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We were sitting under a tree, a blanket under us, a basket in front of us. It was perfect. He was perfect. Those perfect blue eyes, that soft, gray fur. His gorgeous smile. He leans in, closing his eyes, puckering his lips. Our lips get closer, closer until-

Beep Beep Beep

All of the sudden, I jump out of bed, fur standing on end. I look towards the alarm clock, that was going off next to me.

"Dumb piece of shit,"

I slam my hand down on the button on top, and get out of bed. I walk over to my dresser and grab some clean clothes, and sulk over to the bathroom on the other side of the hall. Walking in, I lock the door behind me, despite being the only person living in this small apartment. I look at the mirror, seeing a familiar pair of green eyes star back at me. You wouldn't believe how much I wanted to see a certain pair of sparkling blue eyes beside them.

"Enough Sean, you need to move on. He left you. Cheated on you. You will find someone else."

Despite how many times I repeated the words to myself, I didn't believe a single one. I knew him for years. He was the only on of my friends who didn't reject me because I was bi. He was fine with it. He embraced it, confessing that he was bi himself. But then he betrayed me. I had left to go to work, managing to get off early, to find him sleeping with my ex girlfriend.

Ignoring my thoughts I hop in the shower, and wash, getting out quickly. After getting dressed and brushing my teeth, I head back to my room, and pull out my headphones.

There were few things that made me happy these days, but music. Music, would always be one of them. I sit down at my desk, and open my audio file editing software, pulling up my latest project. I hit record and start singing,

"All I see, is you and me,

all I see, is you and me,

I see you crystal clear, but

I'm trapped in a house of mirrors

I loved you,

I held you,

I heard you cry,

I almost died,

I loved you,

I held you,

I heard you cry,

I almost died,

They say I have a heart of glass,

They said our love would last,

I see your little leers,

I am in a house of mirrors,

What's truth,

What's lies

You stole my youth,

My heart now cries,

I am done with this,

We're through,

You blame me,

It was all you,"

I hit the record button again, ending the recording, and adding it to the file. After spending a few hour cutting up and editing the audio, I hear a annoying beep beep beep, coming from my phone. Standing up, I save the file, close the software, power off the computer, set down my headphones. Running through the hall, I grab my coat and keys, dash through the door, making sure to lock it behind me. After locking the door, I dart down 6 flights of stairs before finally reaching the ground floor. After heading through the main doors of my apartment complex, I hop in my whiteToyota Pryus, a start up the car. Pulling out of the parking lot, I drive to the hospital. After spending a few minute of looking for an unreserved parking spot, I park, and go behind the front desk, taking my seat behind the computer