Dreamingly...
Thoughtful thinking - 2 -
Dreamingly...
With echoes visiting from deep within
I find, created by my mind, such a visual feeling, a want, to grin
Slowly, strongly, lowly, methodically, my hands reach for what I can't hold anymore
Unsure if eyes are opened, or all is dreamt, I'm reaching for what I adore
Uncertain what will appear from behind the mental curtain, I hold my breath at such an unknown sight
If it is, what shouldn't, couldn't, wouldn't be a possibility, I know my sub-conscience wants to fight
Day dreaming under the vail of night
Anything is up for grabs, while I don't need to doubt what's right
My mental recollection toys with my emotions
Showing all I once held close, & with them, all my priceless past devotions
Bit by bit, it chips away at why I don't quit
The ruins still standing tall, how it wants me to fall, & that to be the end of it
Still, the ember burns amid the doubt
It can't shake the human resolve to keep living without
The inevitable, the unkind
Always worst when personal, only such troubles truly had in each mind
Only a nightmare if left till forgettable daylight
This reminds me, it's only a thing too far at night
The shadows going back into the lightless
Letting a peaceful mind continue, clearly, or as a jumbled mess
Maybe next rest will be better than this
Maybe then, a good laugh, a smile, another moment, can be shared with those I miss
"Find me, another time, another place...
Remind me, of each amazing, priceless smile, on a lovingly missed, familiar face ^_^.."
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