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Unknown Within 1

I would like to think that I know myself, but the more I think about it, the more I become lost. There are things inside me that I can't explain. They feel almost... alien. I am used to it by now, though, the feeling of something that is there but is impossible to be described.

And usually when I am pondering the unknown within, I find myself looking up. As I sit there, my eyes focus on the moon, taking in the moonlight. The wind is faint and chilly and the stone cold under me. Rocks surround me, the air familiar with the scent of the sea. The edge of water and earth separated by stone, very little space for a beach or shore. Behind me, a forest of trees with dark leaves, as far as the eye could see.

If it were not for the moon always shining, the forest would be pitch black. Everything sat still, and I with it. Life would be much more simple without having questions to answer. But would life be better that way?

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Soon it would be time for me to feed.

In my ponderings, all my thoughts eventually lead to a single path. I want to be with another male. Why? The thought lies there in my mind. So many things I don't know and want to know badly.

I see others like me, we help each other when we need to, and talk to each other. But none of them draw my interest like I so badly want.

I want to find an incubus that draws my attention so completely that I would never want to be separated from him. I will seek this, even if it means my death.

My eyes had wandered down and found the moon again, this time its reflection on the water. And I find myself too, the world reflected back at me.

Ears that are pointy. A snout with a rough, dark nosepad. I open my mouth and glance at my fangs. My fur, a dark tan color. Small claws on each end of my fingers and toes. A tail almost as long as a leg. My mane an obscure orange hue, over my head like the hair of the humans. This is me, Dose.

I stretch and feel my wings extend. How long have I been here? I easily lose track of time lost in thought like this, but hunger yanks me back to the present.

Time to feed.

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I fly, high above land and trees. The air grows hot and vivid, crackling with energy that comes from within me. The air rushes in front of me as I fly up, and within seconds before me a portal opens.

Through the gap I slipped, into the bedroom of a human male. I could see that he was very muscular and sported a long and thick erection, larger than his already large hand. He slept soundly on his side, his back towards me and letting me see his muscled glutes. And my hunger being almost at its peak, it reflected on my body as my erection was stiff and firm.

I quickly get behind him, embrace him as he remained on his side and enter his ass. I connect with him deeply, not just physically. My entire cock inside him, I feel his ass tighten and its warmth comforts and excites me. My hips thrust in and out and the human moans in his sleep, my tail moving wildly. No matter how roughly and gently I fuck him, he wont wake up.

I feel his pleasure in passing instances of chaotic length, and in those instances I find myself fully in his place. There I am, both in his body and my own, delivering my cock and taking it up my ass simultaneously. My pleasure exponentially flooding me and making me moan and grunt.

In those moments when my consciousness jumps and intrudes my victim, I always notice that from their perspective, I'm not there. To them, I am a dream. I do not affect their physical reality, but nonetheless make a very clear effect on the physiology.

Even in these moments of intense pleasure and nourishment I allow my mind to wander. But then, I feel a rush of energy and excitement enter and fill my all. And with it slip some of his memories, desires, fears, dreams, errant thoughts.

My eyes stop seeing anything and my vision is bombarded with strange colors and figures, my ears hearing sounds of things that are not there and twitching wildly as a result. The smell of sex, a mixture of his musk and my own, and many other smells impossible to identify. I vibrate and hold on to him. Then it all stops and what is left is my moaning. My cock filling the man with my semen, so much of it that it drips out even with my cock still inside. And the man cums too, spraying his bed with it.

After the explosion of sex, another rush comes to me, this time life itself. It makes all my muscles, twitch and tense, then relax. Then it ends, and I am washed with amazing calm. Then the calm subsides, and I feel in control again.

Feeling nourished and my energy restored, it becomes time to leave. I slip my cock out of the human and fly upward. My instincts draw me to leave, almost taking control of my body, regardless of my wishes. A tear appears behind me, and I slip through.

The human was left to sleep soundly, his bed stained with cum.

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Back into my realm, the portal quickly closes behind me, and now I am high above the ground, with clouds near and wind all around me. I close my eyes and sigh.

Being a friend of stillness, I hang in the air aloft, my wings doing their work idly. Then in the distance I see a dot. It was growing in size and glistening. I focus and see that it might be another incubus, flying quickly in my direction.

Slowly I watch him fly closer.

And closer.

Closer still.

I can make out the shape of flapping wings and their distant sound.

.-.-.-

Eventually he passes above me, and I felt like time slowed.

My eyes found his and locked locked with his. His fur a light brown, wonderful definition all over his body, sporting an erection of fair size.

Slowly I took all of him in, instinctively and hungrily burning him in my mind.

His wings were different, vastly so. They were made of feathers, the pure white wings of an angel. And as time continued to feel dilated, I allowed myself to get lost in this visage. All the while, he stared at me too, with what I presumed to be the same interest I was feeling. My own erect member clearly showing my excitement and interest in this male I was looking at.

As he glided above me, my head followed and I almost cricked my neck as my body had for an instant failed to respond in turn. But turn I manage, and he continued on his way, flapping his white wing, giving me a view of his tail and rump.

.-.-.-.-.

I could hardly believe what I just saw and took my time processing it.

And he looked at me, he saw me and stared. What did that mean? How will I find him and talk to him and tell him how beautiful he is?

Minutes had passed since I had returned to the realm. I would have to fly down and find land, hope that I was not too far off from any place familiar, and then just find a safe place to pass the night in sleep. And while I slept, I would think of this majestic incubus with white wings.