FSE

Furry search engine

formerly SoFurry search engine

Hey everyone. Sorry it's been forever since I've posted something, but life's been a mess as usual. I finally managed to get something written, mostly just to prove to myself that I can still do it in-between my seemingly endless responsibilities. Said aggravation with how much I'm giving and how little I'm receiving in return(or so it seems) was the main drive behind this piece: hope you all enjoy my selfish little story here. As always, all constructive criticism is welcome. Enjoy!

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I'm fat. I'm poor. I have no friends. I'm useless.

I sighed heavily as I tossed my phone onto my bed before sagging into the large wheeled chair in the middle of my tiny room. Alright, maybe things weren't THAT awful, but my life certainly has sucked lately. Getting screamed at by idiots at work all day while working with a, "new" computer system that was a major downgrade from the previous one while still making the same crappy pay that barely covers rent and food was bad enough for my mental health, but my physical health hasn't been doing much better with all the stress. Not to mention all the family who keep leaning on me for support of all sorts and my friends who are constantly too busy for me lately, it feels like I only exist to be used by others lately. I know on some level I'm blowing it out of proportion, but things suck so much it's really getting hard to see any of the good things going on in my life.

Another sigh slipped out as I blew a stray brown hair out of my blue eyes. I know I could probably improve my station in life if I really pushed and worked at it, but I'm already working my butt off just to stay afloat. It feels like I'm burning the candle at both ends and getting nowhere fast. Can't I just catch a break for once?...

BZZT-BZZT!

"Hmm?" I glanced at my phone at the alert for a new e-mail popped up. Probably just more spam that got past the filter agai...wait, what the hell? What the fuck is FindR?!

"Thank you for signing up for FindR!" The e-mail title proudly proclaimed. A quick scan with my virus protection confirmed there weren't any viruses attached to it, and the e-mail address that was the source wasn't the usual random gibberish that phishing scam e-mails used. Hell, the fact that the e-mail title made sense already put it in a class above the usual spam. Curious and with no immediate risk apparent, I poked the alert and opened the full e-mail.

"Welcome to FindR, the, 'dating' app for far range relationships!" I quirked an eyebrow at how it referred to dating in quotation marks in the e-mail itself as I kept reading. "We'll do all the work; you just have to reap the benefits of your matches! We've already noted your preferences and be providing your first match shortly!"

"My first match? What?..." My phone buzzed again and suddenly pulled back to the main screen, showing a new app icon. It looked like a highly stylized capital F with the word, "FindR" underneath. I was starting to have second thoughts about my assessment that this wasn't a virus when my phone buzzed yet again with a new notification.

"Congratulations!" The notice from the FindR app proclaimed. "We've found your first match! Preparing the connection now."

This was happening way too fast for my tired brain to follow, though the way my phone began to feel warm in my hands was certainly concerning. Combined with how badly it was shaking, I was beginning to worry my phone was turning into a live grenade. Hurriedly I heaved it toward the nearby open window, and... well, that's where things got weird. WeirdER, I guess.

My phone went about a foot toward the window I had thrown it to before it suddenly stopped mid-flight, hovering in the air for a moment before taking a sharp right turn toward my closed closet door. It slammed into it with enough force that I was certain either my phone or the door were broken, though neither fell to pieces. My attention was mostly focused on the phone, though I did notice a dull glow emanating from the edges of the closet door. An instant later gravity seemed to take hold of my phone again as it dropped to the floor, bouncing lightly on the carpet.

"Connection established. Have fun!" The new alert read as I picked my phone off the ground. I should have left the room, or called an exorcist, or something logical. But fuck it; logic hasn't gotten me crap lately. I've come this far; might as well see what's at the end of this odd road.

Despite my commitment to this odd adventure, it was still a bit of a shock when I opened the closet door and saw not an overflowing laundry hamper and hanging shirts, but instead a darkened room much bigger than my tiny closet. Stepping through the doorway into the room allowed me a better view of the room within my closet, noticing walls made of stone and a massive bed set into the middle of it. And I mean MASSIVE; I'm an inch or so shy of 6 feet and even if I stretched I could maybe reach about halfway across bed lengthwise. My side view of the bed prevented me from gauging the width, though assuming it was in proportion with the length it must have been equally massive. A lone side table with an old fashioned lantern seemed to be the only other thing of note with the room.

"It really worked."

I nearly jumped out of my skin at the new voice, the owner having been standing off to the side of the doorway. The figure seemed...odd, at least from what little I could see. She(I guessed from the sound of the voice) wore a hooded cloak that covered nearly her entire body. Only her hands and feet were visible, and besides being covered in white fur that seemed to almost glow in the dark room, they looked huge on her small body. She looked to be a good foot shorter than me, but as she approached her hands and feet seemed at least half again as large as my own.

"Such excess weight..." The woman seemed shocked as she approached me. I could see no sign of her face through the hood, just a black void of nothingness in the gap. "And you have no long term personal relationships?"

"What? Um, yeah, I guess?..." Great; it's bad enough when I think of myself as a fat loner, but now I've got a strange woman calling me that too.

"By the Goddesses..." Her hands reached up(weirdly, all I could see was her hands and not an inch of her arm past her wrist) to pull her hood back, revealing the head of a snow white wolf with bright blue eyes as she looked me over. "...You're PERFECT!"

"I... what?" My confusion seemed only matched by her own as she started to reach for me before suddenly stopping, her ears twitching slightly as she glanced toward the ceiling.

"What?... Oh, yes, forgive me...." She didn't seem to be speaking to me as she moved quickly toward one end of the room to a small wooden dresser I hadn't noticed earlier. Pulling open one of the drawers, she retrieved something and put it down on top of it. "Is this acceptable?..."

"I'm sorry, I really need some explain-"

KA-CHING!

"What?" More confusion for me, this time from the alert from my BuckBuddy account. My eyes went wide at the nearly $500 deposit that has been deposited into my account by... FindR?!

"Drink this." I looked up in time to see the wolf woman pressing something against my lips, some sort of foul liquid suddenly filling my mouth. Her other hand gripped the back of my head and tilted it upward, her other paw pressing over my mouth leaving me no option but to swallow whatever she just shoved into my mouth. While I sputtered and gagged on the liquid that was spilling down my throat, her paws grabbed me and threw me onto the bed.

That's not a metaphor or anything; I felt my feet leave the ground as I was propelled a good ten feet onto the massive bed. How such a relatively small creature managed that feat was just another unanswered mystery in the series of them that were piling up, along with how the hell she felt so heavy as she pounced atop me on the bed.

"I'm sorry; I'm certain you have many questions, and I'm not certain I have all the answers." Her breathing was heavy and quick as she looked down at me, feeling whatever she poured into my mouth starting to bubble in my guts. "I will try to explain in due time..."

She paused as one of her paws reached for a small metal clasp under the hood, her hand fiddling with it for a brief moment before a sound similar to a massive deadbolt being slid open, though I couldn't really ask what that was about with what happened next. The movement of the cloak as it fell off her reminded me of a bird opening its wings to fly before I was suddenly pinned under a piece of white furred flesh. In hindsight, it was probably best that I didn't realize it was her gigantic breast that was now pressed against my face at first. I was just focused on not being smothered to death.

"But right now..."I could feel the massive wolf woman grinding her hips atop me, now the concern of being crushed to death added to suffocation as I squirmed and struggled underneath her, "I really, REALLY need to fuck!"

Fuck?! Oh God, I'm actually going to suffer death by snu-snu! That is if whatever the hell she made me swallow doesn't do me in first; my already sizeable belly was bubbling as thought I had the worse case of gas ever. I was certain I was about to die; it was just down to whether it'd be from external forces or an internal explosion.

You guys ever see in a cartoon or an animation where a character swallows some sort of explosive and their stomach bulges obscenely when it goes off? That's what happened to me; the burst from my belly lifted up the wolfess currently pinning me down for a brief moment. Unlike the usually pained or exhausted look of the cartoon cat or whatever would have as their stomach's started to return to normal, I felt good. Really, REALLY good.

My stomach still burned as it settled, but the pain and pressure were less important compared to how horny I was all the sudden. My cock was starting to harden, and my hips began thrusting against her instead of trying to squirm out from under her. Instead of trying to push her breast off my face, I was now squeezing and licking at it, getting a happy gasp when my tongue found her nipple. My tongue felt kinda weird too, feeling like it was starting to get too big for my mouth as I continued to explore her breast.

"More, more!" The wolfess atop me was barking orders at me. Besides her breasts I couldn't really get a good impression of her body pinned as I was underneath her other than she must've been incredibly tall; since removing that cloak she'd gone from nearly a foot shorter than me to easily a foot taller. If I'd been pressed for how that or anything else that had happened I could only chalk up to magic, though you would've had to have asked me another time. Even if I hadn't been busy with a mouthful of furry breast, I was having trouble thinking about anything other than how badly I wanted this woman atop me.

It wasn't just lust or desire that was driving me; I NEEDED this woman to the depths of my soul. I needed to hold her, breed her, fuck her. I needed her as much as I needed oxygen, and I was going to have it. I was getting the impression she felt similarly about me the way her hips ground against my stiffening bulge.

As willing as our spirits were for each other, our bodies couldn't have been more of a mismatch as she pulled herself up for a moment, straddling my waist as she looked down at me. I tried to grab at her chest as it pulled away from me, but she was able to grab my wrists and pin them to the bed. After struggling uselessly against her for a moment, my lustful craze subsided enough for some sense to return to my head and really look over the wolfess mounted atop me. Said lust returned with a vengeance when I realized the woman atop me was my deepest fantasies made flesh.

Her breasts may have been bigger than my head, but as far as I could tell that they were the only source of fat on her body; the rest of her pure, pulsing muscle. Her head that looked massive on her in that cloak now looked almost tiny surrounded by shoulders that looked more like boulders with their thickness and size. Even unflexed her arms seemed to almost pulse under her fur, and I imagined she probably had more power in them than some missiles if she really wanted to use them. It was hard to see much else other than the thick mane of fur along her back, but I really didn't need to see anymore; she was HOT.

"Do you find me attractive?" My eager nodding was quickly cut off as my stomach started to rumble again. A moment later... the best I could describe the feeling, it felt like what I imagined a balloon would feel like as I was being deflated as my gut started to shrink slightly. Instead of simply disappearing or being expelled, it felt as though the mass my gut was losing was being piped into my genitals. The pressure leaving my gut continued to build in my nuts and cock, making the already uncomfortable tightness feel almost unbearable.

SHHHRRRRIIIPPPP!

A mild moment of panic that my cock had exploded was quickly replaced by amazement as I saw it was just my pants that had suffered any kind of damage. My cock, normally about seven inches or so fully erect, now proudly stood well over a foot in length. My nuts were now each the size of a pair of pool balls, specifically eight balls with the thick layer of black hair that covered them. Besides my hair normally being brown, the hair looked too thick to be normal human hair. As fascinated as I was by it, the wolfess seemed ecstatic.

"Finally!" Her hips rose up, making me groan as her abs rubbed against my cock as she put herself into position, lowering herself onto my throbbing member. A large, fluffy white tail wagged behind her as she easily took my enhanced length, panting heavily as I probed into her sopping wet pussy. Still holding my arms down, she began to thrust herself up and down on my cock with ease. She was slow and gentle at first, but by the third time she sunk herself onto me I could really feel her ramming herself down on me.

If she kept going like this she was bound to break me, and when I heard a snap near my legs I thought she had. Another snap followed, this one coming from my hands. I could feel my fingers arching and starting to peek out from behind the wolfess's hands that were still pinning my wrists down. They were getting bigger, though she was still able to keep me pinned down with ease.

More snapping and cracking was coming from almost every inch of my body, though it was more uncomfortable than anything painful. Even as my mouth started to contort and stretch, I was numb to anything other the warm, silky depths of the woman atop me. My nose started to twitch soon after as I started to smell a warm, almost alluring scent coming from her. No wonder she was so desperate for me; she was in a deep, deep heat.

How I knew that I didn't know at the time, nor did I give a fuck. I just wanted to give her all the fucks, and my body seemed to be reacting in time. Another mini-bomb went off in my gut, though it felt more like an implosion than an explosion as my stomach tensed up. When it relaxed my stomach looked flatter than... well, I couldn't remember the last time it looked so flat. My tongue hung from my mouth much like the wolfess' as my desire continued to burn even hotter.

My arms were still pinned down by the wolfess as I struggled to break free, wanting to touch and feel every inch of her. Her grip held firm as my arms started to tense and flex, practically vibrating in my lustful struggle. I was making progress as I was able to get more movement with each attempt; either she was getting weaker or I was getting stronger. Given how my normally short sleeve was starting to bunch up around my shoulders, it was probably the latter.

A surge of strength shot through me and allowed me to slip free, shooting upright and immediately burying my growing muzzle between her breasts. I was clearly becoming a werewolf like her, and I was starting to catch up in the strength and muscle departments as well. Breeding her was still on the forefront of my mind as my furry-ifying hands went to her hips and helped her move up and down on my shaft. Her own hands went to the back of my shoulders and head, pulling me into her breasts as she bounced atop me.

"By the Goddesses, you ARE perfect!" My claws dug into her hips as she slammed down atop me, squirming and grinding into me as she held herself down. Her vagina was squeezing tight around my cock, her juices leaking out of her like a running faucet all over my crotch. She whimpered softly as she held herself down. "I-I need... g-going to..."

Whatever her response was going to be, it was cut off by a long, powerful howl as she orgasmed. Her voice sounded beautiful, powerful and blissful all at the same time, and I couldn't help but join in as best I could. My own howl wasn't nearly as impressive, but it still felt like the right thing to do in the circumstance. Our voices echoed throughout the massive room, drowning out the popping and crunching of my still changing body.

I also still hadn't cum, continuing to try and thrust myself into her. She was still howling and kept herself down tight on me, not giving me much room to generate any momentum as my own howls stopped. She was too heavy for me to lift myself, but with a snarl of frustration I did manage to get her to roll over, moving with her to get a position atop her. She responded with a yelp and a soft growl as my hands went to her chest.

"Hey! What's the..." Her initial anger trailed off as I panted atop her, gripping her breasts tighter as my chest started to feel tight. I was feeling another rumble like the ones that had been coming from my gut previously. I was relatively healthy despite my weight, and while everything that had been happening was quite the experience I was fairly certain I wasn't having a heart attack. That thankfully turned out to be true as the explosion went off in my chest.

SHHHRRRRIIIPPP!

My entire upper body exploded in size, my shirt falling in pieces around me as every muscle throbbed with new power and strength. The small flabs of fat on my chest sunk into the stone slabs that were my new pecs, quickly gaining a thick fur coat. As my shoulders bubbled and grew, the muscle forced them wider. I might have trouble getting back through the closet with how broad I was now, not that I had any plans on leaving anytime soon. The wolfess was also starting to look a little further away as the surge of power began to work down my arms, more height being added to support the muscle that continued to get pumped into me.

Speaking of pumping, even as the transformation continued I was still very intent on fucking her and resumed doing so. Her initial confusion and anger quickly melted away as she slid her arms under mine and placed them on my back, murmuring in approval as she pulled me closer. Her legs(which felt as muscular and powerful as the rest of her) almost made me buckle when she wrapped them around my waist, though my legs seemed to respond almost instantly to match hers. I barely noticed the sound of what little remained of my pants or my sock tearing, though I'm not sure if that was my intent to fuck her or my ears shifting and sliding into a pair of pointed wolf ears that made me not realize what was happening at the time; probably a bit of both.

Perhaps because I was so intent on breeding her did I even notice how she was starting to feel tighter around my cock, like my dick was growing larger inside her. Considering everything else that was happening it made sense, especially now that I was large enough to be face to face with her. She was furry, muscular, beautiful, and most of all wanted me. Well, an altered form of me that was more like a black furred male version of herself, but considering my low opinion of my normal self and the fact she probably would've crushed me into a fine paste without the alterations I could live with.

Oh fuck, I can't hold back anymore! I was a furry, muscular wolf beast and I was about to cum like one. My hands went to her hips and gripped them tight as my rapid thrusting slowed for a moment, teetering on the edge of my orgasm. She seemed to realize what was coming and pressed tight against me, her wonderfully soft breasts feeling amazing against my barrel-like chest. With one last deep thrust, I buried myself into her as deeply as I could and came.

And I came, and came, and came. I've orgasmed before, but never before had it felt so powerful and purposeful. Not only was my thick dick spraying more cum in the first few seconds than it normal would in a few months, I was doing it inside a beautiful creature that somehow found and accepting me as her mate. If the way she squirmed and howled beneath me as she came again was any indication, I had done a good job pleasing her.

I howled with her, my voice much more powerful as we expressed our mutual lust and satisfaction. We were two powerful beasts, and our passion for each other would be evident to anyone who could hear it. I still didn't know how exactly this had happened or if this was the beginning of a relationship or just a one night stand, but at least we were able to satisfy each other. The cash I'd gotten on top of it certainly didn't hurt either.

My orgasm seemed to last an eternity, and though I was a bit tired as it started to die down it wasn't like it normally would be. I felt more winded than exhausted, and though I sort of collapsed atop her it was more so I could nuzzle and lick at her muzzle(which she quickly returned) as our tails wagged together in lustful happiness. I was also still horny as hell, though now that I had cum my head had sort of cleared enough to communicate with actual words. I was just about to start doing that when she beat me to it.

"I'm Sarissa, by the way." She said with a smile and a lick of my nose, panting softly before she spoke again. "What's your name?"