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Raichu slowly turned his head away from Feign. He was too ashamed of himself to even look at him. "leave" He whispered.

"But" Feign started to say but was interrupted.

"Feign leave now... please." He begged him. Raichu was hurt beyond believe that he had taken advantage of one of his own like that. The thought practically made him sick. Not only that, he had enjoyed it, that reality set in. He was ashamed beyond believe, he couldn't face Feign, not right now.

Feign reluctantly rose to his feet, mind racing as he headed towards the entrance of the cave. Still staring behind him at the alpha, sadness and confusion welded up inside him, he thought he was going to be sick. Feign appeared at the entrance and looked up to the sky, and gave a sigh. It was now night, the stars were spread out in the night sky, the moon was pale white. The alphas back was still to him. He wanted to say something to him, something to reassure him that it was ok, but his mind was drawing a blank. What could he possibly say to him? He thought he had enjoyed the kiss but, felt like somehow it wasn't right. He had always heard of relationships with females, never heard a thing about a male male relationship, never once in his life.

He never had feelings for females before. There weren't many of them in the nest, and most of them were already taken.

In one day he had experienced feelings that shook his very soul. He shared a hug with Lu, which he liked. Had Adam licking at his neck, which he also liked. And now he had just madeout with the leader of his nest, one of the most powerful Pokemon in the whole group. If the alpha didn't stop and kick him out, how far would it have gone. The alpha could have any female he wanted, why him, why Feign, another male? Why had Raichu kissed him? He continued to ponder his predicament, as a cold night wind blew up, it made Feign shiver. He looked out towards the clearing and saw Adam waving at him. He meekly waved. Adam was the last Pokemon he wanted to see, especially now.

Adam made his way to him.

"So how did it go buddy?" He smiled at Feign. He didn't answer but contemplated whether he should tell Adam the truth or not. After a moment he thought it best to just forget about telling him. More drama wasn't need now. He had experienced too much today, he just wanted to go to sleep and forget all about it. Besides if Adam found out, what would he think of him. Shame hit him hard at the thought.

"Hello... Feign?" Adam poked Feign with his paw. Feign shot his head up and looked at him. Adam had a quizzical expression on his face.

"Oh... everything's fine." He lied, his face practically gave it away. "He just told me he was just worried about me and told me not to do it again." At least he told Adam some of the truth. Adam placed his paw softly on Feign shoulder, Kindness in his eyes, smileing warmly at him. Feign stared at the paw on his shoulder, it felt like acid to him, discomfort set in at his touch. After all the confusion he had suffered though today, he didn't want to be touch by anyone. He coldly shrugged Adam's paw away. Adam looked hurt at his movement, Feign stared sadly into his eyes.

"Look Adam, right now I just want to go to sleep and get this day over with. Is that alright with you?"

"Yeah..." Adam replied a little sadden and stepped out of the way. Feign walked passed without looking at him. He made he way to the huge hallow tree he called home. It was clear accross the other side of the meadow. The tree was huge with a gaping hole right in the middle. He made his way to the trunk and started climbing until he reached a branch where he could put himself up. He climbed up this way time before, no problem, but now he felt drained and it took him an extra effort to find the strength to keep going. Finding himself slipping down the truck, he dug his claws into truck and tried to get a grip. He grunted using the last of his energy to climb up to the nearest branch. Grabbing it, he slowly rose himself up. He let out a whimper when he reached the top, panting lightly, he was drained beyond believe. Precariously, he made his way to the hollow hole, and climbed inside. Inside the tree Feign made his way to the opposite trunk and felt his legs buckle and give out. He laid there, not moving an inch. Feign looked at the empty space around him, and loneliness set in. This tree was big enough to fit him and few other Pikachus. He stared at the spot where him and his parent would have slept if they were still with him. He had missed sleeping with his parents terribly. Every night before he would sleep, both of them would nuzzle next to him, keeping him warm, and leaving him with a sense of security and belonging. He missed the feeling and the smell of their fur. Sleeping alone, there was a whole lot of space left, and a deep hole was left within himself, where his parents should be. His parents should be with him, to comfort him, to take care of him; but they were gone. Who knew when or if he would see them again.

The events of the passed day rushed though his mind, mixed emotions jumbled, he felt his eyes tearing up.

"N no... not again..." He whimpered. He wanted to stop the tears, he didn't want to cry, not again. However, his efforts failed, as hot tears rushed down his cheeks. He began to quietly sob to himself. Images of Lu, Adam, and the Alpha rushed though his mind. All of them had shown great affection to him but, it confused Feign greatly. Today's events had made Feign realize how lonely he really was in this world. Feign had no desire to look for a mate before, but now he started to think more about it. With a mate he wouldn't have to be alone anymore. But which Female would take him. Zoe was a girl, maybe she could be the one however, he had realized that he had more feelings for Adam and Lu. But, they were males, could that even be possible? With another male? Would that be ok, and if so how would it work? He sobbed harder into his paws, letting out soft cries into the night. He sniffed, as he wished sleep would just take him already. It wasn't long before he slowly slipped into unconsciousness.

Feign found himself in the clearing where Lu had brought him. The clearing seemed quiet, maybe a little too quiet. He looked around the area, it was empty. Nobody in sight. Feign heard a rustling behind him and turned to face the noise. It was Lu, Feign could recognize those pointy ears, crimson eyes and blue fur anywhere. Pure joy gripped him as he jumped forward towards Lu. He smiled widely at him, rejoiced by his presence.

The Lucario let out a playful Laugh and grabbed Feigns arms with ease. Swinging Feign around in a circle, he then caressed him to his chest stroking his back with one paw and supporting his bottom with his other. He let out a soft purr of contentment. Feign felt that all was right with the world and rubbed his head affectionatly on his chest. Lu stopped stroking him, and Feign looked up at him, disappointed at the seizing of the petting, and found that Lu's head was bending down, eyes closed, his muzzle inching closer to Feign's. Feign's breath caught, his heart began to race. He blushed fiercely as Lu's face came closer still. Basically centimeters away, Feign closed his eyes, and softly puckered his mouth, ready to receive the kiss. It didn't come. opening his eyes everything faded into darkness.

He tried to focus his eyes, and found that he had returned from the green field, and was back in his tree. Something was different however. He wasn't alone. He looked toward the entrance and saw a big silhouette blocking it. Someone was in there with him. Fear grabbed Feign hard, his fur standing up on end. He opened his mouth, ready to scream out, but a strong paw shut his mouth while another paw held him still. He struggled a little, trying to get free. His eyes teared up as his fear grew to extreme levels.

"Shhh... Feign its me." The silhouette spoke. The voice sounded familiar, he took a few moments to search his mind. The paw retruded slowly from his mouth.

"Lu?" He cautiously said. "Is that you?" Lu pointed a single digit on Feign nose.

"Bingo!" Lu replied laughing. Feign smiled, Lu had came to see him, but why in the middle of the night he asked himself?

"Lu what are you doing here?" Lu sat down across from him. He scooted forward towards him. Feigns rubbed his eyes trying to adjust to the darkness. After a moment he saw him more clearly. He was grinning at him.

" I came to see you cutie." He playfully said. He wrapped an arm around Feign and hugged him. Feign was overjoyed, Lu scent filled his nostrils, he felt secured, a warm feeling filled his chest. He was happy, but he had to ask Lu.

"Did anyone see you." He said a little worried. Lu stretched out his neck towards the hole and looked around the meadow. He smiled.

"No I don't think anyone followed me." He nuzzled Feign with his head. Feign rested his head on Lu relieved. "So I guess you had an interesting day." He coyly spoke, smirking at Feign. "Been getting a little more attention lately....."

Feign tensed his body at his words. "H ho.... How did... you know...?" He stared to the ground.

Lu rubbed Feigns head with his paw reassuringly. "Remember I can read emotions and auras? Don't you remember. After you left I could sense your emotions for a really long time, even though you were far away." Feign looked up into his eyes. "I felt kindness, fear, joy" He paused. "Arousal...." He grinned widely at Feign.

Feign felt opposite at the situation, he felt ashamed. Feign could tell that Lu felt his emotion, as he hugged Feign tighter to him. "Hey Feign its ok, there nothing to be ashamed of. Its natural to have those kind of feelings."

Feign looked sadly up into Lu's eyes. "Even.... If its with.... another..... boy?" He managed ro stammer out.

Nodding Lu said. "Yes, even if its with another boy." He brought his mouth close to Feigns ear. "Between you and me, your friend Adam has a little crush on you." Feign felt his face grow hot, trying to shake it off. Lu laughed lightly.

"I also felt the emotions you and your leader where showing. He's a little naughty isn't he? I mean he could have any girl he wanted and he decides to almost mate with you. You were being a little naughty too." He teased, and smiled more widely, patting Feign on the soulder. Feign blushed even more, as this rate he would be as red as a tomato. The alpha had honestly considering mating with him? Thinking about it, Feign was a little relieved that he didn't. He was shocked that Lu revealed this truth to him. The alpha had seriously considerate mating with Feign? another boy? How could he face him again knowing this truth. In all honesty Feign had still not mated with anyone. He felt that his first time should be with someone he truly loved, not just some one time fling.

"I feel a little guilty that my scent made them act that way." He smiled at Feign. So it was Lu's scent afterall that made them act strangely, Feigns suspicions were confirmed. "However those feelings they have for you are very real. Even though my scent is not around them now, they still have feelings for you, I can feel it. I was very surprised how far they went with you." He said slyly, rubbing Feigns head affectionately. "You could say that some Pokemon are naturally attracted to me whenever they come into contact with me." Feign stared blankly at him. "It would also be safe to assume that its mating season for Lucario's, and its just my natural pheromone they are attracted to, but I have no desire to mate. Not yet anyway" He smirked. "My scent is suppose to attract females not males, so there are some issues that Adam and your alpha have to deal with. They are attracted to you though, another male, that fact is very apparent."

So basically according to Lu, Adam and the alpha were gay. Feign was attracted to Lu'sscent too. Did that mean that he was gay too? Feign felt very awkward at the thought, he could hardly believe he was even having this conversation.

He could feel that Lu, somehow had grew attached to him, maybe he was gay as well, he did say he had no desire to mate, did he mean with females? Whenever Feign had been with Lu, he felt like he could trust him with anything. As if his instinct said he was safe. After his conversation with him he began to feel a little better about himself, but he seemed a little too open about everything. Lu always spoke his mind, not hiding a thought until the subject was turned to why Lu liked him. Feign took a leap of faith and decided to ask Lu about it.

"Lu?" He asked shyly, a light blush appearing on his face.

"Hmmmm" Lu replied nuzzling Feigns head with his own.

"Do.... do you um...really like me? Like as a mate?" Feign blushed and looked away, hardly able to keep his composure. Lu stop nuzzling him and looked out into the night. Feign stared at him waiting for an answer. Lu's head turned back to face Feign, he lightly smiled at him.

"Do you want to know the truth?" He asked. Feign nodded at him, his heart began to race. "I do...." Lu shyly said. At his words Feigns heart began to beat faster. "I like you a lot." He added, making Feign blush even more. "I want to be with you as much as I can." Feign couldn't believe his ears. "With your pure aura, I feel like it is my duty to stay with you."

The subject had turned to his aura again. Feign didn't fully understand that he had a pure aura, he barely understood what an aura was. "Life energy or something....." He thought to himself. Lu went back to nuzzling him, it felt nice to Feign.

"Feign if you could do me the honor, with your permission , can you find it in your heart to be my boyfriend? We won't have to rush anything, i promise. Just give me a chance." He shyly turned his head away blushing.

"Boyfriend?!?!" Feign repeated flustered. He never thought in his whole life he would be asked to be someone's boyfriend. Even after knowing that Pokemon for one day.

"I want to watch over you, protect you when your in trouble, that sort of thing." he said looking at Feign sensually, his eyes begging him to say yes.

Feign thought about this for a moment and smiled widely at Lu and nodded. He might as well give it a shot, but he had to be careful that no one found out, absolutely no one.

Lu picked up Feign and hugged him tightly. Feign let out a small yelp at Lu's quick action, but then laughed. Feign laughed harder as Lu started to tickle him.

"Stop... Ha ha Lu stop it." He continued to laugh hard, as he struggled to get free.

"Not on your life cutie." He placed Feign on the ground and continued tickling him up and down his body, hitting the exact nerves to cause Feign to laugh even harder. "Oh my gosh, Your so cute!" He squealed

"Lu HA HA someone.... Ha ... is going to hear....Heh ha... us." He rolled side to side trying to avoid Lu's nimble fingers.

"Oh alright." Lu said disappointed, lifting his fingers away from Feign, smiling big.

Feign sat up and stared happily at Lu. A cold wind blew though the opening in the tree and hit Feign. He shivered as Lu's face went from happiness to concern.

"You cold?" He asked softly.

"A little." Feign giggled a bit and wrapped his arms around himself, sheltering himself from the cold. Lu stretched his arm out beckoning Feign to him.

"Come here." He said. Feign reached his paw out towards Lu and wrapped his small mousey fingers around his. Lu pulled him closer and crossed his legs, patting his lap with his free paw. Feign smiled at the gesture , Lu smiled back at him. Feign felt safe with Lu here with him, he was sweet to him, and that's what Feign liked the most about Lu. Even at their first meeting it was awkward but he was very nice to him the whole time. Now that Lu was his boyfriend all fears and sense of loneliness where gone. Feign had someone who knew who he really was. He felt like he could trust Lu with anything. After Lu talked to him about the feelings he had experienced, he felt more comfortable with it now that someone understood his situation.

Lu scooped Feign up with his free paw and placed him in his lap. Feign let out a breath of joy as he felt how soft and plushy his leg fur was. He leaned back into Lu's belly, another wave of comfort hitting him as his belly was just as soft. Lu chuckled to himself as he wrapped his arms around Feign belly, caressing him. He could no longer feel the cold. All he could feel now was complete warmth and safety. His eyes began to droop and he let out a big yawn, finally realizing how sleepy he had become.

Lu once more nuzzled his head on Feigns, then he kissed it, making Feign feel complete contempment. Unlike Adams and the alphas actions, he had wanted this. He loved the way Lu made him feel. The way he talked to him, the way he touched him, left him with the feeling of belonging. That he was wanted.

Drifting further into unconsciousness Feign buried the back of his head into Lu's belly. Lu stroked his face, making him finally drift to sleep.

Lu was overjoyed that Feign was now his boyfriend, he was happy in knowing that he could stay close to Feign and keep him safe. The very thought almost had him squealing like a little school girl. Lu heart softened at the thought that he had a cute Pikachu fall asleep in his arms. It was the cutest thing he had ever seen.