My Story, Joshua M. Reav

Story by Simmba on SoFurry

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Prologue

Year: 2017

Month: July

Day: 1st

Time: 1350 hours

Hello, my name is Joshua M. Reav. I am a 24 year old lion. I have a slim runner's body, but I decide to work out during high school and put on a lot of muscle. The workouts also helped me subdue my mind. I found out a shocking aspect of myself while exploring my sexuality which made me different from most other furs during high school, I was gay. The workouts did well in making me look straight or as people put it Macho but hurt me on the inside. Now that I look at it, it's hilarious to think about it. My best friend, Robert L. Nohda, he was the first person to see through my disguise and accepted me for who I was. I loved him dearly... I wanted to be more than friends with him but the time for that would come soon. Besides at that time I had only known him for about 2 or 3 years. I lived about13 years of my life in Germany, that has its ups and downs. Mostly downs but the ups balance the mixture out. Getting back on subject, Robert was a blue wolf (I don't know how, he says he didn't dye himself blue but I'm not going into it). Certain parts of his body are white... damn wish I could remember, 10 years has its affect on a person. He was towered over my height of 5'8, 5'9 at 6'1, 6'2 but he never used his height for any bad purposes. He had an average wolf's build, he didn't work out so there wasn't any muscle on him but he was very strong, stronger than me. But due to his lack of muscle he was fast on his feet he could run fast, I had to try hard to keep up which explains my great build. Once I told Robert about my sexuality, I don't know what happened but he opened up to me and he shared himself with me and I'll never forget that day when he told me he was bi or the day we came about our feelings about each other. That lasted a good 6 six years. I enjoyed every second of it. Damn it, getting off subject again. My family... I had a family of 7 which made things overly complicated. I say had because they don't accept me anymore and kicked me out when I told them about myself or let me rephrase that when they found out about me. I was trying on a new look and tied some of my mane in a ponytail then let the rest hang some on my back some on my chest when my dad saw me doing that he tackled me and held me on a wall and asked me if I was a gay. I was tired of lying to him and told him I was and I got beat some; I landed some good punches in before I was thrown out a window and told to leave or fight. As you can see, I left. Now, I only consider my sister, a dragon a family member, she was the second person to know of my sexuality but the first family member to know. Don't ask me how but each person in the family ended up being a different animal. My dad was a lion, while my mom was tiger. But somehow there was (going in order from eldest to youngest) a dragon, a lion, a phoenix, a cat, and a bear. I don't know how it happened but it happened. Getting off that subject, once I graduated from high school Robert came out to his family and they reluctantly accepted him, saying "At least someday you have plans for children." I shrugged at that sentence and let him have his family time. I think everyone in that house must have known my business because as I got in my car to wait. Robert's mom told me she heard of the news and was sorry to hear it. That was an awkward moment for me, because as I said before I had never told anyone my family or my dad at least had told me to leave for good (I was 18 when I came out so it was all legal). Guess someone heard and told somebody, word traveled fast in S.C... Dang it! Off topic again, anyway Robert and I lived in a dorm while we attended college, luckily it was just me and him because we would get deep into each other a lot, maybe not pounding each other but kissing and hugging. Most of the college knew about us and was ok with it. Except a few furs but I learned quick that muscle scares people, and used intimidation to put the back in their place and the ups of Germany helped, Military Training! I had learned the bodies major points and when somebody would mess with me or Robert I would usually just hit those points and watch them go into a seizure it was good but then bad because I got suspended once for doing that. Anyway during college Robert and I had a lot of fun we got to know more about each other and it was during those years that we got even closer until one day he told me that he may be attracted to somebody else. All I did that night was nuzzle his chest fur with my head. Telling him if that's what he wants then he needs to chase it. Around that time we had our first argument, worst time ever. Mid way under my own anger, I left the dorm and drove out to a beach side view that I took Robert to. He somehow found me there, and slid a note into the car through the window, guess he saw I fell asleep I woke up and read it. "I'm sorry Robert. I know how you feel about this so, please when you get this come back so we can talk it over." At first I was gonna rip it and then go to the bar and get wasted but I decided to try. I drove back and went back into the dorm when we talked it out and I met this female. She was a grey wolf with green eyes. She looked good, and had the smoothest voice. I later saw that Robert had told her what happened last night and the first thing she did was hug me and she asked me, if I was ok with it. I was in a state of shock. My opinion was in this. I was about to say yes but then had a thought of selfishness and I explained to her all of my feelings, away from Robert and she understood them all. And she told made a deal with me that I could have him all to myself for one last year (we had graduated last month and were free and due to my racing problems which actually helped we had enough for a house) we bought a four bedroom house and then the party started. That was the best year ever. Then the day... Thus ending this prologue. Hope you enjoyed it.

Chapter 1 is coming soon.