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There are days where we ask ourselves how our life would be if we have done things differently. Does our daily life would be better or so much worse? Does our closes would be affected or not at all? So, this day, we decided to play this little game.

Here, we were in his house, both lying on the sofa, Lucas glued to my belly. It was the weekend and we won't do little, just enjoy the presence of the other.

Thus, on an impulse, we improvised a little questionnaire. The rules are the following: when one or both of us tell that it was about a one-way question, another must answer to this question. And when it was about a two-way question, it's the two players to answer to this question.

Once the rules introduced, Lucas got the ball rolling.

"So, we begin with a two-way question?"

"Very well, I listen to you."

"If you didn't go to an art school, what would you study?"

"I don't know, I might be have gone to college, doing one degree... What about you?"

"Me... I would surely take a catering training."

"Ah really?"

"Why not, I manage pretty well cooking, so I think I'll get by fine."

On this, he wasn't wrong. For eating several of his meals, he's a cook through and through. Especially when he made pastries... just thinking about it, I drool...

"Well, it's your turn now."

"Alright, this one will be on one-way." I announced.

"It works."

"If you didn't meet me, would you go out with whom?"

"Man or woman? Honestly, I don't know, it depends if I'm attracted by the concerned person. And quite frankly, I'm not very particular about the gender."

"Very well."

I remember I was a tad nervous when I asked this question. We can say I often thought about that, at this time. That should help me to reassure me, probably.

"Fine, in view of the fact that you asked a one-way question, I would do the same."

"Well, go for it."

"If I was thinner, what would you go out with me?"

"I think, yes. It will be totally different, but I'd make the first move, yes."

"No lie?"

"No lie."

I won't lie to myself, it would be really weird because it's about my key criteria. But I'd have disregarded. With a personality like his, it's widely worth the trip. Without warning, he rose to my level, which made me blush instantaneously.

"Oh, sorry, did I scare you?"

"No, just surprised."

"Right, I get out of the game. I just want to tell you I was very, very lucky to meet you."

"Me, therefore. When I watch my old life, this one seemed me super bland."

"So am I. Therefore, I want to thank you to love me and feel as someone loved."

"All-all the pleasure was for you."

"I love you, Akio."

"I love you too, Lucas."

I hugged him to keep him leaving and kissed me as ever. I was moved by his declaration, nobody told me this before. In those days, I didn't know it was the man of my life, but today, I can assert it. It's him, and nobody else.