Mis-taken...
Mis-taken...
Dragging among the days, I'm falling again, into past mistakes, going out of my concrete ways
Differences divide my mind as trips I recall guide me to familiar shadows left among the dark
Deep blue in thought, I bait the moments to wait, like a hungry shark
Hands at the ready, I feel among the memories emotions left to dissipate among my past
Holding again, the sands of time that didn't, couldn't last
Picturing more than what is shown
I delve into many "might haves" that are times already known
Slivers of hope hold me once again as the mirror begins reflecting a well known fool
For my own sake, I need to forget again, & stop being my own crutch, my worst tool
Dreams & schemes from solitary things move about as I lose notion of each motion
The room spinning, in my own fight, I've lost, & am winning
Distance just a chance to grab at
I swing heavily with my heart, for what never will be real, like the heaviest of any bat
Shattering nothing, but feeling light enough to fly
I blink as I continue to think more on everything I can't deny
Sunsets showing with each look I take, & took
A vibration clears my moment of hesitation, as all my cobwebs are shook
Back to it, back to life, regardless of the outcome
Be it leaving me emotionless, or somewhat numb, it's better than many, better for certain than some
Shaken but still standing, I'll carry on, marching to my own song
As I should, I can, still do...as I've done all along...
^_^
---Thanks for reading---
---Always---
written listening to: "The Fray - Never say never"
(Great song, very relaxing)