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"I just. It fucking hurts, Eugene." The distressed collie girl said and sucked in a lungfull of air to try to keep calm. She sniffed and the young buck sitting next to her on the wooden planks leaned over and put his arm around her shoulders. She accepted the embrace and leaned back into him.

The two of them, both sixteen year old kids, were sitting in the boy's backyard treefort. The old wooden structure was on the property before his parent's had even bought the house, which was before he'd been born. It was old and was only a single square room hardly big enough to make into a bedroom.

Eugene, a young deer, had been her neighbor since they were very young. Her parent's had moved into the house next door when she was a toddler. They'd known each other and had been friends for years.

Even after Jessie started playing dress up and wanting to wear make up they still hung out, since they lived next to each other. They just had less time together. She had her girl things and he had his boy things. Two separate worlds, and she was also a pretty girl.

At school she was on the cheerleading team and was always hanging out with all the other pretty girls. They actually didn't talk that much to other. They had their own groups of friends they sat with in the cafeteria, etc. They weren't growing apart. Just, school was weird. Everything was always normal when they were home. Jessie liked playing whatever new video game Eugene had and he learned that he kinda like listening to her talk about stuff. A lot of it was girl stuff, but it was still her saying it.

He liked Jessie a lot more than she liked him. Romantic vs platonic.

"I'm sorry, Jessie." He whispered and hugged her. She reached over to grab the hem of his shirt, and he took her hand in his. Jessie had been dating a classmate on the baseball team. She found out today that he was also seeing Samantha who was also on the cheerleading team. It broke her heart.

"I thought I was special." She said weakly and listening to the hurt in her voice made him feel hurt. And a little angry. Eugene thought she was special.

"You are, Jessie." He told her.

"I don't even want to be on the team anymore." Jessie exhaled and stop herself from talking more. Her pain felt palpable.

"Then you don't have to be on the team. They treated you like dirt. Find people that do treat you that way, Jessie." He told her. The young buck felt weird talking like that. He didn't normally ever have to stick up for anyone. Usually it was the other way around. It's not like he was a cool popular kid. Just a dork that hung out with the weirdos that liked video games and comic books. Eugene heard her sniff and he looked down to see her wiping her eyes.

He was moving before it really registered to him what he was doing. Eugene pulled the collie with his arm into his lap until she was seated sideways. Jessie looked up at him, surprised, but not doing anything to stop him. He hugged her with both arms really tight.

Eugene felt her wrap her arms around him and they shared several quiet moments together like that.

"He was my first." She whispered to him and let her head rest on his chest. Eugene had no idea what to say to that. Her first? He thought more. Yeah, that kind of first. Eugene never got further with Jessie than an awkward game of doctor when they were a lot younger. They'd been playing fort in her bedroom with couch cushions and pillows, then suddenly she wanted to change clothes. That was when he found out that girls didn't have boy parts. Later in life he kinda felt weirdly happy that he was the first boy to see her naked even though neither of them had anything to brag about at that age.

"Oh." He replied after a few moments. The collie shifted in his lap to get more comfortable then exhaled.

"I should have saved it." She said again quietly. Eugene squeezed her close. It felt right.

"It won't ruin your first time with someone new." He said. "At least I don't think."

The young buck didn't know what he was talking about. He never had a girlfriend. The deer wasn't popular with the girls the same way Jessie was with the boys. She'd had like three boyfriends already. Him? Zero girlfriends.

"I guess so." She replied. "If I don't pick out a jerk next time."

"Lots of guys aren't jerks. Just some of them." Eugene told her, then felt her squeeze him back.

"I know." She told him and he had a feeling, a hope, she was referring to her friendship with him. The thought made him smile.

"Still hurt?" He asked her. There was a small moment where she didn't say anything. Then,

"Not as much as did before. Thanks, Eugene." She told him and rubbed her cheek into his chest. He was smiling. Somehow he'd made her feel better. Both of them were feeling better.

"You're welcome, Jessie." He said. The collie did seem more upbeat. Her fluffy tail was wagging gently from under her skirt.

They sat that way for several more minutes quietly enjoying each others company. He enjoyed her company at least. Eugene hoped that her continued stay in his lap meant she was happy, too. Happy enough to put up with being this close to another boy after her break up.

"Can I ask you a question, Eugene?" She spoke up after a bit more time had passed between them.

"Yeah, sure." The young buck told her. She shifted in his lap again until she was leaning away from him just a little They were looking at each other now with the collie girl holding onto him by the shoulders while he had to keep his arms wrapped around her middle.

"We don't ever talk about this stuff." She started. "You won't turn red and run away if I ask you something personal will you?"

He laughed awkwardly in reply. "I'll try not to?"

She smiled gently and returned to leaning against him. "I'm going to stay like this. I'll be feeling embarrassed, too."

Eugene went back to holding her tight while she inhaled and exhaled once. "Have you ever been with anyone?"

He swallowed. No he hadn't. Jessie was the one popular with the opposite sex, or any sex for that matter. She was pretty, and cool, and smart.

"No. Not yet." He told her. She sighed. He felt embarrassed now. Subpar.

"I kinda wish I could say that, too, now." She replied. "Don't date any girl that's a cunt, ok?"

He laughed nervously. "So, like you?" He cracked a joke.

"Eugene!" She batted him on the shoulder with a fist. "Rude!"

"I'm kidding. I think the jerk fits the label better." Eugene said.

"I agree!" The collie replied and sat back and looked at him. She hesitated before looking like she was going to say something, then returned to leaning against him. She sighed and shifted in his lap another time.

"I promise." He whispered. He felt weird for saying it that way.

"Promise what?" She asked him.

"To date someone that's a good person." Eugene replied. She was quiet after that so he added, "You're a good person, too."

"Are you asking me out?" She giggled. He blushed suddenly.

"No! I mean, I don't know what I mean." He said quickly. "I just, I meant it. I think you are a good person. And I'll make sure I'll be with a good person."

The collie shifted in his lap again. Jessie removed her arms from him and put them in her lap. He noticed that and missed her holding him. Had he said too much? "Eugene?" She asked him with a sigh.

"Yeah?" He asked her back. She rubbed her cheek against his chest.

"When I had my first with Tommy..." She stopped. "We did it the other way."

He was blushing. The other way?

"What other way?" He asked. She suddenly got very nervous in her body language. He squeezed her tight and she calmed down.

"We're not old enough to buy condoms and stuff. So, he wanted more than a BJ." She told him with as much nervousness in her voice as she could fit. "So he wanted to use my butt."

OH. That other way. He was still blushing hot, but he didn't let his grip on her relax. "Oh."

"Yeah." She said. "It wasn't bad. Not after the first time."

Not after first time, Eugene noted. The collie had gotten her first, and second, and so on. He felt even more inadequate now. I guess that's what you can expect from life if you're a popular jerk that plays sports. You can screw around with a bunch of girls and get up under their tails.

"Would you like to try?" She asked him in a low whisper like she was trying to disappear into his shirt. Would he like to try? Would he? Eugene was blushing until his nose threatened to bleed. She noticed his reaction by feeling it. "You don't have to, Eugene!"

"With me?" He asked and almost let his voice crack. He felt her nod into his chest.

"Yeah." She replied back with another whisper.

"I." Eugene hesitated and stopped a stutter before it could begin. "I don't know what to do."

"Do you..." She whispered back to him and slowly rubbed her cheek against his chest. "Do you think I'm pretty?"

"Y-yeah." The young deer replied back and swallowed. He felt her shift in his lap. It was like she was trying to grind against him. His heart was racing already. "I do, Jessie. Really pretty."

She kissed him on the cheek. Eugene was too caught up with the look in her eye to look down as she pulled up her skirt. His heart was pounding out of his chest. She pressed her nose into his neck and inhaled before rubbing her cheek at his chest again. Her hands were on his shoulders. Jessie was pushing at him to go backwards.

"I know what to do." She told him. Eugene allowed her to push him onto his back. The collie swung one leg over him and now the deer was being straddled. Her skirt was pulled up around her middle and he took a risky glance and see a flash of white that he knew wasn't either of their fur. His eyes darted back up to hers.

She put both hands on his chest and stared into his eyes. Jessie smiled and giggled.

"I feel a bit braver about this now that I've got you this far." she whispered. "You can look if you want."

She leaned back and took her hands off of him so she could lift the front of her skirt. Eugene saw she was wearing a pair of white panties. Her brown and white fur looked so clean and perfect.

"Can I look at you?" She asked. He looked back up at her and she looked away. She looked embarrassed. Jessie wanted to look at him... He nervously reached down and she looked to his hands. The collie scooted back away from his crotch a little and Eugene started to fumble with his pants. Jessie reached down to help him, then pushed his hands away to do it herself. The deer felt the pressure of his waistband vanish as she undid the button. Then the pressure over his groin vanished as she, even she was nervous, unzipped him slowly. His eyes kept darting up and down from her eyes to his crotch. Her gaze was glued down at his now open fly.

She looked so nervous! Eugene was already, his heart skipping every other beat as it tried to keep up with the events unfolding, he was already getting hard! He couldn't look as she slipped her fingertips under the hem of his boxers and pulled. He didn't want to see how she'd react. He was afraid.

"Wow." He heard Jessie whisper, then she giggled. He flushed red. Red and hard like he knew his dick was. "You ok, Eugene?"

He looked back at her and saw her looking at him. His rod was jutting up at her from below, but he dared not look down. He nodded. "Is, is it ok?"

Jessie looked down and then back up at him. She smiled and giggled nervously. "It's bigger than Tommy's."

With that she gently grabbed him. Her hand grabbed his dick. Jessie was the first girl to ever touch him down there! He couldn't stop himself from gasping when she stroked it. It felt like she knew what she was doing! Eugene panicked and squirmed under her, but this time she seemed certain she was doing the right thing with him. She kept stroking him and leaned forward to press her hand to his chest to help keep him still.

"If, you," she hesitated as she stroked him. She gave another quick nervous laugh. "If you want up my, you know, I'll need to get you wet first."

He looked at her, eyes wide with awe as his best friend strokes his dick. He nodded at her with approval. Jessie acknowledged that by scooting further down his legs until she was leaning lower and lower down. His gazed down his chest with eyes like dinner plates as he watched her free hand brush the hair from her face. Her mouth opened. She leaned. His eyes fluttered and threatened to roll as the sensation of a velvety soft canine soft enveloped him and then he was swallowed. Her mouth!

Jessie sucked on his dick for a full minute before letting her spit soak him down. She couldn't fit the whole thing in her mouth. Eugene had watched her try and fail. He was too big, but it looked like she knew what to do if she wanted to take it all. She certainly acted like she wanted to take it all. She had to lick him up and down and spit on him instead. His dick was left glistening by the time she was done.

"Don't say anything to embarrass me, ok?" Jessie told him when she sat up.

"Oh, ok." He replied. "I won't."

She smiled, her face looking nervous every as her body seemed confident as she sidestepped off of him to lay down on her belly next to him. The collie looked over at him, then darted her eyes away. Eugene saw her hands readjust her skirt so it was flipped over her butt. Then she started pulling her panties down until they were halfway down her thighs. Her bare rump...

"Don't just stare, Eugene..." she said and hid her face by crossing her arms under her head.

"Wh-what do I do?" he asked her nervously. She whined and spoke up from her hiding place in her arms.

"G-get on top of me, dummy." She said. When he sat up and began to hesitate it gave her enough to to add, "And be gentle! You're big!"

He stopped, froze, then started moving again. Was he going to do this? He was still thinking about while he lifted one leg to straddle her own. He didn't know if he'd have th guts to actually do it even as he shifted his body to put his hips in the right position. He was too much of a coward to get it on with a girl, even if it was his best friend, even though he already had a hand wrapped around the sticky wet base of his dick.

His dick brushed against the fur of her rump they both gasped. He watched Jessie reach her hands back to her ass. Her face rested a cheek on the wooden floor as she tried not to make eye contact. She grabbed both of her ass cheeks and spread them. Eugene looked at the wet end of his dick. She'd gotten him really wet with her mouth. Jessie's mouth had been on his dick... He put his free hand on the wooden floor next to her shoulder and let his hips do the rest.

"Eugene!" She gasped and let go of her cheeks. His dick touched her opening. The young buck froze in place. "Cold!"

"Do you want me to-" he started to ask.

"No! No, I mean. We've come this far, you butt." She tried to laugh, but she was so nervous. "Please be gentle, Eugene."

He started pushing at her, gently. She pulled her arms back up to cradle her head and her face was hidden. Eugene heard her suck in air. She gasped again. The deer felt the most incredible pressure on his dick he'd ever felt. It was almost like it was impossible to make it go in, but he had no experience. How could he ever know what it would be like to do this?

"Eu- Oh!" She began and then clamped her mouth shut. Eugene was panting. His dick, it was started to, then it slipped! She whined from her hiding place as his cock began to sink deeper. Her body squirmed and flexed under him, but he was trying to be gentle. He let his body sink lower and lower until the whines coming from Jessie turned to whimpers.

"Are you ok, Jessie?" He asked her, worried, and stopped his descent. Her face, buried in one arm, held firm to her hiding place, but her other hand? She jerked it back and reached for him. Her palm for his shirt and she clutched it in a fist. He didn't budge a muscle. She panted and breathed into her her arm patiently with big breathes. The deer looked down at himself. He'd not put much in her, but he was... she said he was big, bigger than her cheating jerk of an ex.

She started pulling at his shirt and she looked back up at her head. Jessie was still hiding, but she was pulling gently at his shirt. He leaned forward and let his hips sink further. She sucked in air and whined, but she wouldn't let go of his shirt.

"Jessie?" He asked again even as his hips sank lower still. Something 'gave' and he sank deeper in a quick motion. She gasped and tensed up all over. The hand on his shirt pushed at him, but he froze still as ice afraid to move. Together, both frozen solid, they remained as they were. Eugene was terrified to move.

"So big." He heard her muffled whimper. He felt a twinge of guilt.

"I'm sorry, Jessie." He told her. "Do you want to stop?"

He was so hard right now, and she was so horribly tight! If he wasn't so distracted and concerned for Jessie he'd surely have popped already by now. There was too much going, too much to worry about.

"Mhm!" She whined again and removed her hand from his shirt. She pulled it under her head to joint the other one. "Go!"

She didn't sound confident at all! He was nervous. Worried. He pushed a little. She squeaked and flexed under him. He stopped. He tried it again and she made more little noises as he struggled his way deeper inside her backdoor.

Eugene finally gave another look down to stared down his chest. The deer saw he was halfway in her. He was halfway! Eugene had always been afraid he'd never get laid, or if he did that she'd tell him to stop. Jessie wasn't telling him to stop. She wanted him to keep going, didn't she? She told him to 'go!'

"Eugene!" She shouted into the crook of her elbow, trying to muffle herself again, as the young buck pushed his dick a little deeper. Eugen let go of his dick and gripped her tightly on the waist and pulled back before pushing in again. This time, he didn't stop or worry. He was going to keep on going. Jessie wanted him to keep going. He kept rocking back and forth into her as he watched his childhood friend gasp and squirm on her belly as he repeatedly violated her backdoor.

He didn't know what to say so he said nothing. Eugene spread his knees further and leaned over Jessie until his back was pressed against her back. In an effort to mimic what he'd seen on the internet he started lifting his hips to drop them down like a weight. The first time he did it she squealed and bit into her arm to cut off the noise, but he didn't let her reaction stop him.

He panted and dropped his head next to hers so their cheeks touched. His cock had to be deeper inside her now, and her whole body was twitching and squirming uncontrollably underneath him as he continued his struggle to hoist himself high only to let his hips drop like a weight.

He wanted to cum, but he was a shrimp already. He couldn't let himself fall any lower by cumming too fast. That was his biggest worry, that a hopeless dork like him wouldn't be able to satisfy a partner. Jessie squealed again and shoved her ass up at him as her body shook from head to toe.

Eugene stopped briefly and let her rock her ass into his lap. She turned her head and let go of the mouthful of arm she'd muffled herself with.

"God, Eugene!" She whined. They locked their gazes and he was flabbergasted by the look in her eyes. "Don't stop!"

She shoved her ass back into him hard enough to lift his hips a little. He shoved his hips back down and slapped her own into the wood below them. She yipped and returned to biting her arm. Was she enjoying it? He was shocked, and invigorated! Jessie was enjoying it!

He dropped his hips into her, she squealed, and he lifted himself up on his arms to put both hands on her shoulders. She looked back at him, eyes all a glitter and glistening for him. The young buck took a glance at where his body pierced hers and saw he'd squeezed everything he had to give into her tight backdoor.

"Y-you sure?" He asked her nervously. She bucked her hips up in reply, which made her squeal behind a bitten lip.Her gaze at him was hot as fire and Eugene leaned forward and let let instinct tell him what to do. He kissed her. She kissed back and wiggled her ass into his lap.

He started fucking her. Eugene rocked his hips into gently at first. The tug and pull of her asshole on his dick was mesmerizing as it lulled him into a steadier, harder, rhythm. It felt so good to be inside someone! Jessie was a whining mess under him as she squirmed as he plowed her little hole.

The young buck kept at her for as long as he could. His cock was twitching and jerking helplessly inside the collie as he snorted his way to his first orgasm with a girl. He was going to lose his virginity for good! His whole body felt tense like electricity was coursing through him, and then...

When it hit him, it was actually a surprise. Eugene had done his best, struggling the entire time, to hold himself back, but when she gave him her whining squeal it proved to be the trigger. Muzzle free of her arm she let it loose and blasted him with right in his ear. This long needy and satisfied canine howl hit his ears and his cock started jumping. There was nothing to stop now except time itself as everything slowed to a standstill while he felt his first climax with a girl, with Jessie.

He just kept filling her. It never occurred to him, actually, that he'd cum in her. The young buck just didn't have the experience. Even with his body going rigid while his cock was firing off its load, he was blissfully unaware of the deluge his boy nuts were subjecting his friend to.

Eugene finally gave his first, weak, grunt and shoved his nose into the crook of her neck while her hips rocked and jerked under him instinctively while he finished filling her. The sensation, growing dull now, was still so intense that he kept his nose buried into her fur long after his dick had finally slowed its pulsing to a mere dribble. He could feel the pressure inside her trying to force his dick out of her hole.

"Eugene..." She whimpered said his name with an weary exhale. She felt totally limp underneath him, and he was limp on top of her, too. That had been the most amazing experience he'd ever had, and it had been with Jessie!

The young buck was reluctant to pull free of her, but he felt wrong just laying on top of her. Still rather stiff within her rump he did eventually pull himself free. The slurp that followed made him blush as well as prompting a another weak whine from Jessie. He saw the mess he'd made in her. His no-longer-virginal seed poured out of her in a single gush the moment his head was free of her tunnel, then rapidly dropped down to nothing but a few stubborn and drooling rivulets. Eugene felt completely spent. He'd given her everything.

"You alright, Jessie?" He asked her and crawled over next to her to lay on his side. Still laying belly down, completely exhausted, the collie tilted her head to face him with her cheek pressed to the wooden planks. She had a dreamy and dazed look on her face.

"Mhm." She hummed. He felt suddenly awkward and self conscious with his dick softening in the open air and her looking at him eye to eye. What would they do now? He likced his lips and leaned in to kiss her on the cheek, like it was something he should do. She turned her head before he could and made their lips meet instead. Eugene got his second real kiss. "I didn't think I'd ever like back there." She whispered to him.

"You didn't?" He asked, confused. Jessie continued to stare into his eyes. She reached out a hand and he didn't hesitate to grab it in his. She squeezed, then so did he.

"Tommy never made it feel good." She whispered. Eugene squeezed her hand a little tighter. "But that was amazing."

The buck smiled back at her feeling the happiest he'd ever been in his life. "I thought so, too, Jessie!"