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• * * Russian roulette. It was the stupidest thing I thought that one fur could ever do. Count to six and you're dead, you know? I mean, who would want to risk their life like that? I thought only the dumbest of people would ever try that. Until my friend tried it... Drunk off his ass he decided that he could beat the odds... well he didn't... That was two years ago... This is what happened afterwards... Kai yawned loudly as he woke up. 7:00 pm. He groaned and stood up, the blankets slipping from his white furred body. He was a fairly attractive wolf. Just under six foot and weighing in at 140lbs. He was one of the more scrawny, but everyone still admired his features. He was almost plain white except around the eyes where the fur was pure black. Just enough to accent his ice blue eyes. Kai walked to his armoire and pulled out one of his favorite outfits. Fishnet, leather pants, and a black and red button up shirt (which he always left open). He pulled his clothes on quickly and went off into the bathroom to comb his head fur. Kai then hurried back into his room excitedly, grabbing his wallet and running out of his apartment. He was in his early twenties and was in a hurry to get to Tails Up. Tails Up was a huge underground gay bar. One year ago tonight he met his mate, Eric, at that very bar. Seeing as tonight was their anniversary they made plans to meet there. Eric was the love of his life. He was a gorgeous, lithe coyote with black and brown fur and piercing green eyes. He was a year younger and was quite a handful at times, but Kai loved him immensely. When he reached the club he showed his ID and made his way inside. After going down three flights of stairs, the heavy techno music (which could have been heard above surface) was now booming in the wolf's ears as he pushed open the large metal doors to the club interior. Lights flashed repeatedly and the smell of sex hit him so hard he thought he could have cum if he touched himself. He browsed the crowd of furs and didn't see Eric anywhere. 'It's early' he thought 'He probably hasn't shown up yet.' Kai took a seat at the bar and ordered a light drink. Tails Up was positively the most amazing club he'd ever been to. Black light paint spraying onto some furs from the pit, strobe lights coming at your from every direction, some drinks so strong that they could glow in the dark. Tails Up was the place to be if you were gay. "Hey you..." A large black wolf sat down in front of Kai, grinning at him. "What's your name?" Kai flashed a grin and set his drink aside. "Name's Kai. Yourself?" "Jake." The wolf replied, setting a paw on Kai's leather clad thigh. Kai murred, his tail wagging back and forth excitedly. "Well.... Jake..." He carefully picked the wolf's paw up and took a quick nip at the wolf's finger, which had previously been rubbing ever closer to his crotch. "I'm here waiting for my mate... it's our one year anniversary..." Jake's ears swiveled back and he nodded. "Sorry about that..." He pulled his paw back and giggled. "S'okay, if I wasn't, I probably would..." He winked at Jake who stood up with a certain grace about him. "Well thanks, you're awfully sexy yourself." Jake bared his canines, his tail wagging lazily. "I try..." Kai responded, leaning back on the bar. "Well, congrats on the one year." Jake finished, heading off into the crowd. Kai giggled to himself and finished off his drink. After an hour of waiting around Kai got to his feet, stretching and heading around the various parts of the club, hoping to run into his mate. He couldn't find him. He wasn't among the dancers, he wasn't at the little chatting room, or the bar, or among the smokers. Kai growled in frustration. He was going to call, but there was no reception this far down anyway. A sudden thought hit him as he looked around the club. There was one place he hadn't looked. The bedrooms. Kai contemplated the thought for a moment. He decided to check. It was stupid! His mate wouldn't be there... He had nothing to worry about whatsoever. He walked down the darkened hall, thankful for his canine nose. He could easily smell who was in each of these rooms and it clearly was not coyote. He turned the corner and a scent hit him from the first door. Coyote. Kai knew that scent. It was Eric. It smelled like Eric. His shaky paw rested on the handle. 'Don't do it...' He thought to himself. He took a deep breath and opened the door quickly. There was a yelp of surprise and a couple barks. Eric was laying in the middle of the bed, legs spread with a lion between his legs, and a fox straddling his waist. Kai felt his whole world shatter right then. "Holy shit! Kai! I..." Eric blushed deeply, though it was hardly noticable through the black fur. "I... I was just... I didn't mean to!" The fox looked down at Eric. "Who is he?" Kai wanted to run away, his world was falling down around him. "Who am I...? I'm... I'm his mate..." Kai was about to break into tears. The lion laughed. "Seriously?" He looked down at Eric. "You said your last boyfriend was a fox." Eric cringed and closed his eyes. Kai about died right there. "Jason? Was I ever brought up! Was I ever important enough to bring into your sex life!" Kai was crying now, tears running down his white cheeks. Eric struggled to get to his feet. "Kai wait I..." Kai slammed the door and took off. He ran back into the club, and deep into the dancing crowd where he couldn't be heard. He kept running until he ran into someone, falling back onto his rear. He looked up and saw a large black wolf looking down at him. Jake looked down at the other lupine. "Well hello again, you alright?" Kai's world stopped for a moment. In his mind he knew he was looking at an ordinary black wolf, but all he could think of was a tall dark angel, standing before him. False hopes and dreams. Kai jumped up and hugged the wolf tight. "No..." Jake was blind-sighted by this and hugged back hesitantly. "You alright?" Kai whimpered and shook his head. "No... Let's go somewhere... please...." Jake didn't ask, he just lifted the white figure onto his chest and took off towards the exit. Once they were outside the wolf set him down against the wall and looked into his eyes. "So tell me... what's wrong?" "My mate... he cheated on me... and I have a feeling it was a lot more than once..." Kai wasn't crying anymore, lust over taking him. It's odd how your defensive mechanisms work at times. "I'm sorry... is ther-" Kai cut him off by pulling him into a kiss and shoving his tongue into the taller wolf's muzzle. Jake fought for a moment and then broke free. "What... what the hell are you doing?" "I can't... I can't deal with it... not now... please... just... help me right now... I need this... I really really do..." Kai's eyes were pleading with Jake's as he whimpered. Jake sat there for a moment and then nodded. He stood up, taking a white paw and leading Kai to a secluded spot. Once they were alone he grabbed Kai and kissed him forcefully, his tongue slipping into Kai's muzzle. Kai just moaned softly, wanting nothing more than to forget about what happened. He felt paws rubbing his sides and then they undid his pants, pushing them down. Kai broke the kiss and tilted his muzzle up. "Take me..." He whispered, his tail raising as he turned around slowly, his sheath was already partially swollen from the excitement. Jake pushed down his own pants, his lupine cock mostly out of his sheath as he looked down at Kai's tail. "Are you sure?" "Hard... and quick... I really need this..." Kai whispered softly, leaning against the wall. Jake pushed his cock up under Kai's white tail and then shoved his cock into the tight passage. "Oh shit..." Jake groaned. Kai yelped in pain and closed his eyes, a few tears running down his muzzle. 'Eric used to be rough like this...' He thought. "Harder..." He panted. Jake responded by pulling up on Kai's tail and thrusting faster, his knot swelling up already. It's amazing how bad you need it after grinding against tons of sex smelling furs. Jake reached around, grabbing the furry white sheath and pulling it back to expose the lupine member to the cool air. 'We did this once...' Kai thought for a fleeting moment. Jake's breath was becoming more rapid as he thrust harder, his knot pressing insistently against the tight pucker as he stroked the other lupine's cock. "Oh fuck you're tight..." Jake groaned as he bit down on the wolf's shoulder. Kai's eyes widened in pain. He yelped and then was quiet. 'It feels like Eric's teeth... no...' "NO!!!!!!" Kai screamed and he tore himself free from the teeth and the paw and the cock. "NO!!!" He screamed against, quickly tugging the leather pants up as best he could, his cock still showing a little. Jake yelped in a little pain and some sexual frustration. "What? Are you okay?" He moved forward towards Kai. "Stop!" Kai yelled and he knocked Jake to the ground and took off running. He didn't stop running until he made it back to the apartment. By now tears were running down his muzzle and he was almost out of breath. He slammed the door to the apartment and looked around. He saw the pictures of him and Eric, he saw the small things that reminded him of Eric, the things he'd gotten from him; they were all shit to him now. In a furious dash he grabbed a chair and threw it at the wall, destroying the pictures and chair. He went around the room, screaming curses at his former mate, tearing anything apart that he could. He wasted a year of his life, and for what? Eric was the only thing in his life worth living for and it was gone now. He ran into his bedroom, throwing his pictures at the wall, smashing in the door to his armoire, breaking the window, tearing any fabric he could. He could hear sirens in the background. He didn't fucking care. He picked up his nightstand and chucked it at the wall where it broke apart. A revolver fell out of it onto the floor along with some bullets. The wolf stared at them quietly. By now the sirens were very close. He picked up the revolver and a bullet and stuck it into the barrel with semi interest. He sat on the floor with a sigh. The sirens stopped, and the cops could be hear screaming orders at each other from out of the window. Kai spun the barrel. Clack clack clack clack clack clack clack clack clack clack. More police orders were heard outside. Kai pointed the gun to his head. "One..." He said softly. Click. No bullet. Kai spun the barrel again. Clack clack clack clack clack clack clack. There was some more shouting, this time it sounded directed at him; something about surrendering. Kai pointed the gun to his head again. "Two..." Click. No bullet. He spun the barrel again. Clack clack clack clack clack clack clack clack. There was a second reprimand and a light was shone in through his window. He pointed the gun to his head. "Three..." Click. No bullet. Kai spun it again. Clack clack clack clack clack clack clack clack clack. The police were entering the four story building, he was on the top floor, it's take them some time, though he could hear them below. He pointed the barrel at his head. "Four..." Click. No bullet. Kai spun it a fifth time. Clack clack clack clack clack clack clack clack clack clack. The police had made it to his door. They were pounding on it. Kai was amazed that he had locked it. Again, he pointed it as his head. "Five..." Click. No bullet. Kai spun it once more. Clack clack clack clack clack clack clack. The door was busted open and the cops were entering. He could hear them no less than twenty feet away. Kai aimed the gun at his head. "Six..." Bang. Bullet.