Howlr Diary: He Brought a Well Endowed Friend

Story by Skip Lyons on SoFurry

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#7 of Howlr Diary

I didn't mean to write an emotionally involved story. But, then I did. Silver and Thrad have orchestrated for a threesome. But on the night of this new sexual territory for their relationship, they find a new sexual territory which they hadn't been expecting at all.

This is part of the Howlr Diary series, and I initially left that prefix off of the story. It seemed like it was getting redundant, but in retrospect I think it's important to clearly signal that it's part of the same ecosystem.

There will be a part two before terribly long, so keep an eye out. We just led up to the really sexy sexy bits, and I wouldn't dream of keeping them away.


The term "well endowed" is, of course, a bit relative. Compared to my size, either flaccid or perfectly erect, just about anybody would come across as well endowed. Then there were people like Thrad (who was something of an unofficial mate at this point), who were objectively well endowed. To any layperson Thrad's dick was large, even giant. And for someone else's cock to be even bigger by comparison - well, that would be a sight to behold. And apparently Dominic's size was legendary. That's most of what I knew about the man, save for his general build, his species, and, of course, his name.

I had never been with a horse before. I could expect him to be even taller than Thrad was, and he was also well build although nowhere near as broad. The two frequented the gym on a similar schedule, and I was assured he could almost certainly manhandle me as well as Thrad could. I was told to take caution if he got too exuberant, and Thrad emphasized a few times that it was important for me to be quite vocal about what I was feeling, and if Dominic got going a little too hard for my liking. In turn I assured Thrad that I could probably handle it, and what more, I expressed multiple times how excited I was. Group sex would be a new experience for me, and an equine cock would be a new challenge as well. I also surmised that Thrad must have at least some advanced level of intimacy with the man, since he knew quite a bit about his cock. I could expect him not to be quite as thick at Thrad was, but a decent bit longer, which was itself nearly unimaginable. I'd seen massive dicks in porn, of course. I never anticipated being with one in real life.

"Remember, we don't have to do anything you're uncomfortable with." "I know Thrad." "And take him slow, he's really-" "Really big, I know. Even by horse standards he's big, you've told me." "I just want to-" "Make sure I'm prepared. I know, Thrad, you've told me. Stop worrying, it's going to be fine. And if it isn't, I'll say something. I swear."

It was cute that Thrad was so concerned for me. I sensed that he was projecting a good bit, although it was a little bit hard to read. He was pretty reserved most of the time, but I felt like he was just a little too worried about the extra guest that he'd planned for. And bear in mind, it was his idea to start with. I had made a hint last week that I'd like to try taking a horse cock some time, so it really wasn't much of a surprise that he'd orchestrated something just days later. But based on how nervous he seemed concerning Dominic's involvement, there just had to be something else going on. I got the impression that he was worried about sharing me. I did feel like he was genuinely worried for my physical safety, because a lot of people legitimately got injured trying to take horse cock all the way. But I was much safer than that and I knew far better than to force something which just wasn't going to fit. But still, he was worried about more than that. It was like he didn't want to share me on an emotional level. I was close to assuring him that he was in no threat of some wild stallion stealing me away from him. But that would be addressing our relationship a little too abruptly. It still wasn't a territory we discussed too frequently, although we both knew there was something in the air between us.

"I'll be okay." I assured him, for the umpteenth time. "I'll take him slow, and honestly, thank you for putting this together. I've dreamed of taking a horse for about as long as I can remember. And I love being a cock slut, you know this well by this point. Or at least you should." "I know. I'm sorry for being so worried about it. I know you'll be safe, and it's going to go well. Dominic is a good guy, and I've done threesomes with him before. He'll never push you, and we have sort of an anti-STD check system between us, so I know he's safe. And I know spitroasting is on your checklist too, and that's really hot to imagine, so it's going to go great. And-"

He was rambling at this point, but I just let him go on. I nodded politely, although in truth I stopped listening. In at least some manner I loved him, and I knew he was really comforting himself about the affair, even if he didn't know it. So I let my mind wander while he was reassuring himself that it had been a good idea to share me with his apparently well endowed friend. And it was that friend I let my mind wander to.

I could almost feel the cock inside me, and I sort of needed it because I'd been building excitement since Thrad revealed his secret plans for us for the night. And I'd already been plenty excited for the night, because Thursdays really had become sacred to me. Thrad had even started to get off work early so we'd have more time to play. I hadn't masturbated for a few days, but I'd edged myself plenty, and used my dildos more than just a few times. I wanted to be well horned up for my first time with a horse. So I was regular horny for Thrad when I walked in the door. And I was all the more horny at the prospect of the threesome ahead, which was scheduled to start at any moment.

I was heightened enough that not even Thrads frenetic worrying could bring me down too much. Although by now it really was getting to be a pretty big turnoff.

"Come on." I said, interrupting wherever he was in his self-absorbed rambling. I took him by the hand and lead him to the liquor cabinet in the kitchen. We didn't drink every night, and save for the one night we never got particularly drunk. But it seemed like he sure could use a shot right now, or at least a mixed drink. His nerves were through the roof by now, and they were starting to get on my nerves, too.

"I don't know about that." Thrad said. "I think it'll do you good. You're really nervous right now." "We don't really drink when we try something new, remember?" "We were drinking when I drank your piss. I think we're past the no-alcohol point by now." That stupefied him for a moment, because he knew I was right. But he didn't remained stunned for long. "No, it's not right." He said once his gears had started turning again. "I want to stay clear headed today, especially with another person involved." "Then you have to chill." "I am chill." "No, you aren't, Thrad. I get that you're nervous, and we can call the whole thing off if you'd like." "We're not calling it off, kitty." "You sure? Remember, we don't have to do anything we're not comfortable with. That works for either of us, Thrad. You know that as well as I do." "But I know you really want it." "Not at the sake of your well-being. And I don't want to damage what we have going on, either. So if you need to call it off-" "I'll be fine." "Then start being fine? I can't get horny when you're like this. How can I help?" I asked. That made Thrad think for a moment. "You could go down on me."

What a simple creature.

"Just like that?" I asked. "Just like that. If I get worked up-" "Then you'll be worked up when Dominic gets here. That's a good point."

And it did make sense. What better way to calm a man's nerves than by getting him off? Plus, it would be a return to our normal routine. We usually didn't last a minute before getting intimate. But it had been an hour now, and his attempts at teasing me had by now served only to turn me off. We needed to rectify the situation to put the night back on track. So I dropped to my knees right in the kitchen and unzipped his pants.

"You want something for your knees- Oh god." He interrupted himself as I took his cock in my mouth. I loved making him breathless, which usually occurred by some sort of surprise. Such as promptly taking his dick in his mouth while he was lost in his out-of-character, worry-wart head. I got to work right away. I jumped to using his favorite move, which involved suction, gentle head movement, and precise tongue flicks. It took a while to perfect, but it drove him crazy. And right now it was working its magic already. Before long his hand was on the back of my head, gentle at first then starting to take control. He brought my head further down, and paused when he reached the back of my throat. He only fucked my throat rough when we were deep in a session and I was well worked up and ready for it. Right now he was being a perfect gentleman about it. It was a polite pause in my dick sucking, and it was almost like a question. Deep throat? Yes. Deep throat.

As usual he wasn't entirely hard just yet, but he was growing more firm by the second. So his dick fit into my throat readily, and by now my gag reflex was well under control. I switched tactic to one of his over favorite moves. I gently swallowed (or at least tried to), which flexed my throat along his cock. It worked at his head really well, and at the same time I was flicking my tongue along the underside of his shaft. He got really into it then and started humping my mouth. He held my head in tight against his crotch, hilting himself in my mouth. Then he released me, and either pulled out just enough for me to catch my breath - or he pulled back but stayed in my throat, and fucked me a bit longer before giving me a break.

It was one of my favorite activities. I loved getting him off using my mouth and throat. I loved the slut factor from it all. Not a lot of people could say they could deepthroat a massive bull's cock. It was a special skill I had developed, and I shamelessly relished in being one of a select few. It built up his sex drive real easily, and it got me nice and horny as well. Then I tapped his thigh twice and he removed himself from my mouth at once. I looked up at him teasingly, almost bratty. My eyes said, "No more cock", and dared him to do something about it. But I knew he couldn't, and wouldn't - and he knew it too.

"Fucking devil." He said with a grin. I just shrugged in response. "I just needed a break, that's all." I got to my feet and looked up into his eyes. He was over a head taller than me, which was just one of his many features which drew me to him so fully. "Uh-huh." He said, clearly unconvinced. Again, all I did was shrug.

Then I took his hand and led him back to his living room. That was our standard space. Our sessions started here, they typically stayed here, and we knew it extremely well. I sat him down then sat next to him, and immediately put my hand on his crotch. His cock was still hanging out from his jeans so I started to work it with my hand. I did it real casual like, like I wasn't even all that interested. But he knew my game. He worked to move his hips to get additional stimulation from the handy I was giving him. So I yawned and moved my hand away in a big, mock stretch. He huffed, but did nothing. I was getting him good and worked up, which was a nice change of pace. If either one of us ever felt off when a session began it was usually me. And he had to nurse me to an erotic space, and he knew how to do it so well, and I trusted him to treat me right every time. He could make me feel like the most special boy in the world, and he could get me horny and needy in mere moments.

So it was an extra special treat to be able to return the favor for once. I could tell he was well worked up by now. He wanted my hand back on his cock. He wanted my mouth around his dick, and my throat flexing around his head as well. And either he wanted my ass, or he would be wanting it very soon. I made sure of that when I stood and walked to my bag. I reached down to pull out my chapstick, and I made sure to get my ass nice and on display. I shook it slowly, yet extremely obviously. I rummaged through my bag just to buy myself some more time. And when I pulled out my chapstick I "accidentally" flicked it a few feet forward.

"Oops!" I said, really playing the scene up. It was ridiculous, and we both knew it. And it was playful, and transmitted the perfect message to my bull. My ass is yours for the taking. These cheeks are the goods, on display just for you. You just, can't have them yet. Too bad, so sad.

I got down on all fours and made a slow show of crawling to get my chapstick. I swished my tail with purpose. It made big, exaggerated movements, and I bumped my hips in time. The effect was that my tight ass was extremely on display, made more so when I outstretched my hand. I lowered my chest to the floor but kept my rear nice and perked up. I'm not sure if he could tell that I was far overreaching my chapstick, but that didn't matter at all. We both knew it was an extremely silly show, yet it did wonders to ease the tension in the room. When the act was over he was calm and more himself than he'd been since I'd arrived. He knew everything would be okay, because I was just as myself as ever. I wasn't worried even the slightest bit. And my calm let him be anchored in calm as well. And I wasn't even annoyed with him or anything. I was just glad I could help him center a bit. I needed him to be in the right space for our night to go well. And I would be damned if this night didn't go well. Nobody would fuck this up for me, not Thrad, not myself, and hopefully not Dominic. I wanted everything a threesome with a horse could promise. And just as my mind turned back onto the sexy plans for our night the doorbell rang. It was time.

"I'll get it!" I said immediately. This was uncharacteristic of me. I was usually much more shy and reserved. By all rights I should have been the one nervous about tonight, not Thrad. But I took the part of the confident one so he have his small panic in peace. And I wanted to stay the leader for a few moments more at least. This threesome was going to go well, dammit. And if I had to be the one to start it off on the right foot, then so be it. It was uncomfortable, but with a spit roast and a horse cock on the line it was a sacrifice I was willing to make.

"But make sure your cock stays out!" I hollered as I went down the stairs. "I'm not done with it yet!"

I had no idea what exactly his sexual relationship was with this Dominic fellow. But they were obviously at least a little intimately familiar, and we were, after all, scheduled for a threesome. Thrad's cock was sure to come out at some point. And I didn't want to waste any time in getting back to it, so pleasantries with Dominic would have to be short. I wanted to get this night started as quickly as possible.

"Hello." I said cordially. I opened the door wide a gestured a clear invitation. I followed up with "I'm Silver." And only then did I take in the tall drink of water before me.

Dominic was certainly taller than Thrad. This made him a sort of objective giant. You might joke with him about the weather "up there", only he looked tall enough that the weather might actually be different. Standing next to him he was a tower. I had to crane my neck to see his face. I noticed his mane first. It was blonde (most likely dyed), which perfectly complimented his mid-brown fur. He was maybe the color of a beautiful, immaculate tree trunk, and he was build like it too. He wore a fitting shirt, the sort which set one's chest on display. And what a chest he had. When you looked at Thrad you saw his muscles. But with Dominic you saw all of him at once. He seemed more toned than muscular, yet by looking at him you knew he was powerful and sure. To me he looked sculpted. Then I caught whiff of his scent.

Thrad had a powerful scent. It matched his commanding presence. To me it smelled more like pheromones than musk, and to me that meant Thrad dripped of permanent sex. But Dominic was woodsy, or even just wood-ey. He smelled like fresh lumber which had been stained with a blend of unoffending, artisan spices, and fresh rain. He smelled oddly whole, and even his scent well toned, just like his body was. Then, still craning my neck upward to see as much of him as I could, I took in his muzzle. Or I guess it was really just his entire face which held the elongated shape. His nose and mouth were long, of course, but I hadn't ever studied a horse up close so it looked sort of magic to me. His lips seemed big, and I wanted to kiss them. Then I raised my gaze, and my eyes met with his.

He had some of the kindest eyes I think I've ever seen. Thrad's eyes were powerful, and commanding, and intentful and smart. But Dominic's eyes were just kind, that's the only word I could use. And they were excited, too. I could tell he had been looking forward to this night, just as I had been looking forward to it since I'd heard about it earlier in the week.

Then I realized he was saying stuff, but I have no idea how long he'd been talking.

"Can I... come in?" For all I knew he had given the most polite introduction in the world and I had missed it. And he might have inquired about entrance three or four times. I felt stupid in front of the tall drink of water, like I'd made a fool of myself in the first few seconds of meeting him.

"Uhm, sure." I said. I stepped aside and stood a little awkwardly before heading up the stairs. I couldn't believe I had forgotten everything it meant to be a person just in the short time I'd taken in the horse's visage. I forgot my words, my manners, and to a large extent I had even forgotten myself. It was no wonder Thrad had been so nervous about tonight. I never suspected I'd find anyone more sexually complete than Thrad was. But my first impression of Dominic was simply indescribable. I was so entranced, in fact, that I had completely forgotten about my bull who was waiting up the stairs.

He had put his cock away after all, which I really couldn't blame him for. It was a very heavy-handed way to start any sort of night. With me it could be well expected, we didn't have very many boundaries by now. But for the first time playing with a third party (especially one so enticing as Dominic was), maybe starting off the night with a huge, semi-erect dick just sitting out in the open wasn't the right move to make. When Thrad and I met eyes I gave him an awkward sort of wave and moved to sit next to him. I was stilted, like I'd forgotten how to walk. And all of this just because a stunningly gorgeous stallion had just entered my life, if only for a night. Although I already hoped there would be another threesome on the way.

"Hey Thrad." Dominic said. "Thanks for inviting me." "Of course! Thanks for coming."

Dominic stood expectantly, waiting for some sort of further interaction. But Thrad had fallen silent, and I was too giddy to be of much help.

"I'll uh, take a seat." Dominic said, then took the chair opposite the couch. Then Thrad and I stayed in an uncomfortable silence, neither of us sure of what to say. Dominic stayed quiet too, only his silence wasn't awkward. His eyes were still kind, but a little playful, too. It was probably odd to see Thrad flustered like this, and I was still smiling like a giddy fool. The three of us stayed silent, until Dominic helped move us along.

"I've heard a lot about you, Silver." He said. "You're every bit as cute as Thrad described. And you are well proportioned. And yes, Thrad did used those words." When neither of us spoke he continued. "And he said you had a very tight ass, which is also true. I was staring at it while you walked up the stairs."

It was plain, and honest, and playful. He was teasing at us both, but it seemed more directed at Thrad than at me.

"But he's mine." Thrad said, perhaps more harshly than he meant to. If he had meant to say it at all. "Yeah!" I chipped in. "I'm his squeeze. Except for tonight, that is. We can share me." My ears shot back when I registered what I'd just said. What was going on with me? "Well, I'm honored." Dominic said. Then some sort of unspoken communication happened between him and Thrad. Dominic raised his hands in a gesture of peace. "I know he's yours, Thrad. And I wouldn't dream of taking him from you. I'm just here to play my part, and I'm excited to." "I'm excited too!" I said. And I sounded excited. I couldn't keep the excitement from my voice if I tried. "Me also." Thrad said, though he sounded more reserved and guarded than excited.

Then, after a moment of silence Dominic prompted us again.

"... Are we going to play my part?" He asked. It was odd phrasing, but the meaning was clear. He was asking if we were going to get started. Then my hand shot to Thrad's crotch and I groped him. "Yes!" I said. I had groped Thrad harder than I intended. But then, his junk was so big he probably didn't feel it all that much. Thrad shifted awkwardly, and Dominic just laughed. "That's excellent news." Dominic said easily. Then we fell silent again. The only activity in the room was me feeling up Thrad's package. It was a subconscious habit at this point. Thrad and I always had our hands on each other, in one way or another. Groping was second nature to us both, and it was comforting, too. It just didn't seem to be doing terribly much.

"I was sucking his dick in the kitchen." I blurted out. "It's really big, but I can deep throat him easily. We've practiced." Then I shut my jaw tight. There really was something wrong with me. Thrad just grunted in response, and Dominic raised his eyebrows in surprise. "God." He said. "You two are so awkward right now." "I'm just nervous about sharing him." Thrad said. "And you're just really beautiful and I don't know how to handle it." I had spoken without immediately recognizing what I had said. Then Thrad shot me a look, and Dominic gave me a playful smile. I felt like I had to walk that one back a little. Only, I accidentally walked things forward instead.

"But, Thrad is beautiful too." I said. "And he's mine. I'm beholden to him, so you can't have me." "Beholden?" Dominic said, directing it at Thrad. "You left that part out." "... a bit." Thrad admitted. "Only a bit?" I asked, genuinely offended. "Okay, a lot." Thrad said. "And I'm beholden too." But the words stumbled out, and fell a little flat. I could tell they were genuine, but it was like he said them by accident, instead of with purpose. "Well. In which case, thank you very much for sharing him with me. If that's, uh, still on the table?" "It is!" I said. Then I rubbed Thrad with more purpose, only he was still too guarded for it to be of much use. Then Dominic just waited. Again he was just sitting comfortably in an otherwise uncomfortable silence. And I was getting frustrated, because I was clearly not acting myself, and I was horny and excited and didn't know how to proceed. Apparently I decided the way forward was to blurt out some of our sexual past, when in any other company I'd have kept those things well under wraps.

"We sometimes do chastity play." I said. "But I didn't wear my cage today, because I didn't want to get kinky with someone I didn't know yet. I didn't wear my buttplug either, because I was nervous. And I definitely won't be drinking-" Then Thrad cut me off, hard. "Liquor. We won't be drinking liquor. We wanted to stay clear headed for our first threesome." "That's reasonable." Dominic said. He didn't betray whether he'd noticed anything odd in the exchange. "And I'm just really excited." I said. "But I don't know how to start and I'm kind of nervous about that." "Well, how do you normally start?" Dominic asked. "I get naked pretty fast, and I usually get on Thrad's dick right away. He usually can't keep his hands off me, so this is really strange for us." "Naked is good." Dominic said. Then, infuriatingly, still nothing happened. Then Dominic sighed, and took off his shirt.

God that man was gorgeous. His chest was even better when it was bare. He was definitely toned, and every muscle seemed to compliment the last. His coat was the same golden brown as the rest of him was. I wondered if his crotch was brown too, and what color his cock was. Then my fat mouth ran off again.

"I've heard that you're massive." I said. Dominic chuckled at that. "I suppose I am." "Can I see it?" "You may. If that's okay with Thrad, that is." "Go ahead." Thrad said, clearly still guarded. "Okay, wait." I said. My senses had started to come back to me, thank God. I remembered how much I'd looked forward to this night. I had been beyond excited for the threesome, and for my first time with a horse. And I was excited to share the experience with Thrad, because I loved taking our sex play to unexplored places. But this was all wrong. I had lost all of my senses, Thrad was extremely guarded, and Dominic was way more gorgeous than I expected. And I did want to see his cock. But I didn't want to see it like this - the energy of the room was all wrong. "What's up?" Dominic asked.

I had to think then. I didn't know how to phrase what was on my mind, because there was a lot going on. I didn't know how to get things back on track, because they hadn't really been on track since the start. I decided to start with Thrad, because I knew him well. He wasn't usually this bothered, and he didn't open up freely at all. But I'd worked some of his baggage out of him before. I could do it again.

"Thrad, what's wrong?" I asked. I purposefully tuned Dominic out, then. I needed to talk with my bull, and only my bull. The hunk of a horse across the room could wait. "It's nothing." "Do you want Dominic to step outside?" "No." "That way we can talk, just you and me."

Dominic just looked at us expectantly. But I could tell he understood. He was every bit as courteous as Thrad was. Probably more so.

"Okay." Thrad said, and nodded to Dominic to step into any other section of the house. Dominic just wordlessly stepped away, and motioned for us to take all the time we needed. "What's going on?" I asked. Thrad was quiet still, and I prodded further. "Communication, daddy. Remember? Communication is key. So what's going on." Thrad took a couple of deep breaths. "I just, I'm nervous, that's all." "Nervous about what?" "I, just-" Then he trailed off, and I had to prompt him again. "You just what?" "I just-" Then he couldn't keep it in any longer. "I like you, Silver. A lot. And I'm nervous about sharing you, because I think I want you all to myself." "Then let's send Dominic away. He seems like a good guy, he'll understand." "But I want you to have this experience." "But I don't want it like this. I want you to be in it, too. I want you. I don't care about Dominic, you're what matters to me." "What about his cock?" "What about it? So it's legendary. Your cock is giant too, and it's more than enough. And sure, he's gorgeous, but-" "Not helping." "Well, it's true. And you're the one who invited him. And me and Dominic seem really into tonight. At least, I know I am. But if you're not in, then neither am I. And that's final." I pressed. I could tell that Thrad was about to object again, so I wanted to head him off. Thrad had to think for a moment, then. It was odd to see him at such a loss for words, but I gave him plenty of time to find the right ones. "We probably shouldn't." He said. "Then I'll go tell him." "No, I will." "Let's tell him together?" "No, I'll do it. Trust me kitten. I'll be right back."

Thrad stood then, and followed to where Dominic had gone. Then I was on my own, and free of the unexpectedly beautiful horse, and the closed off bull I adored, I could finally think clearly.

What had gotten into me? I was with Thrad at this point. Sure it was unofficial, but we both must have known it. We'd been through too much for us to be anything else. Maybe there wasn't a name for it, but so what? And I had thrown that away, however temporarily, because of some really handsome guy. Was I really so short sighted that I would do something like that? Was I so horny of a twink that I'd fall apart at just any sufficiently chiseled specimen. I berated myself for applying yet another glorifying modifier to Dominic, but I honestly couldn't help it. I was wildly attracted to him. Physically, at least. But, I was attracted to Thrad, too. And I liked Thrad in far more important ways. I liked him in the ultimately important way, actually.

Then my actions rang clear to me. Thrad was obviously insecure about something. And he got extremely guarded when he saw how I reacted to his friend's physique. Maybe he saw Dominic as a threat, then. But it seemed like more than that. Like maybe Dominic represented all threats, not just the one from tonight. Like if Dominic could steal me away from him, maybe someone else could, too.

I stood then, and followed Thrad who had followed Dominic. I was acting entirely on instinct. I didn't know what I was about to say, but I had faith that it was the right thing to say. I trusted in myself then. Just like I had trusted Thrad for all these months. Just like he had trusted in me.

I followed their voices into Thrad's office. I interrupted their conversation without hearing what they were talking about. Because I needed to talk now. Whatever they had to say could wait.

"I love you." I said. That got their attention for sure.

Thrad and I locked eyes then. We'd been dancing around that word for a while now. I knew it, and I knew that Thrad knew it too. But it had remained unspoken for far too long. And dancing around it was starting to cause problems. Actually, it had been causing problems with me and Thrad for a while now, we just chose not to see that. But it was coming to a head, now. I couldn't bear to see Thrad so torn up about some problem he seemed unable to address. And I was willing to stake everything on what that problem was.

I felt like he wanted to say the words back, but didn't. Maybe he couldn't. I faintly registered that Dominic was looking between us excitedly, yet nervously. Maybe he wanted to make an exit, maybe he felt out of place, like an intruder in a deeply intimate moment. And maybe he was. But right now Dominic was only faintly in my mind, and then he was pushed out of it. Thrad was the only one in my eyes then. He was the only one I loved.

"I love you." I said again. I wasn't prompting him to say it back, but I had to repeat myself all the same. "And I've loved you for a while now. And I don't know what it means, because you're older than my dad and that's probably weird, but I don't care. I don't care. I want to be with you all the time, I think about you all the time. I hate Friday mornings because I hate leaving you. And I hate the rest of the week too, because those days aren't Thursday, and Thursday is the only day that matters to me. Thursday is Thrad's day, and I love Thrad's day, because I love you. "And Dominic can't take that away from us, and neither can anyone else. I don't care that I'm fucking horny all the time. So what if I want to jump your friend's fucking bones, and ride his dick into tomorrow, and scream in ecstasy because his massive cock sends me through heaven and into space and time itself? I won't, because you're enough for me. I don't want anybody else, Thrad. All I want is you."

Then my piece was over. All my cards were on the table. It was practically every secret I had, because I was still too young to have very much going on in my life. The only thing I had kept from Thrad at this point was that I loved him. And now even that wasn't a secret between us. And still Thrad looked at me. I could see the words in his eyes. They were painted on his face. And he wanted to say them so badly, but he couldn't get himself to do it. And I was a little crestfallen, and understanding, but hurt and a little sad. And-

"I love you too." He said. Then my heart fluttered. Then it seemed to stop. It had been said. The secret was out, and it was the same secret, and that turned it into the truth. It was official. I loved my bull. And he loved me too.

We stayed that way for a long while. The world was only me and Thrad, little cat paired with tremendous bull. We were an unlikely couple, but a couple nonetheless, and for a time nothing else mattered. It felt like a long time, because it probably was a long time. And in that time we had entirely forgotten about the abandoned horse who had witnessed it all.

"I should go." Dominic finally said. "That's probably good." Thrad said, not taking his eyes off of me. But I broke apart our gaze, because I'd become aware of Dominic again. I felt bad that he'd been invited for a threeway, and then promptly ignored. And then basically kicked out. "You don't have to." I said. I was sure in myself, although I couldn't explain why. "No, I really should. You guys are having a moment, and I don't want to interrupt." "You already have." I pointed out. "But we invited you over, it isn't right for us to kick you out." Dominic smiled at that. "You guys aren't kicking me out. I'm choosing to leave. I'm really happy for you guys, and you make for a very sweet couple. If you guys ever change your mind-" "What if we did?" Thrad asked, finally turning his attention away from me. "What if we did change our mind?" "What do you mean?" Dominic asked, suspicious. "Me and Silver have a phenomenal sex life." Thrad said. Understatement of the year. "And we grow closer when we try out new things."

It was a thought I cosigned onto immediately.

"We made love on the first night I brought my chastity cage. It put us on a new level, and it was one of the biggest steps in our relationship." Thrad nodded. "And that only happened because I'd let you stay in my bed, which was a huge step for me." "Which was because I got drunk for the first time in my life, and you took really good care of me." "You were vulnerable and sweet, and I think I started to fall a little bit in love with you then and there." "I did too." I said. I had a fond smile about me. I had forgotten about that night. "Point being," Thrad said, turning his attention back to Dominic. "I think the best way to christen this milestone might be with another new experience." "But you were just saying-" Dominic started. "I was trying to explain how I felt about Silver. I was just using too many of the wrong words. But now that it's out in the open, I'm not concerned any more." "Neither am I." I said. "And Thrad is right. Having sex with you will bring Thrad and I closer together. I'm sure of it."

Thrad nodded in firm agreement, and Dominic looked between us, stunned.

"You're serious, aren't you?" He finally said. "Yes." Thrad and I said in unison. Then we looked at each other, and smiled stupid smiles at each other. Then, after a moment of thought, Dominic said, "Well, alright, then. If you're sure I can't really argue." "That's the spirit!" Thrad said. Finally he had some life in his voice, which had been missing all day. And really it had been missing for maybe a few weeks now. Ever since our mutual secret had started to get stronger between us both. "This is going to be a lot of fun!" I added. Again, I was sure in myself. It was like I knew myself again. Or, perhaps I knew myself for the first time.

Then I wasn't nervous anymore. There wasn't anything to hide, and there wasn't an awkward energy between any of us at all. Admittedly, Dominic was giving off a lot of confusion vibes. But me and Thrad were as trusting as ever, probably more so. And our trepidation had exactly flipped on its head. It gave way to excitement, and a sexual bond between us that had been missing for weeks, if not months. Then it didn't matter if Dominic was in the room or not. I wasn't at all afraid of being myself. In fact, having Dominic there was already making things better. There had become a mild taboo to the night. We were about to get sexy, me and the bull that I loved. And we were all the more exposed because someone else was in the room too. At least, I was more exposed by it, since I was the slut bottom between us all. And that made me vulnerable, and a little more shy - and both of those things would let Thrad in a little bit more. We'd grow a little bit closer, and form a bit of a deeper bond. Not only were we going to. We were doing it now.

Dominic had managed to put his shirt back on in the time span of our few conversations. That set the stage the right way. I was the bottom. I was the submissive. I belonged to Thrad, who was lending me to his friend for a bit. That made me submissive to Dominic as well. And it was time to act that part which I so relished. And my sex drive went from zero to one hundred, and I took off my shirt in a struggling way. It was calculated, as to be slow and revealing. And this was how the night was meant to begin. This was how our threesome needed to happen. More importantly, it's how Thrad and I were supposed to deepen our relationship.

We were something more now than we'd ever been before. And it was time to prove to each other what exactly that was going to entail.