Memoires and Dreams Love
#3 of Dreams and Memories
Slowly I stood at the top of the hill next to the cheery blossom tree with a perfect view for the setting sun I hear the car pull up when I turned I saw my two wonderful lovers. I slowly ran down to them the cheery blossom were floating in the air I was run then I stopped right in front of Jason. I smiled and reached out a paw to touch his cheek but as soon as my paw got near his face it slowly started to dissolve into cherry blossom and blow away. "JASON.........................." As he vanished the world all around me cracked and vanished into the darkness.
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"...............wake...................up...............tony...................you.................have......................to............live" all I could hear this voice before I open my eyes suddenly crying hard my whole body sweating from what I had just dreamt of. I slowly cried there under the cheery blossom tree holding my knee to my chest till someone touched my side. Slowly I turned to look who it was and my eyes went wide there stood smiling was a purple dragon in a white rode and his pick underbelly could be seen.
"hey guily" I sat straight up and jumped pouncing him to the ground tears of happiness running down my eyes and I just stared at his beautiful eyes glad someone was here that I truly know and love. I just hugged him tight as I cried on his should glad that someone was there someone who loved me a lot. To help me in the time of need. He petted my head and back during all the time I cried holding me there humming gently to me. After a while I stopped crying and looked at him as he kissed my cheek helping me up after he pushed me off and got up.
"Draggy why are you here you aren't died are you" He looked at me and shook his maw. He looked at me in the eyes then I saw him slowly disappear right in front of me. I try to hug him but he fully vanished as I hugged him tear streamed down my face. "WHY............." It all I could think of as I started to cry and looking at the grass in front of my face change colors. "Why do I have to lose all the people I love so much it hurt to see all them go" slowly I started to cry harder and lost all control as collapse on the ground. I had enough strength to roll on my back to look at the sky slowly looking at the slivery dusk sky when I saw a shooting star. "I wish on this shooting star I saw love" as soon as I made this wish the grass started to glow a bright lime green and a mirror appeared in the sky. Slowly I heard a song that made me want to cry as I saw the people I did love and feel in love with.
I wake in the morning
Tired of sleeping
Get in the shower
And my make my bed alone
I put on my make up
Talk into the mirror
Ready for a new day, Without you
And I walk steady on my feet
I talk my voice obeys me
During as the song started I saw the two first people I ever truly had they were both looking down at me as my tear continue to fall I saw the one that I first loved. "Ty and Casey thank you to for making me who I am" I continue to cry as their images vanished.
I go out at night
Sleep without the lights
And I do all of the things I have to
Keeping you on my mind
But when I think I'll be alright
I am always wrong cause
The next person to come was a flamedramon with deep blue eyes and blond hair he looked at me his back to me but he smiled. "Sky I love you and miss you help shape more of my life" slowly I felt my body staring to feel better. After sky image was a panttertabby mix it was Devin, tear still streamed down my face but I smiled at the image he was making a funny face at me. Then my heart shattered at the next image.
My hands
Don't wanna start again
My hands
No they don't wanna understand
My hands
They just shake it try to break whatever piece I may find
My hands
They only agree to hold
Your hands
And they don't wanna be without
Your hands
And they will not let me go
No they will not let me go
It was my dragon he smiled at me as he sat in a chair with hand making a heart "Nick..........." I slowly started to get up as I felt more strength looking up at the sky still. So many more image appeared in the sky each image made my heart warm as I got to a full standing position as I wipped away the tears.
I talk about you now
And I do without crying
I go out with my friends now
I stay home all alone
And I don't see you everywhere
And I can say your name easily
I laugh bit louder
Without you
"Tony" it was Michael he was standing next to me and I turned my head to look at him. "You know they all made your life the way you are you sure you can handle letting them all down bye you dying here giving up." I just looked at Michael and shook my maw and he smiled softly as he pointed to the lake and a bright door appeared.
And I see diferent shades now
And I, I'm almost never afraid now
But when I think I'll be ok
I am always wrong cause
I slowly nodded as I walked to the door all these people memories running thought my head as I grab the door handle. I slowly opened it light enveloping me as I slowly disappeared into the light and got warmth all around me.
My hands
Don't wanna start again
My hands
No they don't wanna understand
My hands
They just shake it try to break whatever piece I may find
My hands
They only agree to hold
Your hands
No they don't wanna be without
Your hands
And they will not let me go
No they will not let me go
I slowly opened my eyes and felt warmth all around me and heard people. When my eyes got blinded I just dropped my jaw at what I saw. It was everyone I know they were all there all around me some crying on their mate the other next to my bed and one person holding me as I was in the bed.
Sometimes I wait
I see them reaching out for you
Quietly break
Whatever sheilds I spent so long building up
I cannot fake
Cause when they cry I'm almost broken... ?...
They miss holding my baby
All they did was look at me and cry when I full opened my eyes and try to move they all try to hug me or kiss me and all I could do is cried as Jason held me my flamedramon held me I can't believe he was holding me the whole time and so was Casey as my hand were in both Kevin and josh hands.
My hands, My hands
No they don't wanna understand
They just shake it try to break whatever piece I may find
My hands
Your hands
They don't wanna be with us?
And they will not let me go
No they will not let me go
All I could say to all of them was 6 words before I feel back asleep "I LOVE YOU ALL THANK YOU". Darkness didn't envelope me that night as I felt my body stay warm and my hand still being held as I drifted off into a dream but knew I was going to wake up soon.