Poem by a sad wolf
Just getting my feels out on paper. Nothing to see here unless you want a glimps into my mind
Why am i forced to be alone? Why is it that i have to be completely isolated? Why is it when i find someone that makes me happy they have to leave? Am i really not worth keeping around? I go and puncture my heart, spilling all the pain i have, the love i could give, the strength i must lend, and yet, it isn't enough for someone around me to love them self, to see what i see. I go and i make myself the most vulnerable I possibly can and it brings me a great joy, but also a bleeding pain. Why does each beat i give hurt? Why are you pulling away? Can you not see your beauty? My heart bleeds for you, you don't need to suffer, i can handle it. Why do you pull away? Cant you see my love for you? What joy you make me feel and that each beat i have may hurt, but that the great happiness you give me out weighs that? Why did you pull away? Now I'm left with this hole in my heart, where's the joy you brought me? Why did you take it away? My love, it is released, but now i must find another to bleed for? Im sorry, i couldn't bleed enough for you, I'm sorry i couldn't show you how beautiful you are. How can we both be okay? You bleed, i bleed, we both suffer and now neither of us can relieve the other. Im sorry, i shouldn't point it out, but you're wrong, you are worth it to me. I just wish you could see why i bleed again, why i willingly punctured my heart. Why every moment with you was the joy in my life. Why this pain, that i am burdened with now was worth every second you gave me. I love you, and always will. Please make the right decision and come back to me when you cant handle your pain anymore, give me just a taste of that joy i felt. You don't have to be alone, we don't have to be alone. Yet, we are.