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Chapter 12- a rude awakening

Robert: May I speak to Chase?

Chase: This is him

I wasn't sure what to say to him so I just stood there quietly and listened to him pour his heart out. He apologized for everything that he did to me and told me that he'd learned to deal with the decisions that I made. He told me that he found out Blake kissed another boy in his room and realized that he couldn't bear to live without both of his sons. At first I was kind of enraged but then I settled down because of how stubborn of a person that Rob was. The next part of his apology cut into me like a dentist drill. Robert confessed that he'd always felt hostile towards me because I wasn't his legitimate child and that mum had an affair. Rob said "I know it was a weak motive to try and rationalize what I did to you, but I'm not good at handling any emotions".

Robert: when your mother passed I wasn't sure whether to be mad, happy, or saddened, so I just unintentionally took it out on you.

{I was appalled at the fluency in his vocabulary because I usually don't hear anything remotely clever come from his mouth}

Chase: ok..... well thanks for the apology dad.

Robert: If you want to call me "Robert", I'll understand perfectly.

When Martha caught onto who I was speaking to she flipped out of control. She snatched the phone from my paws and started yelling at Robert with every fiber of her being. I didn't hear much coming from dad's end of the phone, but since he was trying to make amends I didn't really expect him to be that angry.

Martha: NO SIR! you may not speak to your son

That was the last thing I heard her say before she slammed the phone on the holster. After that she approached me and hugged me, I wasn't sure how to respond so I just returned the hug without saying anything. She nudged me off to my room and when I looked over my shoulder she was crying. I just climbed into bed next to Kevin and spooned with him. I couldn't help but feel like I'd done something wrong. I stayed up half the night just thinking about what happened. I just wasn't sure what to make of it.

When I had awakened Kevin was sitting on the edge of the bed with his shirt off crying. I scooted up next to him, wrapped my arm around him, and asked him what the problem was. He said he had the same bad dream as the one prior to. I asked Kevin if it happened to do anything to do with his fallen siblings and he replied in a rather grim voice "no, it has something to do with you!", after that he got up and left the room. What he said made me feel a little uneasy, I was afraid that anything else I'd say to him would just upset him more, so I just let him be. I sat there naked with his sheets covering my lap wondering what could possibly be on his mind. I had a problem with those corrupt thoughts returning back to me. The thought leaped into my mind that he might be tempted to dump me, and if he would I just wouldn't be sure where to go in life. I might be able to return to Robert, but I have no job, no money, and no car. I shuttered at the thought and immediately rushed to Kevin to talk to him.

Chase: okay Kevin, what's this dream about? you're not going to dump me are you?

Kevin: no

Kevin: Chase, I would never leave you.

Kevin: I'm just afraid that I can't say the same for you

Chase: I'd never leave you Kevin, I love you

Kevin: thats not what I'm referring to.

Kevin: in my dream you ended up dying due to anaphylactic shock caused by an allergic reaction to a bee sting. The problem was that the image was extremely vivid and it seemed like it really happened

Chase: I'm not allergic to bees silly

Kevin: I wouldn't know that

Chase: well I can't promise that I'll never die but I can assure you that if I were to die in a tragic accident, that the only thing I want for you is to move on and be happy

Kevin: same here

My little talk with Kevin ended up relieving me more than it did him. Each time he heard my voice he felt it would only be harder to move on without me, but each time I spoke to him I felt relieved that he (the dominant one) is more insecure than me.

After I finished cheering up Kevin it was time to finish unfinished business. I ran into the living room and picked up the phone and called my brother asking him to meet in the park again.

Blake seemed to be dressed more professionally this time. He was wearing a suit and was housing his natural hair color.

"Blake is it true that....."

Blake: Not really, I just felt that if I did that then maybe dad might come to his senses. He'd never really thought of you as his son, and when he found out you were gay I guess he became stricken with fear that you might end up rubbing off on me.

Blake: I've always been bi though, but I learn towards girls and I'm not really interested in a serious relationship with a guy.

Chase: I just want to know one thing. Are you happy?

Blake: Since I got to make dad see the error of his ways and become a better person out of it. Besides that gave me a reason to kiss your buddy Tom.

Chase: Tom's gay?!? I thought he hated you

Blake: wow, you really jump to conclusions. Tom isn't gay, nor does he care about me, but when I told him who this was for, he was more than obliged to help. I probably could've made the kiss less convincing, however I might as well enjoy it while it lasted.

Chase: hehe I'm going to nail Tom with this info.

Blake: hey, your best friend was only trying to help

Chase: I know, but friends blackmail friends

Blake: maybe I'll post a few of the naughty pics that you had creeping in your journal onto the interwebs.

Chase: HEY! I thought all the other pages were destroyed.

Blake: they were, but the eyecandy wasn't

Blake reached into his pocket and pulled out a few nude photos.

Chase: give those back!

Blake: what would Kevin think about these?

Chase: huh, how did you know about Kevin?

I guess the word gets around easily, and it loves to travel. After this conversation on the bench we took a stroll around the park discussing how life was for each other. I was glad to see that his life was back on track. He managed to finish high school but decided that college was not his thing. It was nice to hear from Blake again after all this time, I was getting worried.

To end the day we hugged and headed off in our separate ways.

Kevin: where were you?

Chase: tying a few loose knots with my brother

Kevin: wanna tie my knot?

Chase: its always something sexual with you isn't it?

Kevin: I guess I've just been a little lonely lately

Chase: at least when were together it will be more rewarding and meaningful now.

We picked out a romantic comedy out of his collection of dvd's and just cuddled up next to each other on the couch waiting for night to come. I've learned that its not what you do for fun, but who you do it with.

When we finally migrated to the bedroom we shared one final kiss and fell asleep in each others arms.

When I awoke Kevin was sitting on the edge of the bed, but this time he was staring happily into space.