Vent a Plea
#6 of Poetry
Help!
Help me please..
Bang! Bang! Bang!
My hand just thumped on this mental glass.
A glass that was just but one side of this delusional box.
Emotions were something I was never good at.
I still am not good at.
I'm suffocating.
I'm drowning.
Help!
Help me please..?
I want to scream it out.
I want to cry it out.
But..
Silence.
Silence in this darkness.
Silence in the outer world.
I
Am
Begging
You.
Hear me once.
Hear my silent struggles.
Hear my overwhelming emotions.
Help me.. Please..
I am drowning.
Frustration has sunk into my bones.
Anxiety has stolen my very breath.
Disgust has settled its nest in the pits of my stomach.
Time has granted me a mercy of finally freezing everything.
For now I can breath.
I can finally scream.
I've finally released that sob.
I am not weak.
I am a survivor.
I
Am
Begging
You...
Save me just once.
Hold me just once.
Will you hear my pleas?
Will you leave me to this silence?
Will you allow me such suffrage?