pain
major trigger warning i pretty much use all these poems i've been writing as a journal, so hope yall enjoy, im trying to become a better writer.
Pain, it's the only thing that keeps me sane, without it I'm nothing.
The depression, the anxiety, it all fades away temporarily.
All I ever feel anymore is pain, I see everyone around me happy, I envy there joy.
I can't remember a time I haven't relied on the pain to help me, the sting I feel from it.
No one understands that it's an addiction; i cant quit in a day.
I just want it all to end.
Why can't there be an end to my pain?