Throw It All Away

Story by Morokite on SoFurry

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Wooo heres the story I told ya abouts, This ones reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeal old and I havent really revised it yet, and in total probaly took 25 mins to write, so enjoy. And remember this is one of my earlier stories, and! probaly my first fur story, except maybe this other one, though i stoppped at one paragraph on that one so i dont think it counts

Later I'll show yall my newer ones, if I ever get up to posting them

Throw it all away

Stepping off the bus Jack glances around at his new school, looking particulary at all the other fursons rushing around to meet with there friends and talk within there respective areas, where most others like them hang out also. Now Jack himself was pretty good looking Wolf morph himself, He had a well defined muzzle and great blue eyes. He also has a scar stretching out about one and a quarter inches, laying below his left ear where a wound was at, from a fight he had the previous year. His fur was a pretty dark shade of gray, all along his body and tail, except for just around his belly and chest, was a pretty light shade of gray, almost reaching white. Though he took his handsome looks as a curse, as he has had to turn down many girls because he was gay, which wouldnt have been a problem until word got out, and he became a sort of outcast at his old school, retaining only his best of friends who still remained loyal friends like they should. A new year and a new school, He had high hopes that it will go better, but still didn't know much about any of the people there, he didnt even catch the schools name, but as the bus went by he did manage to see "art" on a Big red and black sign, but missed the first and the rest of the letters on the sign, but shrugged it off since he would most likely find it out soon enough. He pads off into the school, through the big glass entry way, and pushes his way through the crowd. As he walks along glancing at his map to find the cafeteria to find a place to sit. Glancing away from it every now and then he notices how nicely the groups of furs are assorted, The more dark and rather gothic ones tend to gather under the stair well, and the Emo and punk type hanging around down the hall. After almost walking straight into a door, he turns his head back forward and regains his attention as he walks into the cafeteria. The cafeteria of course, is packed with many many assortments of furs, of a very wide range but mostly consisting of felines, which are more common in this region. Jack being new to this school and all, decides it's probably better to sit by himself, not wanting to come off as wierd. As he does his best to get comfy, in this rather old cheap metal chair, he pulls out his schedule and begins to look it over, comparing it with his map to figure his best path to his first class. He is soon interrupted by the sound of a chair scraping across the floor that someone is pulling back. He glances up at yet another feline, though this one colored a rich shade of orange, wearing a Green shirt with the sleeves cut off just below the shoulders, going with the slim yet fitting gray jeans he sports, from what can be seen, the only spot that is a little diffrent on him is a few gray tracings along his tail.

"Hi, may I join you?" The feline says.

Jack soon replies "Sure"

The polite and quite handsome feline takes a seat and extends his hand across the table towards Jack. "My names Raiden, or Rai if you prefer, Havent seen you around here before, new are you?"

Jack smiles and accepts the handshake "Yep, Just moved in, nice place but I dont really know anyone."

"Well then I suppose I'll be your very first friend here then, if thats okay with ya" Raiden says with a bright grin on his face.

"A'ight" Jack replies right before the bell rings.

"Drat!... Well I suppose we can talk at lunch or something. I usually hang out in the courtyard, you can come meet me there." Raiden says as he quickly grabs his back and slings it over his shoulder and dashes off to his first period yelling out to Jack as he dissapears into the crowd "Bye!"

Jack chuckles a bit and grabs the top of his bag and walks off to class, finding his way there pretty quickly since he studied his map well. He approaches a door and reads the number 215 on the door and double checks his sheet to make sure he's at the right place, nods, and enters the room. As soon as he enters he hear's a whistle and someone yell "Yo! Dorkus!" and Jack glances to the back of the room and notices Raiden laying back in his seat with his legs across the top of the desk, chuckling. "Nah I'm jas kiddin man, but come, sit! I gots a seat for yaz right here!"

"Wow you must drive your english teacher crazy" Jack mumbles.

"Wut did ya say?!" Raiden snaps

"Nothing...*cough*" Jack replies

Ten minutes later the teacher quiets the students down and begins the lesson.

"Ok students, Welcome to a new year, but your not sophmores anymore so you get to jump right into our books and get started" The teacher says as many of the students make groans of displeasure.

"Today we will learn Matrix solutions! And no I'm not talking about the movie 'Matrix' and no were not gonna watch it." Random laughter escapes the room as Jack quickly diverts his attention to Raiden and notices he is writing in some book packed with many loose papers, and leans over to get a good look at what Raiden is writing. Raiden notices Jack's movements and pulls the book out of Jack's view, sticking his tongue out at him also. Jack ponders about what Raiden could possibly be writing and half-listens to the teacher for another 5 minutes until she calls upon Raiden. "You want something?" she asks.

"Can I please goto the bathroom?" Rai asks.

"Sure, Take the pink pass on the chalkboard."

Raiden runs up and grabs the pass and quickly pads out the door, almost bumping into two girls on the way out. "Watch out!"

Jack spends the next half hour in a state of complete boredom, wondering why they made those passes pink anyways. (Why not black? or maybe red, yeah... Red with black stripes, that would look cool!) His thoughts are interrupted as the teacher snaps her fingers in front of his face. "Well then, Since your not gonna pay attention! I suppose you can atleast make use of your self, and go find the young man that left awhile ago, He hasnt returned." Jack nods and gets up out of his seat and walks out of the room. He continues to walk down the hall and after a few minutes he finally finds the restrooms. As he gets closer to the door it opens up and steps out three furs, chuckling about something, dressed in red jackets with big M's placed upon the leftside of them, obviously being the school's sport's jackets. He does notice that the larger of the fur's is leopard, but what catches his interest is that their is red stains upon the tips of his claws and draped upon his paws. They push by Jack, almost knocking him down, but he maintains his balance and snarls at them as they walk off. Jack pushes the bathroom door open and slides into the room and glances around, Not noticing anyone in here, he starts to turn back around to exit, but hears someone cough a couple times and let out a groan. Jack walks over to the stalls and pushes one of the doors open only to see Raiden sprawled out upon the floor. "What happened?!?!" Jack yells out as he crouches down and helps set Raiden up. "Nothing..*cough*" Raiden manages to stutter out. Jack slams his paw into the wall "It was those guys I saw come out, darnit, it was them! I'v seen it happen before... but why? Why did they attack you?" Jack stares inquisitively down at Raiden looking for an answer. "Just forget it !" Raiden stammers out and turns his head to the side glancing at the wall with a frown, wiping his nose that had some blood dripping out. "Dude.. You can tell me, why did they? did you piss them off or something?"

Raiden lets out a deep sigh "No, I didnt do -Anything- to them, I dont know why they find me so objective, or why many others have, I cant seem to find anyone who will like me for what I am.."

"And that is?"

"I'm..."

"yeah?"

"I'm Bi Alright? yeah yeah, thats right I'm attracted to guys to, and that seems to Freak everyone out! Its not that big of a deal god damnit!, I wish everyone wouldnt make so much of it! Why does everyone have to fucking care! Its my own personal fucking buisness and if tehy got a problem, then they should keep it to themselves!" Raiden says almost loud enough to be heard outside of the room. Raiden then gets up and pushes Jack out of the way. "I suppose your just like the rest of them, disgusted or whatever it is that cross your minds, it's fine, dont talk to me! I'm fucking fed up with all yall anyways!" Raiden then stamps out of the bathroom and rushes back to class. Jack sits there momentarily stunned at what has just occured, then slowly sets back up and walks back to class. A few feet from his class the bell rings, and the doors immediatly bust open and people dart around trying to get to their friends to talk a few minutes before their next classes. He particularly notices Raiden come out, his eyes red and his fur below his eyes show that of dry tears. He pushes by Jack not even noticing him. Jack notices also that one of the pages in Raiden's book that he was writing in earlier had fallen loose and lays upon the floor. Jack quickly snatches it up and reads it as he walks to his next class.

-Today when I walked into the cafeteria, I noticed a rather dashing new student sitting alone at the table, He was so handsome I was staring at him from across the cafeteria for awhile, Then I got the courage to go talk to him, he was nice and gladly accepted me as his friend, though I wish it was more then that, he's got quite a nice ass from what I can see from under those rather tight pants he's wearing... Oh if only one's dream's could be true....~

Jack folds the note up and sticks it in his pocket and trots off to next class. Hours later the lunch bell rings and Jack lets out a sigh of relief, then strains over his thoughts of whether to go talk to Raiden or not, After about 5 minutes of mental debate he decides to go for it and runs out into the courtyard and see's Raiden sitting by himself on a bench underneath a tall oak tree. Jack walks over and sits down next to Raiden and looks down at the ground. "Rai... I know what happened in there got you stirred up, and I want you to know, Not everyone is like that, Especially not myself..." Jack tilts his head up and gives Raiden a quick peck on his right cheek. Raiden blushes very brightly that it shows through his fur. "I-I-dont.. know what to say... I.." His sentence is cut short as he wraps his arms around Jack and leans in to give Jack a kiss, as their lips touch for the first second, everything thing goes white.

Jack opens his eyes and glances down at a puddle of mucky water, staring back at his shattered form of him self, in old dirty clothes and filthy fur. He sighs and stands back upon his feet and stumbles down a few yards, turning down more alley ways until he comes by a tiger standing by a dumpster dressed in a long dark coat. "Hey C, can I get some more of that stuff?" The tiger stays silent and extends his paw out towards Jack. Jack sighs and slips the tiger a 50 and grabs a blue vial the tiger pulls out from his pocket. Jack walks back down a couple alleys again until he's once again alone. He then pulls out a syrenge and puts the needle in the vial and pulls some of the fluid into the syrenge. He rolls up the right sleeve of his shirt and sticks the needle in his arm and pushes down on the tab and injects the fluid inside his body. Pulling the needle back out Jack closes his eyes once again, drifting off to sleep, into his perfect little dream world once again...

~Fin~

A tip for you all: At times reality may suck, but never make dreams your reality.

-=Iv made many since this, I may put them on some day... but for now you got this! oh and emails about this can be sent to [email protected] or [email protected], Check back for yiff parts though, I'll submit that later=-