Hidden Desires

Story by Lion of Shadow on SoFurry

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#1 of Hidden Desires Series

Tense from long hours of work, Sapphire finds herself in a surprising position in her friends bed wearing nothing but a diaper.


The stress of work found its way into Sapphire's shoulders and neck. Her tense muscles tended to tire her out by the end of the day and carried over to the next, which left her irritable and hard to be around. Though her co-worker, Suel, always seemed to be nice and perky despite the stress of the job. They both worked at the wildlife shelter for the feral populations that'd become endangered by the anthro nation.

Sapphire worried about the mountain of paperwork for the new-comer they received that morning; a white tigress like herself. Her tail twitched furiously with every clack of the typewriter. The group couldn't afford computers leaving them to use antiquated technology. Sapphire had to laugh every now and then at the predicament as it reminded her of her favorite, canceled, furflix series; Suburban Jungle. She idolized Tiffany for working as a temp-agent and a super model. The characters tail always seemed to be twitching from the stress of her jobs.

A shadow crossed the tigresses work scaring her at first but with a heavy sigh she turned to smile at her friend, Suel. Suel wasn't like the average society member as his breed was from another country. Though she'd never been able to get information about where he was from she still enjoyed his company.

"If you type any harder you're going to need to replace the device." Suel purred. The purr was odd since Suel looked more like a tanuki or raccoon, but they didn't purr.

"What do you expect? They want this done quickly and I'm not exactly a fast at typing." She replied while reflecting, sadly, on her hunt and peck method.

"I keep telling you to relax. Why not come over to my place tonight. I can help you destress."

Sapphire blushed looking up her longtime friend. "I'm worried from last time."

Suel smiled and chuckled softly. That laugh said it all. The last time she had gone to his place they had a few beers too many. The next morning felt like the movie "Hungover" with guest star Uncle Kage leaping naked from the trunk of a police cruiser. To think they watched that movie that night.

"I was thinking of taking you out to see "Two the Ranting Gryphon" while he's in town." He paused for a moment then grinned. "I hear that Uncle Kage will be with him."

Sapphire blushed heavily. After watching the movie, she couldn't see the cockroach the same way again.

"I'll pass." she replied burying her head in her paws.

"I do have something else in mind; if you think you're up to it."

"Why do I get the chills when you say that?" Sapphire growled with a smirk. Suel laughed heartily.

"You know me too well. The offer stands until the end of work. After that I'll go home and have my own fun and relaxation."

Suel walked away to handle the lion cub he'd been crooning over since he was an orphan. The way he handled cubs was amazing and sparked a feeling for him that made her unsure if he shared the sentiment. He knew how to make her laugh and was great at being intimate too. That last thought brought another blush to her cheeks to which she was tankful didn't show through her white fur.

It was quitting time when she finished the halfway point of the paperwork. Sapphire whimpered and grabbed the forms to set in the Exit box before making her way to the punch clock. Suel waited for her leaning against the wall sporting a devilish smile. She didn't pay him attention and punched her ticket before turning and bumping into him. He was slightly taller than her which made it easy for her to just lay her head on his shoulder. Suel wrapped his arms around her and chuckled warmly.

"Someone needs to relax."

With her head resting on his shoulder she wrapped her arms around him and sighed. "Alright, please help me to relax."

"Trust me, I'll make it worth your while ad you'll feel energized by tomorrow."

"Last time you said..." Sapphire started to say before Suel pressed a finger to her lips.

"Tell you what, how about I rent that new flick you wanted to see. 50 Shades of Grey Fox just released on Furflix."

"What "Fur"ty 8 hrs. isn't out yet?"

"The remake? I hope not."

Sapphire grinned she knew Suel wasn't one for remakes. She had taken him to see Phone Home about a human left behind when his spaceship took off at the first sign of danger.

"I'm only teasing." She insisted as he led her to his car. Since she didn't have her own vehicle, and there was no public transportation, he would pick her up.

Suel spent a fortune to get his hands on one particular vehicle. The DeLorean had been out of production for some time and all parts specially ordered. She had always felt it a thrill to ride in it as it had its own style. On occasion he would spout the line from the movie it came from, Trapped in the Past.

Sapphire had fallen asleep at some point during the ride. Exhaustion overtook her, and she never realized how relaxing it was to be around her friend.

The tigress purred and rolled over to snuggle the pillow that smelled like him. There was an odd sound that made her ears twitch when she moved. It was alien to her and she moved again to find the source of the crinkle like noise. Her eyes flung open as she threw off the blanket to find she was wearing a diaper. With curiosity, and hesitation, she reached her hand down to rub over the diaper. It felt smooth to the touch and crinkled with every press. Her cheeks blushed red again as she looked around to see where Suel had gone. She was alone, and much to her relief, very comfortable. It was an odd feeling, though welcome, to wake up in the padding. She laid back closing her eyes while rubbing her hand more over the plastic. Sapphire let out a deep breath wondering how long she'd been out and why Suel had introduced her to such a hidden desire. It wasn't like the baby furs in the city that wanted to be cubs again. It was a matter of security and a secret fetish.

A whirring sound brought the tigress from her reverie. Her eyes flew open at a new sensation. Hidden Inside the diaper was a vibrating egg. Her back arched and she reached for the bars of the head board gripping them tight. The feeling crescendo into an intense pleasure. Sapphire gasped and whimpered trying not to cry aloud enough for someone to hear. Her lower lips quivered with a simple bite to silence the coming screams of heaven. With a gasp she moaned loudly thickening the diaper with a small flood of her womanly graces.

With a fearful realization she clamped her muzzle shut with one hand while fumbling for the remote with the other. When at last the buzzing and vibrations had ceased she collapsed back into the pillow in relief. With such a surprise it would only be moments before Suel would enter to check on her. On point Suel opened the door slightly to peek in with a wide grin.

"I heard you woke up already." He proffered with a chuckle. "Did you enjoy my little gift?"

Suel didn't expect the pillow thrown by the tigress when she couldn't hide her true expression. She longed for him and had enjoyed her little gift. The diaper had been a different feeling altogether which she would have to try more often though she wouldn't let it be known to him.

"Should I come back later then?" the Wolvar laughed pulling the pillow from his face. Sapphire closed her eyes and sighed inwardly. She didn't want him to leave yet at the same time she felt a tinge of anger at him. In a twisted smile she looked up with folded arms.

"I don't think the diaper is wet enough." Her voice dripped sarcastic anger but flashed a serious smile. Suel's eyebrows raised unsure of her meaning. "Why not help me fill the diaper."

She pulled her feet closer to her and spread her thighs to undo the diaper. The padding fell away revealing her wet slit with the cord to the egg sticking out. Her right paw grabbed the cord and tugged once causing the cum coated device to slide out.

Suel grinned licking his lips. He leaned over taking in the heady aroma of oncoming heat before having a taste of the tigress's nectar. His tongue slid over her smooth folds allowing the cum to dance on his tongue. He murred softly listening to Sapphire's heavy breathing and stifled moans fill his perked ears like music. Sapphire clawed at the bed trying hard to be quiet since she wasn't certain if they were alone.

With a quick huff the pushed Suel away and pulled the diaper back up. It squished against her while she struggled with the sticky tabs. They wouldn't stay as he cheeks burned red under her fur again. While she wanted to spend time with the man of her dreams she still felt unsure. The diaper wasn't helping since it was a new experience for her. Suel backed up and sat in only a diaper relaxed against the wall suppressing a chuckle. He reached over and presses a hand firmly on her diaper front then moved to take the tabs and re-strap them. It appeared they weren't the sticky tabs, but Velcro, and she had them in an awkward angle. Sapphire sat up tucking her legs in to her side. She grabbed her tail and crossed it over her lap. The silence between them permeated the air. While Sapphire eyed the Wolvar her mind focused on the soaked diaper she still wore. She didn't know if she should be embarrassed or let it be known she enjoyed the feeling. Suel seemed to enjoy himself in a diaper like hers but bigger in size. It felt like he'd planned the whole evening, but did he share the same feelings in his heart or was it just some chance to get in his bed?

"I told you I can help you relax." Suel said with a devilish smile. "Put on a soft diaper and just let the world melt away. Hopefully, you would care to do this more often."

The tigresses mind mulled over his words. It was true she needed to relax and did enjoy being in Suel's company, yet her heart still nagged over trust and love.

"I'm not worried..." She said softly with a hidden blush. "I'm worried about something else."

Suel moved along the bed and beside her. He reached to pull her gently into a hug. Her uncertainty answered with a surprise kiss while still held in the Wolvar's warm embrace. The feeling of the squishy diaper pressed against him reminded her of the moment before. Slowly she pulled from the kiss and look at him longingly in the eyes.

"I've wanted to be with you since we met. Can we relax as more than friends?"

Suel smiled again. "I wouldn't have kissed you if I hadn't thought otherwise."

Sapphire looks down at her knees biting her bottom lip again. Her long black hair hung down over half her face. Part of her wanted believe she was still sleeping and it was all some freakish dream, like some hidden desires for comfort and love.

The bed shifted when Suel moved to lay beside her. He leaned in and guided her muzzle into an unexpected kiss. Instinctively her arms wrapped about his neck as he pressed deeper into the kiss. The Wolvar pushed himself to a comfortable position between her thighs pressing his dry diaper against her squishy cum filled padding. The tigress moaned at the warm feeling pressing against her inner lips. Her breaths shuttered wanting more but still unsure it was the right time. Suel's nips along her exposed neck said otherwise. His gentle nips only enticed her more. The feeling of the Wolvar's teases drew out more than her breath deep within the confines of her soggy padding.

"What's say we get you a new diaper?" Suel whispered into the tigress's ear. Sapphire purred and placed her hand over his heart.

"No, not yet." She purred. "I think I want to relax here with you."

Suel smiled and pulled her into another warm embrace. She held on to him not wanting more, at least until the next time she visited. Suel could tell how exhausted she had been from restless nights after work. She fell fast asleep in his arms. His smiles and soothing hum carried in the quiet room. With a free hand he reached up and turned off the light. While trying not to disturb her, he readjusted them both. A slight surprise caught him off guard when her hand pressed against his diaper front.

"Good night, Sapphire." He whispered softly before shutting his eyes hoping tomorrow would be just as memorable.