Starr's diary 02262019-03022019
#1 of Starr's diary
Oh.
What's brewing, Pencil?
What, you just assume that I'd know?
(I do.)
(Just wait.)
(I was actually going to do this last month, but February's a busy month for me.)
February 26, 2019
Dear Diary,
When I bought this car for Sofie, I knew she would like it. Whenever she drives, she hardly ever goes below 10 over the speed limit. A Corvette would be the perfect gift, right?
Well, right and wrong. It's too perfect. It's been a month since we've had sex outside of the car, and a week since she's come to bed. She's grown too attached to it, and pays me, her wife, no attention anymore. I talked with her earlier, we had to talk in the garage, and I think she's in denial. She says she still loves me, but had no response when I told her that she hadn't been to beed in a week. This car was a mistake.
February 27, 2019
Dear Diary,
Another night without Sofie. She wasn't even home when I woke up. I crossed her in San Antonio Rodriguez, posing for a shoot. With the car, of course.
I can't stop thinking about it. The way she's totally shut me out in favor of the car. A tear ran down my nose onto a file, and I guess Cesilia noticed.
She sat me down and told me about when Zach married Rain, and tried to console me with that. She couldn't respond when I told her that it was over a car, and I left work early on my trail of tears.
Sofie came home late, and sat with me on the couch. We didn't say anything, and eventually she left again. I was left sobbing on the couch.
February 28, 2019
Dear Diary,
I talked to Cesilia again, and the topic of divorce was brought up. I can't divorce Sofie, though. I still love her so much. The problem is the car I said. Cesilia again fell silent.
Sofie didn't come home tonight.
March 1, 2019
Dear diary,
Sofie never came home last night. This whole mess is tearing me apart.
Zach called me today. Cesilia told hime about my situation. I was totally blindsighted when he told me to destroy the car. My gift to my wife, and he wants me to destroy it? His ideas were even worse. Drive it off a cliff? Total it in a crash? Blow it up? Zach had to hang up, I just couldn't handle the things he was saying.
I saw Sofie tonight. She parked in front of the house, but then just drove off. It's like she's taunting me.
March 2, 2019
Dear diary,
Sofie keeps avoiding me. I haven't seen her since last night. I tried to call her, but she didn't pick up.
I couldn't even make it to my desk. I broke down crying and ran for Lu's bar.