip and cautiously put one of my hands onto his shoulders, "I don't know what to say Taro. I mean, you seriously hurt me. Physically obviously but all the times you put me down really crippled my mental being" I gulped and looked him straight into the eyes as the game continued like nothing was happening." I don't think I want to be with you anymore Taro."

He stumbled back, a small tear rolled down his cheek and he dropped to his knees in front of me before doing something I would never have guessed. Even though we were in public he nuzzled softly at my crotch and I scowled at him but didn't move, instead looking around to see if anyone was around. Apart from the cougar couple playing a racing game the area was empty. The counter where you bought all the crap was around the corner. He pulled down my fly and licked my growing package through my briefs making me shudder in pleasure. He also then pushed that down revealing my almost fully hard seven inch dick through the fly in my jeans. Even though I was still furious with him I couldn't help but enjoy the stuff he did for me- this being one of the things we did. "Are you sure this is the right place to do it?" I mumbled as Taro extended his tongue and lapped slowly at the tip of my dick, teasing and playing with me. I was about to say something else but I was cut of as he engulfed my dick with his muzzle, sending a shockwave of satisfaction chorused through me, blasting all bad thoughts of Taro away. "Holy shit" I gasped and bucked my hips, sending my whole cock straight down his throat so that his black nose was forced up against my soft bush of pubic hair. He gagged but quickly adjusted and began sucking the length of my member, running his tongue over the sensitive head. I moaned in time and felt my legs tremble and feel weak- this treatment was exactly what I needed.

Hesitantly I put my hands onto his soft furry head and pushed him onto my dick, my hormones raging with in me. I could feel pre escaping from the tip and Taro was sucking them up like it wasn't there. "Mmhm" I groaned softly as yet another wave of pleasure washed over me as he ran over a highly sensitive spot on my dick. Noticing my reaction he pressed the spot again with his tongue once more and out squirted quite a large dollop of pre cum from my penis.

We both knew that I was close to my climax so he quickened his pace considerably and in each forward thrust his nose was back up at my ball sack again. I was moaning repetitively now, though quietly, not wanting to attract any unwanted attention.

Suddenly I felt my dick tighten before me and a second later a large load of thick, creamy cum shot out of the head, straight into the black wolfs gullet. I gave a small yelp as the semen left my body. God it felt so good.

A few seconds later, my spasms stopped and Taro took his mouth away from my package and I slowly zipped up my fly and looked Taro in the eyes as he took a small step towards me so that our noses were touching. His tail was swaying slowly and was brushing against my bare legs making them ticklish and itchy. I knew he thought that we were going to kiss but even though I had accepted him I just wanted to play with him before I told him that I had forgiven him. "What makes you say I've accepted you?" I whispered slowly, picking up my thick shake and taking another full slurp from that, enjoying the dumbstruck look in his face.

"What do you mean?" he sounded very shocked and he dropped his arms that were gripping my waist. "After what I did won't you accept me? See I just am a -" This time is was my turn to interrupt him and I did, sweeping forward and planting a full, open mouth kiss straight onto his lips, sending my tongue into his mouth, still able to taste the sweet and salty taste of my own cum inside his mouth. It was hot and pretty disturbing at the same time.

He kissed back with just as much force, putting his arms around me and lifting me up off the ground like they do in movies before quickly setting me down. I put my hands around his neck and playfully curled one of my legs around his, still locked in the sweet kiss.

A few seconds after that we pulled apart drinking in each other's reflections, enjoying every moment of it. I exhaled slowly and rested my head against his head, listening and feeling his smooth heart beat before glancing at the Dance Dance revolution machine which had finished playing the song a few minutes ago. I looked back at him and he grinned slowly. "Up for a game?"

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It was mid-afternoon that day and we just arrived at my place already beginning to dig into all the food that I had in the fridge. Taro took a large bite from an apple while I fixed us both up with coffee and a slice of thick and rich chocolate cake that my mum had bought from the local supermarket. As the water boiled I curled up next to the large wolf on our leather couches, running my hand through his fur, leaving deep furrows and making it look like he was clawed at. I leaned over and took a bit of his apple, taking a good hunk out of it as he gave a small playful growl, stealing almost all of my cake from my hand. I stuck out my tongue and went to go make our coffee, grabbing a huge slice of cake for myself while I was at it, my heart fluttering in joy of being with Taro. I placed two mugs under the coffee machine and let it do its thing as the door opened and in came my mum, her hand full of paper from her large work load. I frowned wondering why they wouldn't just do all the work online; it was much easier these days with epic technology. "Hey mum!" I smiled and strode over, helping with her large load of work stuff and putting it onto the coffee table in the next room over before grabbing a third cup for another cuppa'.

Taro stood up and ambled over to my mother and shook her hand in greeting with a small smile. My mother beamed back in response but then look confused before asking, "Didn't you guys break up?"

I winced and quickly intervened before Taro said anything. "Erg... um, we got back together this morning."

The black wolf gave a small and simple smiling before saying "It was just a small misunderstanding."

The older, feminine wolf raised one of her eyebrows and murmured quietly, "last night didn't really sound like a small mis-" I whipped my head around to her and she instantly stopped then gave me a sorry look. Too break the sudden tension, Taro finished his cake and came over to me and gave me small hug, taking a sip from my coffee that was in my hands while he was at it. I sighed in fake annoyance before, while grinning, splashing the whole cup of coffee onto him, drenching him in brown liquid from head to toe. His plain shirt and shorts turned a muddy brown and he laughed loudly, not entirely pissed off at the state of his clothes.

MY mum rolled her eyes as Taro rand over to grab his coffee. "At least the floors wood"

Taro emptied his cup onto me, totally covering me as well and I gasped as the hot liquid dripped over me. MY clothes were a pain but I, like him didn't really mind that much.

"We better have a shower now" I grinned smiling, pulling off my shirt and shorts so I was just standing in my boxers. Uncertain my boyfriend did the same, letting his clothes "thwack" onto the shiny, coffee splattered floor. MY mum grimaced and left the room.

I picked up the bundle of dirty washing and lead Taro upstairs to the bathroom where I shoved the clothing into the plastic washing basket as Taro turned on the shower. He licked my chin as we both undressed, adding that to the basket. I smiled at him and gave him a small kiss on his lips, rubbing my hands through his pleasantly warm black chest fur.

"Oh Taro, you make my world" I whispered as we both stepped into the shower, letting the thick jet of water clean the caffeinated liquid from our fur. Leaning down he wrapped his strong arms around my and kissed the top of my head, his flaccid penis rubbing against my hip. I grinned up at him as brushed my hand up his package but he shook his head slowly murmuring, "It's not all about sex you know." Taro grabbed some shampoo from the shower shelf and squirted an unnecessary amount onto my head and using his paws rubbed it in quickly forming large bubbles and clumps of foam that stuck to my body and to the glass walls of the shower cubicle. I gave a quiet chuckle, using one hand I swiped off all the foam on my face and I pressed it into Taros chest and neck, leaning up to kiss him once more on his soft but firm lips. He laughed before using all the excess foam and bubbles to wash himself quickly and thoroughly grumble in mock annoyance about his clothing.

Ten minutes later we exited the shower and quickly towelled off before dashing to room to put on clothes. I chucked on my 3oh3! shirt and my faded black skinny jeans before rummaging through my messy cupboard, throwing clothing to the floor to find something suitable and large enough for him to wear. I found a spare plain white tee and some three quarter pants in the depths of my draws and laid them onto the bed. Taro grabbed me from behind and nuzzled my shoulder playfully murmuring, "Babe, they're too small for me!"

I grinned, squeezing his arm lightly. "Hey don't complain! That's the largest size I have!"

The large black, muscly wolf stuck out his tongue and quickly put the clothing on. The pants seem to fit him reasonably well but the shirt was extremely tight and seemed almost like a second skin- it showed every muscle and bulge in his body. I could see he six packs as clearly as I could if he had his shirt off. My eyes sparkled as I felt my pants tighten and I tackled him backwards onto my bed, knocking him flat down so that I was sitting on his chest, my groin by his neck. He blinked mischievously and whispered, 'these clothes are just a waste of time aren't they?"

I leaned forward and locked my mouth with his, sucking his saliva down his throat and eagerly playing with his tongue with mine. My hands brushed down his chest and down to his groin area where I squeezed his soft package through the thin fabric, finding his tip and nudging it softly.

As we continued to make out, I began pulling down his pants, my fingers searching for his dick beneath the material, willing for the real action to take place. I pulled my lips away from my boyfriend and hungrily went down to his now, half hard dick that was growing in size. I was just about to engulf the twitching wolf hood when there came a surprised yell and a heavy foot stomp. "What did I say about no SEX in my house!?" I whipped my head around to see my mum standing in the room doorway glaring at my evilly. I shrunk in size and got off my boyfriend, watching him as he fumbled with the too tight shorts, trying to cover up his dick. "I don't care if you get intimate! That's fine, except, and do it somewhere where I can't just barge in alright?" she waved her hands around exasperated.

We both blushed and got off the bed. "Yeah okay, um..... We won't do it again." I murmured my cheeks burning in embarrassment.

"Good, now go do something else, it's brilliant weather today" She pointed outside to the sun that was shining through the house, warming up the floor boards.

I pulled at Taro's sleeve and said to him, walking past my mother and into the hallway, "Yeah, come on, let's go outside and enjoy the "sun." I emphasized the word sun. Before kissing Taro on the cheek.

"Outside isn't that bad" He grinned, kissing me back and taking my hand in his as we exited my humble abode and out into my lawn both thinking of what to do to kill the time.

We ended up lying on the trampoline holding hands and listening to music as we sunbathed, our backs arching at the warmth. It was nice to just to have a quiet time with him. We got to get to know each other even more than we did; he told me all about his child hood and past and what he was like. He had lived a very easy going and simple child hood, nothing bad happened in his life and I almost envied him. When I explained mine to him he gasped and pulled me close whimpering. "Well, At least you know I'm here for you" he gave a small smile and hugged me, nuzzling me at the same time softly.

I kissed him and buried my head into his neck fur and turned up the slow music, enjoying the tunes and the wolfs company.

For once.

Life was good.

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The next day was a Friday and was also the end of our school suspension and Taro, who was staying at my place, woke me up with a morning kiss before pulling me out of bed as he complained about being late. I gave a tired grin and returned the kiss before allowing him to pick me up and carry me downstairs to the kitchen where I could we could have our breakfast.

Twenty minutes later we had had breakfast, made lunch, had a shower and where almost ready to head out the door, escaping my mums lecture about having sex at school. I blushed bright read throughout the whole speech.

When we arrived I was very nervous about people mocking us and calling us fags but Taro reassured me that every was going to be fine and I kind of cooled down after that. I was surprised to find out that nobody really knew about us having sex in the sick bay, let alone going out with each other. People knew that Taro and Trima had broken up, but didn't know what he was homosexual. In the end I was hugely grateful for that fact and I was able to get to my first class (maths) without anyone mocking or beating the shit out of me. Xerious was in my class and too his surprise (he still thought I was made with him) I sat next to him and gave a small smile. He looked blustered and asked me.

"Aren't you still angry with me?" He looked extremely nervous.

I gave him a bright grin and playfully punched him on the shoulder whispering, "No I'm not. Taro and I got every sorted out, we're still going out with each other. We've decided to let that whole incident go and to start again."

He smirked back at me, grabbing his books from his bag looking extremely relieved. "Good, I was extremely worried about what you would do to yourself"

I shook my head and got ready for the class as well, "I'm not really the suicide type, and you know that"

Before the quirky Black Panther could reply, the class began.

The next few periods went along smoothly without anything bad happening which was a great relief to me as I was totally dreading my day at school. At morning tea I properly introduced Taro to Xerious and Taro, to my surprise gave the supposedly straight panther a tight hug and to my annoyance a small kiss on the cheek. They both grinned at me as I raised my eyebrow uncertain.

"Don't worry Harlco, I still love you" the strong wolf swept over to me and gave me a full on kiss.

The rest of the day past reasonably quickly and to my delight I received no homework at all and I was able to go home skipping with Xerious and Taro who both decided to stay the night at my place considering that it was a Friday afternoon. For a few hours we snacked on biscuits and pieces of burnt toast while playing a casual game of Halo on the Xbox. The competition was fierce and harsh and it ended with Xerious winning two games and me winning two, it was all fun and games until Taro put in Call of Duty Six and totally owned us. We both shut up after that.

As my mum wasn't around the three of us decided to make dinner at around seven which consisted of homemade pizza and a fail salad that Xerious whole heartedly made. We each made our selves one pizza each, loading them all up with different topping and sauces, splattering each other as we did it.

Half an hour or so we had made them so, all of us dripping with tomato paste, we put them into the heated up oven. I set the timer to twenty minutes before dragging my two best friends to the couch to begin a movie. I crawled over to my boyfriend and cuddled up with him on our leather couches and gave him a small peck on the cheek as the panther set up the film "Hot Fuzz." I had seen it many times but I didn't mind watching it again, anyway, it gave me more reason to snuggle with Taro. I was tired as well, and watching a movie didn't take much effort.

For the first time in a long time, I felt secure and calm. I didn't need to protect or look out for myself any more, I didn't need to be ALONE anymore which was something that I had been for a while. I could be myself with people I loved and who loved me back. It seemed like my world had finally pieced itself together one small chunk at a time. Something had gone right in my life for once. Turning my head I looked up to Taro who was intently watching the movie and smiled to myself, he really was the one for me. Catching me looking at him he stared back and murmured "what?"

I shrugged and buried my head deep into his neck, "nothing."

He gave a quiet chuckle and replied, "If you insist"

I took my head away from his fur for a second, just long enough to kiss him and whisper tenderly, "I love you"

He winked before kissing me back and saying "And I you."

I was about to say something else when the timer for the pizza rudely interrupted me. I frowned, paused the movie and with Xerious went to grab the food. He opened the oven and gasped loudly, pulling out three completely black lumps of ex- pizza. I laughed at the unexpected result and prodded the hot mess with my finger before helping bin the cooking failures. "Well, I suppose we left it in a bit too long?" he muttered hesitantly as he washed the soot from his hands in the sink.

"You think?" I gave him a light punch on the shoulder, swinging open the fridge door at the same time wondering what we could eat now.

In the end we ditched the fail salad and ended up eating instant cup noodles that I had in my cupboard. They were incredibly spicy so it took us ages to finish it as after every single mouth we would gasp and rushed to the sink for a large cold glass of water to wash the intense heat from our mouths. As we ate I asked, "What do you think will happen if we eat something that was like frozen but really spicy? Like a chilly ice block or something. That would be so cool. Something hot and cold at the same time." Taro sniggered at that and Xerious expectantly choked as he laughed. He coughed and spluttered as the spicy "ramen" went down the wrong throat. He went to a heaving fit as Taro and I rolled on the floor laughing at panther's expression. "Should we try to help him?" The wolf giggled as Xerious coughed and groaned on all floors trying to get rid of the pepper that pretty much mauled his throat.

I kissed Taro, tears of mirth in my eyes, "Nah, I'm sure he's fine."

He laughed at me and we both made our way back to the couch and continued the movie, as the panther rolled on floor trying to get rid of the fire in his throat.

Between wheezes he managed, "Fuck..... You both" he gave me the middle finger at the same time. I got up and made my over to the bathroom, a smirk plastered all over my face before returning to the lounge with a tube of tooth paste in my hand. I knelt down beside my friend and instructed him to open his mouth wide. Raising an eyebrow he did and I took the chance to squirt in half the tube of paste straight into his throat. I had no idea what the result would be so I got him a large glass of water and tipped that down his throat as well while Taro roared with laughter in the back ground.

Friends.

What would I do without them?

All of a sudden there was knock on the front door followed by the ringing of the doorbell. Jeez, was it necessary for both? One would be enough. I ambled over to the door expecting it would be my mum but to disbelief stood the tall, brown, sixteen year old equine Sedgrik who was leaning against the door frame casually. "What are you doing here!?" I was shocked and didn't know what to say. He sighed and slowly put one of his large hoof like hands onto my shoulder before beginning : "I'm sorry what I did to you Harlco the other day. I had no idea what I was doing. I was drunk and didn't respect your personal space. I couldn't stop my self Harlco, I just couldn't do anything, I was horny and wanted someone to fuck so badly!"

Stunned I blinked and replied, "Um... It's alright I suppose, I've gotten back with my boyfriend so..." I trailed off to silence.

He sighed once more and ran his free hand through his thick, dark brown lock of shoulder length hair before saying. "I just want to apologize okay? I was a fool and there's nothing I can do too change it. Can we just be friends again? Mates? We don't need to be anything more if you don't want too."

I look at him and grimaced, "friends.... alright I suppose, just as long as you promise never to do anything like to me or my friends as long as you live."

He nodded clearly and answered instantaneously, "of course not, I swear."

I broke into a small smile and said, "I've got a few of my mates over, I was wondering if you would like to join me, perhaps watch a few films and stay the night or something. I mean you don't have to if you don't want too..."

He grinned and gave me a quick hug, proclaiming, "I'd be delighted to Harlco."

Shrugging I lead him into my humble abode and into the living room, surprised to see Xerious looking quite red and out of breath but otherwise back to normal. Taro hadn't left the couch. His expression turned harsh though as he recognised the horse nervously standing next to me. "What is HE doing here?" he exclaimed, pointing a finger at Sedgrik in a rude manner.

"Hey calm down a bit Taro, Sedgrik's just apologized to me and he just wants to be my friend. Nothing more"

He sighed before ambling over to where the equine stood and pulled him over to the side of the room where he began (from my guesses) threatening him. I smiled once more and went over to Xerious, asking if he was alright. He didn't respond straight away so I asked him again, this time with a little shake.

"Uh what?" I seemed to shake him out of his stupor, "huh?"

I gigged softly and said to him, "guy who hit on me is here to apologize."

'Uh" he didn't seem to be paying much attention. I frowned and looked in the direction where he was staring at and I burst out laughing loudly realising that the panthers gaze was fixed on the horses tight arse.

"You STRAIGHT THOUGH!" I chuckled loudly, sitting myself down next to my best friend, "you straight! What happened to you?"

"Well, it's just difficult to stay that way when my best friend is gay and is all over his boyfriend. I mean, don't get me wrong, girls are good but I just feel like change. And well.... this is one hot horse."

I leaned over and growled in his ear, "Go get him!" With a wink he left the couch and went up to Sedgrik just as the conversation between my boyfriend and the horse ended. Taro took Xerious' empty spot and curled up next to me with a faint smile on his muzzle.

"What was that all about?" I whispered licking his nose and cuddling up close to him, running my hands through his dark chest fur, leaving deep furrows.

"Well," he casually licked my cheek back before continuing, "I just told him the usual. You know, stay away from you or I'll...Yeah well, you get the point."

"I'm pretty sure he's scared of you" I was watching intently at the seamlessly harmless conversation that was going on with Xerious and Sedgrik. "Look at him, he looks pretty shaken up"

"Good" Taro smirked and took a potato chip from a chip bag that lay on the coffee table. "I don't think he'll be approaching you anytime soon."

I sat up and took the crisp from Taro just as he was about to eat it and scoffed it down my throat, "Your one evil wolf you know that?"

He grinned and took another chip, "Yup, and I'm all yours."

I sat up and climbed up onto him so that I was sitting on his chest, my legs curled up just above his groin. "And for that, I'm glad." We then locked in a soft and warm kiss, our tongues intertwining in each other's mouths, drinking in each other's saliva and taste. This was absolutely glorious.

For the rest of night, I just lay there with my two and a half best friends (I barely knew Sedgrik but I still reckoned he was a good friend even though he did hit on me) watching movies, chatting and playing games on the Xbox. Xerious got on greatly with the equine and I could tell that by the end of the night they would be going out. After Hot Fuzz we put on Lips and versed each other in songs we all knew. Unfortunately, I was an incredibly crap singer. I was good at the piano, bass and the guitar but singing. Definitely not.

Xerious was always a great singer and he totally rocked the show. Taro and Sedgrik weren't that bad but couldn't sustain their score. In the end, Xerious won four songs, Sedgrik won two, Taro won one and I won zero. I assure you, I was not a happy "chappy" at the end of the matches. After punching Xerious, almost giving Sedgrik a black eye and kissing Taro I dropped onto the leather couch frustrated and irritated with my head phones in my ears. "Aww it's just a game!" Taro was still grinning at my attitude as he leapt up on me like I did earlier but he had one of his feet in my face which some what made me laugh. As he tried to get in a comfortable position I murmured to him, "failure man?"

"Shut up" he hissed playfully, ending up just sitting on my lap," I tried okay? At least I didn't completely fail at singing. God you should've heard you!" he stuck out his tongue as I punched him in the back with one of my free hands - the other one was wrapped around Taro and was intertwined with his hand.

Around two am or something we decided to settle down for the night so we retired to my room where I got out a queen sized mattress and squeezed it on the floor next to my bed, clearing away crap from the floor beforehand. Thankfully, Sedgrik and Xerious were going on greatly so they didn't mind sharing the mattress, they looked pretty thrilled actually. After taking a quick shower and a quick teeth brush I hopped into bed with Taro at my side, instantly cuddling up to him as we entered it. Glancing down to the mattress I found the panther and the horse cuddling like we were, giggling softly to each other. Grinning I turned my attention back to Taro who was intently staring at me. His green eyes met my brown one and they locked with each other. I reached out with my muzzle and gave him a small, wet kiss. "I love you man"

"I love you too."

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It was late afternoon of the next day and Taro and I were holding hands, on our way to his house to settle the quarrel between him and his parents. The weather was absolutely brilliant today, like yesterday but with no clouds in sight. Birds were chirping and crying out all around us in the large, leafy trees while birds and wasps extracted pollen from bright florescent flowers beneath the numerous trees. I was wearing my usual black Muse shirt, pure white denim shorts, my expensive, orange tint aviator glasses and my epic two dollar jandals. Taro, who was looking nervous, was wearing one of my pale pink tops and some loose camo patterned shorts that I found, deep in my closet. "It's going to be alright dude" I looked up at him smiling, squeezing his hand at the same time. "I'm going to be here. All you need to do is convince them that your still you. Though it doesn't really matter does it? You can get a flat in a few months can't you?"

"And you can move in with me! I can Look After You" He grinned back at me.

"AND we can have all the fun we want" I nuzzled him softly before planting a firm kiss on his lips. "I love you, you know that?"

He kissed my back with a loving force before replying "Yup, I love you too" We both, swinging our hands continued down the cracked, concrete foot path. Five minutes later we arrived at his small house and made our way to the front door, both of us uncertain what the outcome of this gathering would be. Taro knocked twice on the door and took a step back, meeting my gaze for a second before diverting his attention back to the door. I could tell that he was absolutely terrified at what his parents would be like. I gripped his hand tightly again, just as the door opened to reveal Jane, holding a small cup of tea. As she recognised us, she gasped and almost dropped the cup. "What are you doing here?" She was white with shock but didn't sound that angry, more curious to be honest.

"Can't you just accept me for who I am?" Taro choked, taking a pace forward so that he was face to face with his mum though he a considerable amount taller than she was. "I'm still your son! I haven't changed, can't you see that?"

She sighed, running a paw through her fine, blonde hair before murmuring "Why don't you come in and talk? You're lucky your fathers at home." Jane led Taro back into the house and frowning, unsure what to do, I stood there. A moment later, after fidgeting with my shorts I followed swiftly into the lounge where Jane, Taro and Derrick were sitting down. The two parents looked the same since a few days ago. Jane still had that weary look and the large grey wolf Derrick still looked like could kill with a single glance. I would hate to be attacked by him physically - his huge, rippling muscles could beat me to pulp in seconds.

Frowning I took a seat next to my lover, looking fondly at the young husky, letting him start off. He mumbled something incoherently and then looks at me for support. In plain view of his parents I put one of my hands on his thigh and nodded. He nodded back and took a deep breath before beginning. "You both know that I'm homosexual, or gay. And you both know that this is my boyfriend, Harlco Jackson. No matter what you say or do, you cannot split him up from me; nothing's going to change my fate any more. I really do like spending time with him and I do love him, he's more than just a close friend." He stopped suddenly and quickly turned his head to me and grimaced in a "what do I do now?" sort of way.

Touched, I mouthed, "I love you." I was extremely elated at what he just said. He truly did love me.

"Okay well. The thing is I'm just asking you too... too accept me who I am; too stop treating me like scum like you have been for the past few weeks. I'm still a real person. I'm still your son! Why can't you see that?" His voice started cracking at the end of the sentence and his bottom lip started quivering. I held his hand extra tight, wishing that I could cuddle up to him. Tears welled in his eyes and they began to trickle down slowly, getting caught in his fur. "Is it that hard to see?"

Derrick bit his lip before murmuring. "I can't help it Taro, it's just that you being gay is not what I expected. I want a man in the house, not an f-" He stopped himself from saying the insult "fag."

Taro stood up suddenly and pointed one of his fingers at his father, fire in his eyes, "what makes you say I can't be "the man" in the house? Just because I'm gay, doesn't mean that I'm feminine! And what's stopping you from calling me a fag eh?" Slowly, the mentally injured wolf sunk back into his seat.

"I understand that your gay" Jane muttered, almost too soft to hear," I just can't process it though. We were all brought up in a Christian community. You know what the bible thinks about homosexuality! I can't understand. The question is why?"

"Why?" he gritted his teeth, "Why? Because, I just do! I met Harlco who was immediately a great person to be around. I felt at home with him instantly, he accepted me for who I was! He was able to do what you aren't currently able to do now! Please!"

She sighed once more, taking another sip from her tea, "I still love you Taro. You're still my baby boy, I just need time"

Just by holding my lovers hand I could tell that his heart let upwards. He sat up straighter and his eyes shined with joy, "really?"

She nodded sincerely.

We then turned our attention back to Derrick. "What about you?" I found myself saying, my voice sounding off and dry.

He closed his eyes and leaned back into the green sofa, mumbling something that I couldn't hear. "Is this-" he paused before righting himself. "Taro, my son. Is this what you really want? Is this what you desperately want?"

For the third time since we entered the Hofmeister's house hold he glanced at me before nodding slowly, "It is what I want."

"Then I support you fully" The big wolf cracked a small, rare smile. My eyes weren't on him though, they were on my boyfriend. He was overwhelmed. He leapt over the coffee table that separated the two couches and hugged both of his parents tightly as I sat there amused with a smug smile on my face. I was glad that Taro got what he deserved. After the teenage black wolf settled down Jane asked me a question, "Do you promise to stick by Taro? Are you sure you'll stay together?"

My gaze met his and I managed a small, "Yes, I'm sure" He leaned down and brushed his lips against mine in a small, kiss. My heart fluttered.

"Well I suppose you two should stay for dinner then!" Derrick clasped his mitt like paws together before standing up, "come one! Let's make you some food!"

Elated, my boyfriend and I laughed and stood up to go help him

Twenty or so minutes later, the four of us were sitting at a checkered table cloth covered table groaning at the weight of the amount of spaghettis that was in the pot. A heavenly smell of pasta and sauce wafted over too me as Jane kindly ladelling dinner into four bowls. I smiled and uttered my thanks before grabbing a fork uncertain if I should start. I never said grace or anything, I wasn't that religious and I didn't think Taro was either but I wasn't too sure about his parents. A minute later, after all the food was served, Derrick murmured a few sentences thanking the Lord for the meal before digging into his meal like there was no tomorrow. Casually, I took a bite of my own food and was pleased to find it absolutely perfect, much better than the ones I made at home. "This is brilliant Jane" I smiled softly. She smiled and said her thanks.

Under the small round table, Taro slipped one of his hands into mine, interlocking his fingers with mine. We didn't talk much for the rest of dinner; it was more like idle chat, nothing too heavy.

About an hour after that Jane and I had finished the dishes and joined Derrick and Taro on the couches who were absorbed in an interesting TV show. I snuggled up close to Taro and licked his cheek one of my hands rubbing his inner thigh, which was luckily out of his parents view. He diverted his attention from the TV and looked at me before winking and yawning all of a sudden. "Well, I'm tired. I didn't really get much sleep at Harlco's last night so I'm going to go off too bed. Is it alright if he stays the night?" he asked, standing up as he did this, stretching his arms in a convincing fashion. Frowning his parents just gave him a small nod.

He grinned and pulled me up off the couch and almost romantically picked me up, eagerly making his way up to his bedroom, plonking me onto his large bed, locking the door behind him.

He leapt up onto me, his tongue demanding to access to my mouth. I opened my mouth wide slipped my own into his, once again loving the amazing taste of my brilliant boyfriend. As we explored each other's mouths I slipped my hand up his pink shirt and rubbed it lightly over his tight abs and up to his nipples where I delicately began stroking them. He gasped into my mouth and kissed me with a renewed force. Knowing that he enjoyed what I was doing I increased the pressure and started unbuttoning his shirt with my other hand. He murred softly and broke the kiss just for a second to pull my favourite Muse shirt off. We then continued, both of us shirtless.

I leaned down and unzipped his fly wordlessly, grasping his bulge. I murred loudly and he moaned as I rubbed my paw like hand over it, caressing every single inch. All nine of them. Pre started squirting from the tip of his rock hard dick and slid down the length onto my hands where it provided basic lubrication. With my other hand I moved to his large, orb like balls that ached heavily from all his stored up seed. My first hand was sliding up and down his member, squeezing his thick veins that ran up the length of his dick. When it began to throb intensely I kneeled down, shedding the last articles of clothes off both of our horny, sperm filled bodies and put my mouth to his wolf hood and engulfed it whole, letting some of it slowly slip down my cum hungry throat. My boyfriend bucked his hips forwards letting more of his penis go down my throat, almost making me gag from the length that I was taking in. My nose rubbed deeply into his thick brush of pubic fur as I took in his long length and I breathed in heavily, enjoying his thick, musky scent. Taking a deep breath from the corner of my mouth I started bobbing my head up and down on his dick, sliding up and down continuously on his member, trying to make Taro feel as good as possible. As I sucked I flickered my fat tongue against his highly sensitive tip making him arch in shivering pleasure before, running it down the underside of his dick. It was only a few minutes later when I felt his balls tighten and felt his load rushing through his dick. A thick load of strong, salty white cum erupted from his dick and went straight down my throat into my gullet where I struggled to keep it down. I gagged and some of it almost threatened to exit my mouth but, taking a breath I managed to swallow the all the tasty, brilliant cum. After ten or so strings of cum the flow seized to a halt and I released his dick from his mouth and stood up, gasping for air. I had a minute or so rest before leaning up and kissing the exhausted Taro who was leaning back on my bed.

"Okay, your turn" I murmured quietly, pulling him off the bed and into a standing position. He was about to go down when he suddenly stopped and whispered softly into my ear. "Actually, can you... can you make love to me?"

I looked at him surprised but then nodded, grabbing some lotion from a small tub that was hidden in my top draw of my bedside table to lubricate my rock hard seven point five inch dick. I coated a thin layer before guiding my tip to Taros pink tail hole as he got into a doggy style position on the bed. I wasted no time and fed my dick slowly into his pucker, the muscles stretching as they adjusted to my member which was slowly being forced in; making Taro arch his back once more in pleasure and let out a small howl, beginning to pant slowly, whimpering as a pain shot up his arse. Frowning I quickly stopped and let him adjust to me before slowly continuing, uncertain. I gave a small, wolf like growl and began to thrust, jabbing in quickly like a snake, hitting his warm prostate, making him up in surprise, pain and absolute pleasure.

My boyfriend's arms collapsed underneath him as he shook with gratitude, addicted to the feeling that was shooting through his body. I could feel his insides throbbing against my shaft, my pre lubing up his tail hole even more, making it easy for me to thrust in and out of his tight arse. Before long all we could hear were the sounds of my cum filled balls slapping lightly against Taros rump and our moans, Taro being in a state of euphoria from being so close to cumming once more. I could feel my balls tightening and I knew myself that I wasn't too far from my climax either.

His panting became more erratic and shakier, his moans increasing in volume and length as the sexual intercourse continued. My knot was already forming and started smacking the black wolves as each time I thrusted in and out. "Oh god" he groaned, arching his back for the third time, "oh god, tie me Harlco." I grunted in response, unable to achieve anything more and began pounding his arse hard, willing my fully sized knot to enter his tail hole to we could finally tie. I growled once more, my knot stretching the hole wider and then gave one final push, using all the muscles in my thighs to lock the knot in place in my lovers arse. Taro screamed as it entered him and he gave way one more time, more cum spewing from his dick and onto his carpeted floor in random streaks. For what seemed like millionth time I moaned and bucked my hips forward, my balls releasing all my semen into his ass. I gave a small cry as it happened, my body shaking like electricity was coursing through my body my hot, potent load, emptied straight into his gut, making him gasp and grunt each time a string escaped my penis. "Holy shit" I gasped, absolutely spent, falling forward onto the bed right next to my boyfriend. "Holy shit"

The large, strong, black wolf moved uncomfortably around the knot so that we were almost facing each other. His deep green eyes met my brown ones and we locked our lips in a tight, passionate kiss, Taro still able to taste his own cream in my mouth. We just sat in that position for a bit, occasionally taking breaths but going straight back to kissing, Taros hand slowly stroking my cheek as we panted and made out. I moved my arms around him and pulled him in a close hug, wincing as pain shot through my dick. "I belong to you know" he whispered after a few minutes of kissing, nuzzling my shoulder, softly smiling up at me. "You're the only one I want"

I grinned at him and closed my eyes, so exhausted that I was already drifting off into a slumber. He moved me into a move comfortable position and then we both, closing our eyes and snuggling close together, fell into a deep, sleep.

Two hours late, while Taro was still sleeping I pulled myself out of his arse and stared lovingly at my boyfriend, standing up to collect my stuff from the floor. I put back on my shirt, shorts and aviator glasses and sighed slowly for once in my life, feeling fully relaxed and in control. For once in my life I was able to fully express my feelings. I was able to be with who I wanted and chose to be. For once in my life, I didn't receive worthless shit about my sexuality.

Smiling I turned around and ambled out the door into the hall way, pausing to take one more look at my beautiful boyfriend, sleeping peacefully on his queen sized bed that was totally laden with our cum. I gave a small chuckle at that thought and leaned on the door frame long enough to say, "Taro, you are definitely my life"

For once in my life, I was free.

And with that, I switched off the light and shut the door.

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If I don't say this now I will surely break

As I'm leaving the one I want to take

Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait

My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh,

Be my baby

Ohhhhh

Oh, oh

Be my baby

I'll look after you

I'll Look After You - The Fray

Okay well EVERYBODY that was the finale to my very first series First Steps (have no idea why it's called that.) Dunno about the sex scene, hope you enjoyed ;) and I also thought my ending was weak but meh I suppose. I enjoyed writing that and I already have an idea of my next series in my head but I'm not going to give anything away yet. I'm probably going to start writing it up instantly but I'm not going to post it up straight away. I'm planning to make them a whole lot longer than they currently, like this one above.

To EVERY ONE WHOS FAVOURITED, COMMENTED, VOTED I WILL PERSONALLY HUG EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!

Thank you all.

Doc