Am I Still Beautiful?
#1 of Body Love
Author's Note: I had this idea suddenly pop into my head a few days after I joined this site and thanks to seeing some Furry pics. It's beautiful to see full, thick figured furry females being loved for who they are and not for what they look like and no doubt, some have had negative thoughts about what they looked like. You are beautiful. You are amazing. Your body doesn't define you and don't let anyone say otherwise. If they try, tell them to go *duck sound* themselves. I hope whoever reads this enjoys it. Please feel free to leave any feedback. I truly welcome it, for it helps me better my writing skills.
_ *Disclaimer: * This story isn't intended to bash, make fun or make anyone uncomfortable. It's to show body positivity and to help show how much I vouch and support body positive and my fellow chub chubs. I'm on the chub chub side, so writing this story overwhelmed me and filled me with so many emotions. Please. Enjoy._
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Am I Still Beautiful?
Daisy looked in the mirror, her big brown eyes scanning along her naked body, lips curved in a frown. She reached a paw up and smoothed it over her large belly, then along her love handles before gripping a bit of fur covered flesh. Her body had roughly doubled in size after she had given birth to her set of twins a few months ago. Her mind filled with thoughts of the days her body was slimmer and a touch leaner. Golden Retrievers can be on the plus size, but for Daisy, tis as if the universe just unloaded a truck filled with fat onto her person.
Turning her head to look over towards the bathroom door that was shut, she could hear the shower running, her husband bathing to get ready for work. Ever since the twins had been born, Kaid had stopped touching her. She could still remember how wild and hungry he had been for her. Fucking her on every surface of the house he could possible put her on. He would always say how much he loved her body. Having dated for almost five years, and just barely married for three, Daisy honestly thought her life would always be filled with joy, but now...
She shower turned off and she could hear the glass door sliding open. Daisy had the sudden urge to run to the closet and hide in there, but stood her ground. Instead, she slowly made her way towards her dresser and pulled a drawer opened, pretending to rummage through for some nice underwear. Her ears perked when she heard the door opening. Grabbing a random pair of underwear, Daisy hesitated before closing the drawer and stepping away slightly. Biting her lip, she bent down to slip her feet into her panties. Normally, when she would do this, Kaid would come behind her and press himself against her ass, but this time...nothing. Bringing her panties up, she adjusted them before looking over her shoulder and seeing him looking in the closet for a suit.
Maybe...maybe he didn't notice...yes..of course. He needs to find a nice suit for his meeting today, so that of course would take his attention. As Kaid checked various suits, Daisy swallowed and moved up behind him, her thick, plumpy arms wrapping around his toned, well built body. She had gotten lucky in snagging him for herself. Other females had their eyes on this German Shepard, but she was the one that got lucky. She pressed herself against him, as if enticing him before he had to leave for work. _You can spare a quicky. Please._She begged in her mind. "Need help, love?" She asked, her voice low and lusty.
Kaid had stiffened in her arms for a moment, before grabbing a suit and just pulled away from her arms. "No. I got it. Thank you."
Daisy just stood there, her body cold. She tried her best not to cry, but it hurt. Swallowing down the lump of sadness that had built in her throat, she turned so he wouldn't see her face. She went and grabbed a bra from the dresser and was quick to dress, as if she needed to cover her fat, ugly body. "I-I'll get breakfast started." She announced before leaving the bedroom.
Heading into the nursery, Daisy grabbed the twins who were awake and gurgling to each other. "Hello my precious jems. Momma is here." She picked them up and went about changing their diapers and onesies before taking them both with her downstairs to the kitchen. Strapping them in their separate swings, Daisy started on breakfast.
It didn't take long before Kaid was downstairs, drinking his coffee and reading the paper. She set his plate before him before she sat down with hers. He didn't put the paper down, or even acknowledged her. Looking over at the twins, they were entranced by their little hanging toys, the soft music that played from the swings soothing them. "H-How's work be, honey?"
Kaid gave a little grunt. "Stressful as always. Nothing new. Tis meeting is gonna take most of my time, and perhaps a majority of my day." He folded the paper and checked his watch. "I might be home late, so don't bother with dinner for me, okay?" He stood and pushed his seat. Moving around the table, he made his way towards the twins and leaned down, kissing them both on their soft furred heads, before he went over and kissed Daisy on the cheek. "Don't let them stress you out." He teased before he grabbed his jacket and briefcase and practically zoomed out the door. Not long, Daisy heard him start the car and drive away.
She looked over at his plate. He didn't touch a single thing. She looked down at her's, her appetite never appearing while she had made food. A tear landed on the eggs, then another, and another, until she was soon sobbing. He would normally tease her before he left for work, putting perverted thoughts in her head so she would have to go about her day, just waiting for him to come home to fulfill the promises he made in the morning. But he hasn't been doing that. He hasn't been doing anything to her.
She wiped her eyes, her mind and thoughts taking hold. She would lose weight. Yes. Lose weight and tone up and Kaid would surely find her attractive again. She stood and grabbed her plate and his, dumping the contents into the trash. "I'm gonna look beautiful again." She whispered to herself.
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A month has passed and Daisy once more stood in front of the mirror. Her paw smoothing down over her belly and love handles. Nothings changed. She was thick all over still. Why? Why wasn't she getting skinnier? She's followed every healthy eating recipe and has even started taking walks, the twins placed in a stroller to help. "Why...why aren't I..losing weight?" She whispered, pinching her fat sides hard. Maybe she was doing something wrong, she thought. Determined, Daisy wasn't going to stop. She was going to look beautiful again. She was determined.
That night while she laid in bed, her back to Kaid, she wondered if perhaps..if she reached for him he would be in the mood tonight. The last few times she's reached for him, he'd mumble saying he was too tired or he had a big meeting early in the morning. Maybe tonight would be the night. Slowly, she turned and faced him. His back was to her, moving gently from his relaxed breathing., She hesitated for a moment, before scooting over, her paw lifting up and smoothed along his side before it settled on is abdomen. "K-Kaid..."She whispered. She hoped. Hoped he would wake up and sense how hungry she was for attention.
He continued to sleep. She shook him a bit, before he gave a little grunt.
"What Daisy?" He said in a rather grumpy tone.
"Kaid....would...can we....have sex...?" She whispered.
Kaid took a moment, before grunting. "I have a meeting Daisy. You know this. Some other time." He adjusted the covers and fell fast asleep again.
Daisy pulled her hand from him and scooted away, her mind filled with awful thoughts. H-He...he finds me disgusting. He doesn't wanna fuck me. He's disgusted. Turning away, back towards him, Daisy pressed her face against her pillow and sobbed quietly, not wanting to disturb Kaid.
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Another month passed and like before, Daisy looked the same. The only thing that has changed is her face. She looked more haggard and tired, dark circles under her eyes. She started eating less and at times, not eat at all. When Kaid would leave, she would just dumb her breakfast in the trash. She avoided looking at Kaid, getting near him or touching him. He seemed to have noticed, but never made a comment. Daisy started to dress in the bathroom to prevent Kaid from looking at her fat body.
Tonight, sat at the dinner table, the twins having been fed and put to sleep. It was late and Kaid wasn't home yet. She didn't eat dinner. Why bother. Her mind would race with thoughts, wondering if Kaid...was seeing someone else behind her back. Someone skinny and pretty. She rubbed her eyes, surprised she could still cry. Her ears twitched, hearing the lock on the door shifting and the door pushed open. Normally Daisy would be in bed so Kaid wouldn't have to see her, but she let her thoughts run wild, making her lose track of time. The living room door was closed shut and the locks set again. When Kaid stepped into the kitched, he saw her, he paused.
"You're still awake? I'd figured you'd be in bed by now."
She quickly stood, almost knocked the chair down. "I-I'm sorry....I...." Her lower lip trembled. "I..I left dinner in the fridge. I'm going to bed. Good night." She wanted to get out of the kitchen as fast her legs would take her.
"Daisy!" Kaid called out, making her stop. She didn't turn to face him though. She just stood there, her face looking at the ground. "Daisy....is something wrong? You've been avoiding me for days now."
I'm disgusting. You don't have to tolerate a fat, disgusting animal like me."N-Nothing is wrong. I just....I...."
"Daisy, talk to me. What's the matter?" He set his jacket and case on the table before taking a step towards.
"No!" She yelped, stopping him in his tracks. "D-Don't...don't come near me. Y-You........you don't have to.." She whispered, a sob caught in her throat.
"What do you mean I don't have to? Daisy, what's going on? Please love. Tell me."
Her body shook as she kept the sobs from escaping. Finally, after what seemed like a long time, she looked up, her fur covered cheeks wet from tears. "A-Am.......Am I beautiful?" She asked, in a sobbed whisper.
His ears twitched and Kaid just looked at her. "W-What kind of question is that?"
"A-Am I beautiful?" She turned fully to him.
He was confused. "Of course you are, Daisy.Why would you ask that?"
"Because you don't touch me anymore." She blurted. "Y-You stopped....t-touching me..... After the twins were born....a few months after...y-you....you stopped pursuing me." She grabbed her belly hard, as if she was ready to just rip off her. "I-I...gained a lot of weight. And I thought...I thought.....y-you were disgusted.... at how fat and ugly I became..."
"Daisy..." He whispered, not believing what his wife was saying.
"I....I figured..maybe...maybe if I exercised...and ate better..I'd lose the weight and be skinny and pretty like I was before the babies were born. But nothing was changing. Nothing!! I haven't lost much. I'm still fat." She scratched at her stomach. "And so...I stopped eating here and there...but that's not working either. I'm still fat. I'm disgusting....it's why you won't touch me. Why would you? Why would you want to make love to a fat, disgus-"
"Enough!!!!" He practically yelled at her, making her yelp in surprise. He rushed over to her and wrapped his arms around her. With no warning, he kissed her deeply, his tongue thrusting in to seek her's before pulling away after a moment. He cupped her cheeks, forcing her eyes to look into his. "You are the most beautiful female ever. Alright. No matter what shape you are, you are bloody, fucking beautiful." He kissed her agains before nuzzling her neck with his muzzle and inhaled her scent. "I'm an asshole for making you feel this way. There's no excuse. With getting promoted and having more responsibilities at work, I lost focus on the responsibility I have to my wife. I'm sorry Daisy. I'm so bloody sorry."
Her arms wrapped tightly around his frame. "It's okay. You..you don't have to apologize. I should have...should have talked to you. I'm sorry. You don't have to be nice about my body, Kaid. I'll keep exercising and eating better, I'll-"
"-No. You're not gonna do anything. I said I don't bloody care what you look like and it seems I'm going to have to show you that I mean it." Grabbing her by the waists, Kaid turned her and slowly pushed her backwards till her ass pressed against the edge of the table. "I'm gonna appreciate every single part of your body and help you get rid of negative thoughts." He growled in her ear. "First I need to enjoy some dinner." Grinning and showing his teeth, Kaid took hold of her skirt and forced it down her thighs, panties following after.
Daisy blushed and bit her lip. "K-Kaid...w-wait....." But she wasn't given a chance.
Kaid knocked his jacket and case from the table and laid his golden wife on the table. Hooking his foot to one of the chair legs, he placed it behind him and set down. Paws taking hold of his wife's thighs, he spread Daisy open, revealing the sweet, pink flower that was already covered in dew. With a hungry growl, Kaid wrapped his arms underneath her thick thighs and pressed his muzzle into her cun, his long tongue gliding over it before his lips wrapped around that sweet, plumped clit. Daisy buckled on the table, her feet pressed to his shoulders. He swirled is tongue, before he began tongue fucking her pussy, teeth gently grazing her clit, stimulating. His hands reached up, slipping under her shirt to caress her belly, gently squeezing and massaging, showing her how much he loved her. How much he appreciated her body. He moved his paws further up, reaching under her bra to squeeze those milk filled breasts of her. His paws felt moisture, no doubt milk leaking thanks to her being aroused.
The sounds of her panting and moaning stimulated him, his cock pressing hard against the zipped of his suit pants. He wanted her to cum. Cum in his mouth. Feed him that delicious pussy nectar. With one paw still cupping a breasts, he moved the other and pressed his thumb to her clit and rubbed. Her hips rose off the table, her feet and nails pressing and digging into his shoulders. He didn't stop. Just kept eating and rubbing until she finally came in his mouth. He drank her up, his tongue licking along the lips until he pulled away, licking his chops clean.
Daisy had an arm draped over her eyes, her mouth open as she tried to catch her breath. Her pussy pulsed and twitched in delight. Her ears twitched, hearing the sound of a belt being undone and then a zipper before she heard Kaid's suit pants hit the floor, the belt buckled making a loud clacking down. Moving her arm, she raised her head a bit and looked down. Kaid had his paw wrapped around his thick, red veiny cock. Her body shivered in anticipation. She bit her lip, watching as Kaid rubbed himself along her pussy juiced cover cunt. It's been so long since she had him. She couldn't remember the last time he was inside her.
"I remember back when we were first dating. I fucked you on my table back at my old apartment." He grinned at her. "Remember Daisy? You had to cover your mouth so my neighbors wouldn't hear you." He slipped the tip into, her folds spreading open. He groaned as her pussy convulsed and tightened around him. "Fuck! I..I can't..believe....I forgot how good this felt." Little by little, his cock went in, disappearing inch by inch, until he was fully and deep inside her. "I love you Daisy Klytewell, always and forever." He pulled away a bit before thrusting hard and fast into her. With each hard thrust of his thick cock, he told her what he loved about her.
She was crying. Crying as she was being fucked hard. But they were tears of joy and love, not sadness. Daisy wrapped her legs around him, holding on as he pounded into her. Her chubby body jiggled from each thrust. Kaid pushed her shirt and bra up, exposing that beautiful jiggling belly and breasts. He smoothed a paw over them. "You're so beautiful. You've always driven me crazy with lust." He leaned down and took a perked nipple between his lips. He growled, tasting the sweet milk that leaked onto his tongue. Tasting it had him pumping his hips hard and faster. He felt her grab hold of his hair, nails scratching at his head.
"K-Kaid...Kaid,Kaid, Kaid..." She moaned his name over and over until she came. "Kaid!!!~~" She cried, legs wrapping hard around his hips.
Her climax and tightening pussy triggered his release. He pulled way from her breasts and howled into the air, cock convulsing as it shot hot cum into his wife. The base of his cock formed a knot, preventing him from pulling away. Breathing hard, Kade had is paws set on either side of her waist, holding his body up. Her legs were stilled wrapped around him, shaking a bit.
Looking up into her eyes, he gave a stupid goofy smile at her before leaning down to take her lips and kiss her passionately and sweetly. The kiss was cut short when both their ears twitched at the sound of both twins crying. Sighing, Kaid nuzzled and buried his face in Daisy's neck. "Bloody hell.."he groaned. The twins were gonna have to wait since mommy and daddy were tied together and won't be free for some time.
Unable to help herself, Daisy giggled. "I think you need to cover your muzzle now, so you don't wake the twins up." She teased.
He looked up at her, before chomping down lightly at her neck. "Teasing female." He chuckled before releasing her. "I love you Daisy. Alright. You're beautiful. No matter what you look like. Believe when I say that. Okay."
Her eyes glossed over with tears. She nodded and smiled. If her thoughts ever decide to run wild again, she was gonna get Kaid to change them. And she looked forward to those times.