Is this really me?

Story by Icefox on SoFurry

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A dirty, disgusting, kinky, brutal story for a friend who asked for the best of the worst. If you don't like it gross, bloody, brutal, and mildly crazy...turn back now.


Trevor had heard about this special "business" for years. A place where they knew your deepest fantasy and would make it come true for the right price. After coming into some money he was finally going to see what all the hype was about. He answered the incredibly long questionnaire that seemed to be random, he had scheduled the appointment, he had paid (in advance!) and now he was here. It was a fairly unimpressive alley doorway with a covered awning and no sign to speak of, just an address and a doorman.

Before he could speak to ask if this was the right place the doorman spoke, "Greetings sir, you must be Trevor Aldhyde. You are expected. Please go inside and enter the room on the left. Feel free to make yourself comfortable and enjoy whatever refreshments you wish." The doorman, a large if somewhat unremarkable bear, opened the door and gestured inside with a bow. "Uh, yeah that's me. Thanks," Trevor mumbled as he walked in nervously; almost going right without thinking.

The room on the left was comfortably appointed. Couches, tables, thick rugs, and heavy drapes covering what could only be black walls given the stairs he had walked down to reach the doorman. Everything was "nice" but clearly fairly cheap in construction and materials. The food laden table was an entirely different matter. It was a veritable buffet of sweets, pastries, snacks, and charcuterie. He hadn't eaten much for breakfast, anxiety and anticipation ruining his appetite, so he promptly filled a plate with his favorites and sat down on a cheap victorian style sofa.

"I wonder how long I am going to have to wait for a staff member?" He wondered aloud, hoping a staffmember would hear him and come calling, a bit spitefully...

*YAAAWWWNNNnnnnnmmmmmmmphhghhhhh" Trevor stretched his neck and mumbled as he blinked his eyes and twitched his trademark fox ears. As he tried to sit up he came to a rapid and mildly frightening realization. This was not the cheaply appointed lounge and buffet; Trevor was laying on his back, he could not sit up, he could not move his arms or legs, and some sort of gag was blocking his tongue and holding his mouth partly open. He frantically looked around but all he could see was a bare room with white walls, a porcelain sink sticking out of a wall above his head and what appeared to be a padded hole around his waist. "What the fuck is this? HEY! Someone let me out!" was what he tried to yell but all that came out was guttural noises "whhnnnghh hhhggh mmmmmhnhh". He struggled more but accomplished nothing more than some chafing on his wrists and chest. Clenching his jaw and trying to calm down he looked at the cuffs around his wrists and the large buckled strap over his midsection. Wherever he was, he was staying there unless someone else intervened.

It was perhaps ten minutes later that a door above his head opened and a beautiful young mink wearing a skirt suit and carrying a clipboard entered. "Greetings Mr. Aldhyde. We have analyzed your desires and prepared the appropriate situation for you. As you have certainly realized you are restrained for your safety and control and we ask that you do not struggle. This is, after all, the service you have contracted us to provide. In a few minutes your session will begin. Please relax, and enjoy yourself." She checked a few things on her clipboard, nodded, and promptly walked out of the room, closing the door behind her. In the time he had Trevor paid attention to his body and found that his legs were anchored to something on a wall on the other side of the hole, leaving his ass and genitals exposed. Speaking of his genitals...Trevor could feel a tight, heavy, restrained feeling on his cock. He knew that feeling, they had locked him in a cock-cage. "They really went all out when it came to the restraints" he thought to himself.

A few minutes later and the door opened again, letting in a petite white rabbit. Trevor could smell her natural scent and her perfume immediately, but it was the strong smelling farts she almost immediately began to let out that overwhelmed him. He vainly tried to say something, anything to her as she began to shuffle around above him. He watched, with growing shock and concern as she pulled up her skirt and then slid down her panties, holding up her skirt as she began to lower her ass right onto his face. Trevor's nose was pressed into her slick pussy lips, smelling strongly of urine and old semen, as the bunny began to relax and let out some gas into his open mouth. "Lick it. Lick it like you want it you little toilet slut." The rabbit suddenly commanded him, bring Trevor out of his shock and into a new moment of anxiety. "I said lick it. If you don't I piss right up your nostrils and let you choke on it." Trevor's eyes shot open at that and he gingerly stuck out his tongue and began to lap at the bunny's tailhole. The taste was a mix of sweat, bitter ass juice, and old cum. He gagged, over and over, as he licked at her hole and just when he thought he was about to lose it Trevor felt something thin and rough get jammed into his ass. It must have been a finger but the shock was enough he forgot about the taste of rancid bunny ass on his tongue and moaned. The bunny didn't mind, he had licked enough.

Trevor's moan was cut off as the bunny's ass began to leak cum and anal juices straight through his gag and onto his tongue. His moan cut off into a gagging cough followed by panicked writing, to no avail. Before he could even get ahold of the situation the finger was roughly removed from his ass and replaced by what could only be the cock of a canid, given the knot he felt at the base as it was shoved in fully. The sudden deep penetration made him scream, but before a sound could come out the bunny's tailhole opened completely and a thick, knobby log of bunny scat slammed into the back of Trevor's throat. His eyes bulged, he choked and gagged, his legs and tail twitched uselessly, and he instinctively did the only thing he could do; he swallowed. With a sense of unreal shock he could feel the bunny's log sliding down his throat as he desperately swallowed, hoping for a breath, all while whoever was in his ass reached a steady rhythm. "Ahh, I've been holding that for three days, plus loads from five guys earlier..mm..it was starting to get a bit desperate. It is a good thing I had such a convenient toilet to use. Eat up, there's plenty more coming." The bunny said with a giggle as she looked straight into Trevor's wide, tear filled, desperate eyes.

The flow into his mouth slowly became less firm and he had to gulp rather than swallow it down. The taste and the smell were burning his senses away and a desperate pressure was building up in his cock. Brutal and unwelcome though it was, having a cock pounding his hole was quickly bringing him to the brink. After what felt like an eternity but was likely just a minute or two the bunnies tailhole finally pinched off and let out the last bits into Trevor's waiting maw. Without a word she walked over to the wall and grabbed, to his great shock, Trevor's tail which had been pulled back through another hole. She wiped her ass with his fluffy appendage, pulled her panties back up, washed her hands in the sink, and left. The cock in his ass picked up the pace and began to fuck him harder and faster than he had ever been fucked. The knot slammed against him desperately but the owner must have not want to tie as Trevor began to feel hot cum pouring into him. After the first cock was gone Trevor blearily tried to beg to be released again, and again only received silence.

He was used eight more times in rapid succession. A large blue-collar type male lion shit into Trevor's mouth so hard that when the gagging made him vomit, it made no difference because of the huge turd being forced down his throat. Something with a barbed cock had fucked him that time. Then a bear came in, possibly the same doorman he had seen earlier, and let loose some of the foulest liquid shit imaginable into his mouth as what could have only been a horse fucked him so hard that he must have been bleeding. The last one was a gorgeous tall, slender elk woman who had softly pet his ears as she pushed out a steady, five minute long, stream of small logs into his throat while he was knot fucked by another canine cock..or maybe the same canine cock as before? Trevor had cum over and over as the knot slammed into his prostate, staring into that beautiful elk's eyes and crying as she softly pet his ears and whispered comforting nothings to him.

Now he lay there, immobile and gasping. All he could taste was mingled shit from so many furs. All he could feel was a rumbling pressure in his stomach from all the shit in it, and a deep searing pain in his broken gaped asshole. His eyes were closed and his ears hung limply as the young mink in the skirt suit re-entered. "Greetings and salutations Mr. Aldhyde. I'm glad to see you were able to enjoy yourself...so many times. I just wanted to let you know that the second phase is about to begin. Please remain calm and relaxed. Our staff are highly trained professionals and all will be well. Now before we finish would you like to cum again? Please nod your head once for yes, or shake your head once for no." Trevor tried to shake his head but he didn't have enough strength and all that happened was a slight bobbing of his chin without even lifting his head. The mink took that as a yes. "Certainly sir, as you wish." "Put in the milking probe, put it on max and finish the job as soon as he cums. Don't let the high fade." The mink smiled, a bit deviously, at Trevor as she said that. She promptly pulled her skirt up to her waist and turned around to squat onto Trevor's stunned face. She wasn't wearing panties, and he got a glimpse of a beautiful light tan and white ass before she pressed her pussy lips to his gag and began to piss. He was a bit shocked, having expected more scat to be forced down his throat and that made him pause and gag on it as it began to flow over his tongue. With his first swallow he felt something huge slide firmly into his broken tailhole. Before he could even wonder what it was he felt a strong shocking sensation run through his pelvis and his hips bucked against his will; making him choke even more on the mouthful of mink piss.

It didn't take long for either. The mink finished relieving herself in a few seconds and Trevor felt the wild building pressure of orgasm coming just as quickly. The searing shocking pain in his ass was being contested by the forced wringing of his prostate. The mink smiled down at Trevor and began to softly pet his ears and run her fingers lightly through his whiskers as he felt electricity forcing an orgasm out of him with no concern for his well-being. Hands quickly removed his chastity cage, freeing his cock and just as quickly placing something fairly tight around the base of his cock and balls. "Be a brave little toilet slut for me and I'll give you a reward when it is done." The mink continued to stroke his ears and whiskers as she spoke soothingly to him. He felt the cum moving up his cock as his eyes began to blur from tears and clenching throughout his body. The moment when it finally spurted out of his finally erect tip was pure, shocking, ecstasy. After so many ruined orgasms being milked out of him by unknown cocks it was a revelation. The bliss was shortlived, however, because as he felt the second shot blast out of him he heard "Ka-CHUNK." The orgasmic pleasure was suddenly mixed with a deep, burning pain in his lower stomach, and a cold feeling where his cock and balls were. His eyes bulged out and he let out a half shit-choked scream of pain. His cock was gone. He knew it on some instinctive level even though he couldn't see what was on the other side of the wall. Before shock could set in completely he felt a couple sharp jabs in his crotch area which was quickly followed by welcome numbness. As the pain in his gut turned into a twisting pressure rather than searing pain he could still feel aftershocks of the brutal orgasm racing through him. He stared blankly at the ceiling and the mink's smiling face as his blank mind attempted to grasp what was happening. His consciousness was like a cloth in the wind.

Before he could fully become aware of what was happening the door opened again and a deep male voice said, "Here they are," before handing a stainless steel dish to the mink and closing the door. "Mmm you were such a good girl, you stayed awake and didn't even struggle. I promised you a reward if you were good." Trevor was barely aware of what she was saying but his eyes were locked on that dish. As she sat down she reached into it and lifted up a fox-cock dildo. It took a few seconds as she held it in front of his face for him to realize it was no dildo, but his own, very recently, severed cock with some sort of band around the base. With a smile and a soft cooing sound she shoved his cock into his mouth and pushed it in and out a few times, making sure to scrape leftover shit off the gag and into his throat with it. The sheer horror of what was happening began to set in and Trevor started to feel a tugging sensation in his crotch. With wide eyes he watched the mink pluck one of his testicles from the dish and without hesitation she dropped it straight into his throat. He tried to gag but she used his own engorged cock to shove it down his throat until he swallowed. She repeated the process with his other nut and his scrotum before letting him watch as she removed the band and he watched blood gush out of his once-upon-a-time cock. She calmly set the deflating cock in the dish and began to lift up her skirt again. Trevor was drifting in and out of consciousness at this point from shock, or blood loss he wasn't sure but when she turned around, grabbed his cock out of the dish, and let loose a big fart his eyes snapped open again. He struggled with the last bit of energy he had left as she stuffed his own cock down his throat and then sat on his gag. He tried to choke, he tried to gag, but it was all for not as the mink pushed hard and pushed his own cock down his throat with a thick smooth turd. She finally finished and stood up, wiping her ass with his filthy tail, as he gagged on a throat full of shit. "Eat it all or you'll choke to death on it." She was cold and emotionless as she warned him against waiting for help. Trevor worked his throat muscles and forced the rancid log into his stomach as the mink began to talk in a soothing, kind manner again, "Now, that's a good little toilet slut. Don't you worry about anything. Just go to sleep now, when you wake up you'll be all clean, and safe, back at home, with an all new...much MUCH more feminine crotch that you can have filled with all kinds of things."

The last thing Trevor thought before he finally lost consciousness was "Is this really me? Is this what I really wanted? Am I okay with this...Am I? Is this me now....a toilet slut like I wanted? I wanted? Did I want this...."