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_It was a mistake to let him go alone._I cursed at myself some more like that would make what happened better. It started with a call from who I thought was my brother, Niall. I picked it up, expecting him to ask for a ride back home and him not having enough money in his account. But whose voice I heard was not my brother, but a strangers'. He told what happened to Niall, or what almost happened. I've been cursing at myself all the way there. In my sight was Club Myth, a plain-looking building with its only feature being the big green neon sign on it.

I pulled into a crowded parking lot, the police and an ambulance were there. "Niall," I shouted as I ran towards Club Myth. I pushed aside the people standing in my way. The inside of the club was what one would expect, big and spacious. "Niall!"

"Are you his brother?" I turn and see a buff-brown dragon.

"Where is Niall?"

"He over there," I didn't bother letting him finish.

In a corner were a bunch of police officers surrounding, "Niall!" I run up to him but a mustang officer stopped me, "what are you doing?"

"hold on," he pushed me away, "who are you?"

"I'm his brother, Liam," I try to get past him but the cop kept stopping me.

The cop tried to talk to me in a calm tone, "Sir, I need you to calm down and- "

"calm down? CALM DOWN," I started yelling at the officer, "my brother was nearly raped and you want me to stay calm!"

"Let him through," the rhino cop said, "we gotten all we can."

I break through the line and hug Niall. There were bruises on his face and his eyes were vacant but he was alive. I pull him to his feet, "Come on, I'm taking you home."

The Mustang blocked my way again "hold it you should- "I just ignored him and rushed Niall out of the club Myth. It was a mistake, a stupid mistake. I put him in the passenger seat and drove off.

On the way back, Niall wouldn't talk, not that I blame him. He just stared out the window, a million miles away. I'm so sorry Niall. I should have listened to my gut and forced you to stay home. I should have been there with you but I wasn't and this happens. Tears of frustrations rolled out of my eyes. I couldn't help but feel responsible for what happened. Hours ago, he was so excited to go to his first gay club, bouncing in his seat like when we were kids. Now he was staring out in the distance.

We pulled into the parking lot. I got out and opened Niall's door. he didn't move, I shook him. Life filled his eyes again, "huh, Liam, where?"

"we're home," I pulled him out of the car and have him put an arm around me. He was shaky. The drug must not be out of his system yet. The walk to the apartment felt longer than normal that night, it was not close enough. I just wanted to put Niall behind those walls and in his own bed.

We entered the apartment and made a beeline to Niall's room. The bed squeaked when I put Niall on it. I go to the kitchen and grab a water bottle then head back to his room. Niall was just sitting on his bed, staring into space. I try to hand him the bottle, he just stared at it. I take off his cloth beside his underwear and lay him down. I leave the water bottle on the nightstand and let him sleep.

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The next morning, I decided to make Niall his favorite breakfast; blueberry pancakes. I left the apartment early that morning and got back with time to spare. I checked on Niall before and after I left, he was still sleeping. In the kitchen, I get to work on those pancakes. I enjoy cooking for my brother, I honestly prefer cooking for him than myself a lot of the time. The sight of Niall enjoying something I made fills me with satisfaction. After I finishing a few pancakes, I decided to go wake up Niall. The room was dark. In his bed, Niall was still asleep. I shook him a bit, "Niall, Niall. Time to get up."

Niall groaned, "Liam?" Niall's eyes opened slowly and stretched, "I'm in my bed?"

"Yeah, I took you home. Come on I made pancakes," I give him a kiss on his forehead and go set the table. As I set the table, Niall came out in his underwear. It never really bothered me how he just walks around the apartment in his underwear or less. I handed him the syrup and we ate our breakfast. I didn't want to bring up what happened last night, so the morning was filled with silence. We both finished our pancakes and put our plates in the sink to be cleaned later. Better talk about it now. "Niall, I think we need to talk about last night."

Niall didn't look at me, "what is there to talk about Liam?"

"well, about how you're feeling."

"Fine, fine," Niall said trying not to look at me, "I don't want to talk about it."

I struggle to keep the conversation going, "I want you to stay home today."

"look I need to get ready for work."

"you're not going to work today," Niall looked back at me, "I sent a text to your boss and explained that you won't be able to work today."

"But Liam they need me today, there's a huge event coming up and they need all the help they can get."

"They can go one day without you; they have done it before."

"Liam I'm not staying here by myself."

"I know that's why I took a day off to look after you."

Niall sighed, "Liam, you don't need to keep doing this. I'm 21, I can take care of myself."

"Niall, do you understand what happened last night? You were nearly raped."

"I know that."

"do you really? Because you are calm for someone who was nearly raped.

"look I made a mistake. The next time I'm- "

"There is no next time," I said firmly

Niall looked confused, "what?"

"I said there is no next time. You are not going to that night club or any night club, again."

"Liam that's not fair!" He yelled.

I yelled at him, "Niall you don't understand what happened. You don't know how I felt. You the only family I have left and," I started to cry, "if something happens." Tears rolled down my face as I sobbed uncontrollably, "I was so scared I might have."

Niall hugged me, "Hey, hey it's okay. Just calm down. I don't like seeing you like this."

"I...I just," I couldn't speak.

"Come on," Niall sat me down on the couch and continued to console me. "why are you getting so upset over this."

"you're the only family I have left. I promised to take care of you when Mom and Dad died while everyone else was fighting over their stupid money. I did so much to make sure you were taken care of and...and this happens. I failed you, I failed Mom and Dad, and I blame myself for it. I should have done anything else and- "

"Liam shut the fuck up!" Niall screamed, "you 'failed'. That is bullshit. I know first-hand what you went through trying to care for me."

"But last night I- "

"Liam," Niall grabbed my head and pulled me towards his face, "listen to me. Mom and Dad would have been proud of what you have done so far. You got your shit together right away when Mom and Dad died. Not many people would have done that."

"but- "

"No buts. You're a good brother and I'm proud of you." I pulled Niall into a bearhug and cried on his shoulder. The tears and snot didn't stop. I just cried on him for a while. After a while, I just calmed down enough that I let go of my brother. There was a trail of my snot running down his body, he grabbed the tissue box on the table, "seriously where do you keep all that snot? He starts to clean himself with the tissues.

"Sorry," I pulled some tissues and try to help him. "Good thing our fur is easy to clean."

"still not okay to use me as a tissue."

"I didn't mean to." I wiped my nose on a tissue. After a bit, we cleaned Niall of snot. "I think that's all of it. Might still do with a shower though."

"Yeah, I just might. So, what do you plan to do today, since you took the day off work?"

"Well, I haven't thought of it. I planned to take care of you today, but it's still early."

"How about we pull up some movies and make a day of it. After my shower," Niall got off the couch, "I'm just going to rise myself off so you pick the first movie." Niall goes to the bathroom. I hear the bathroom shower run as I searched for a movie. I settle on some action movie I didn't care about. Niall came out of the bathroom, naked, drying himself with a towel. He sat next to me, "so what's the movie are we watching?"

"Some action movie," I press play and the movie started. Almost immediately Niall leaned on me. I started to pet him. His fur was smooth and silky. Soon my focus was on Niall rather than the movie in front of us. Niall had a toned body, perfect for his favorite hobby of swimming.

Slowly my hand got lower and lower. I didn't even notice till I had his ass in my hand, "Liam," I looked at Niall as he brought our lips together. It's been so long since I kissed someone. Niall licked my lips, I opened my mouth and welcomed his tongue in.

Lust has taken over me. I forced my tongue in his mouth and explore it. I tossed him on his back on the couch and started to hump him in a lust-filled haze. Instinct took over as I hump my brother. In my pants, my dick got hard from the much-needed stimulation, the carnal pleasures I put aside to raise Niall unleashed all at once.

I slammed my crotch into Niall, my thrusts were quick and hard. Below me Niall jacked himself. I grabbed his penis and jacked it in rhythm to my thrusts. I don't know how long we were at it. Before I knew it, streams of semen squirted out him, covering Niall in streaks of white goop. In my own pants, I too climaxed.

We both breathed heavily staring at one another. A feeling filled me. it wasn't anger or disgust, but pride. I have done something I have never done before, or have thought of doing, sexual pleasing Niall. That frightens me. I crossed a line. I leave Niall in the living room and locked myself in my room. Oh god what do I do now?

Niall knocked on my door, "Liam we need to talk."

I opened the door, "Niall, I'm sorry, I don't know why I did that and- "

"Liam listen to me. There is something I've been hiding from you. I love you."

"I love you too but- "

"no, I'm in love with you Liam."

I was taken aback by what he said. My brother confessed his feeling for me, "how long has this been going on?"

"I don't know. I noticed my feeling after high school. Whenever I thought about the kind of person I would be happy with, you always seem to be there. then my feeling becomes ...this. You must think I some sicko now do you?"

"What no," I hug Niall, "you're my little brother. I love you."

"But my felling- "

I interrupted him, "look I don't know how I should feel about this, but I can never hate you. Sure, this is something I don't know how to handle it, but I'm willing to work through it."

Tears filled Niall's eyes, he hugged me, "thank you I was so worried what you might have thought of me."

"Don't worry, we'll manage," I hugged Niall, my younger brother.