Life Changes:Part 3:Struggle
A week has passed since the dance.It's 12:00 P.M and I'm still in my bed thinking about Omy. Everyone is on spring break and we had hung out but very little. Hugging onto my pillow many thoughts start rushing into my head.
"Is this right?"
"What will everyone think?"
"Friends and family are going to reject me?"
Lost in thought all these negative thoughts kept rushing in to my head. Mainly it's because I had not come out of the closet. I knew i was gay and I want to live a life as a open gay boy, but all the stories about how once people came out of the closet their lives just went straight down hill and I didn't want that happening to me. But hiding didn't make things better. Just then my cell started to vibrate and snapped me out of thought. It was a text from Omy.
"Hey Bby Good Morning...I was wondering if today
you could hang out and stay over at my house for
the night~ Txt me back Love You <3"
I stared at my phone for a while. I would love to go but I would have to go by dad to see if it was ok with him first. Mainly he would say no to everything so I never bother but I really wanna be with Omy. I put on a pair of shorts and headed downstairs to the living room where I found him drinking coffee and watching the news. I had a seat on the couch across from the one he was sitting on and he saw me and put his coffee down.
"Hey Spector" He said
"Hey"
"How are you?"
"Pretty good" My heart dropped and I got nervous. "Can I go out and stay at my friends tonight?"
His face turned serious and he stared at me with that "your up to something" look.
"Who's the friend?" He said taking a sip of coffee.
I took a deep breath.
"Omy"
" What the fuck?"
"What is it?"
"Why the fuck are you suddenly hanging out with this guy so much! You never used to hang out with him until the dance! Are you gay?! Cause fags aren't welcomed here!!."
Fuck. He always does this to me. If its a girl he's happy but if its a guy i'm always getting it up the ass.
"No dad can't I just go without being called gay?! You do this shit everytime i ask to hang out with a guy! It's a guy's night out ya know? Video games,sports guy stuff and if i was gay then what?!". I said in a annoyed and angry voice.
"Why don't you hang out with girls like Isa or Sam?"
I was becoming really annoyed now to the point that I wanted to just walk out and go to his house without his permission.
"Can I just go?" I said in a low tone.
"Fine behave yourself" He said and looked at the tv.
"Thanks"
He didn't say anything so with that I texted Omy saying that I would meet him at the lake. I closed my door and blasted the music. I shuffled though my dresser and closet looking for something to wear. I picked out a magenta and black stripped polo and black skinny jeans and laid them on my bed. Thinking about being with Omy for the day made me really happy, tail wagging all over the place and I suddenly started dancing. For the first time since I moved here with my dad I felt happy. I put my clothes on, brushed my mane and I was out the door.
Chapter 3! Sorry Its Took So Long Ive Been Quite Busy. Sorry That Its So Short But It Will All Add Up In Chapter 4 Which Will Probably Be Out In 2 Weeks. Thanks For Reading