Secrets

Story by Addykatz on SoFurry

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#34 of One Shots

Hi~ Hope this is tagged enough/correctly. Practicing first person.

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I didn't know what to expect when I moved in with my brother, Devin. Our parents had cut off communication between us when they kicked him out. When he came out to them he was pretty much exiled. No one wants a gay teenager in your house to corrupt the rest of the family right? But I was sick of living with them by 18 and I had to get out. I got a hold of him through a friend since our parents monitored my social media accounts. I was going to college so I just told them I was moving closer to campus with a friend.

It's been over a month now and I have to admit it was weird at first. The first few days we caught up and everything seemed great but then the old conversation topics ran out and we both didn't really know how to talk to each other. I've always been shy so that didn't help of course. The mood was almost as uptight as at our parents place, he seemed to be just as nervous as me. I don't blame him, he was pretty much demonized before he left and maybe he was actually afraid of "corrupting me". Unbeknownst to him or our parents though he didn't have to corrupt me, I was already gay.

We got used to each other over time as we rekindled our relationship. I had looked up to him since I was little and I think he knew that. I think that's why he always tried to hide the dates he brought home from me. I knew he went out partying, sometimes he brought home a guest and would pretend they were just going to his room for a moment. I don't think he knew how jealous I got when he did that. I'd be forced to listen to them go at it while I tried to sleep or watch something to drown out the muffled sounds. Tonight was no different.

"Welcome home." I said without looking behind me. Even with the T.V blaring I could hear the frenzied grabbing and kissing going on behind me as my brother came home.

"Oh!" he said. There was a distinct rustling of waistbands and belts being fastened. "I thought you'd be asleep by now lil bro." he was right, I usually was asleep by now but I was feeling a little homesick.

"Nah I couldn't sleep, you have a fun time?" I didn't turn around, part of me knew I'd be jealous if I saw whoever he'd brought back with him. For a few seconds I didn't hear anything, then there was a paw on my shoulder. I looked over to see his black paw stay there as he came around the couch and set next to me. My feet were folded under me and I had to un-tuck them to give him room to sit. The wolf looked at me and took his paw from my shoulder to fold it in his lap over the very obvious bulge. He was canted towards me and he huffed before talking.

"Look, I know this hasn't come up yet and I've really tried to shield you from it." he paused for a moment, perhaps to try and read my expression but I tried to keep it as neutral as possible. "I don't know what mom and dad told you, or said about me after I left... but I am gay and I don't want you to hate me for it." he must have thought they'd done a good job brainwashing me. His ears twisted as he finished talking, pointing towards me for my response.

"I still look up to you. I don't care who you date." I smiled at him. "I'm not up late to try and catch you I swear. I just couldn't sleep." my brother seemed to be relieved.

"I just wanted to be sure, I didn't know if they like.. got to you... you know?" he rested his elbow on the top of the couch and propped his head up, his head tilting to the side a little bit. I hated when he did it because he was so god damn cute.

"I think they had good intentions but yeah, I don't hate you for who you are." his bushy black tail flicked off the side of the couch. "I'm just a little homesick, it's weird living without them always over my shoulder."

"It's a blessing, you just don't know it yet." he chuckled. "There's some NyQuil up in the bathroom cabinet if you want." I nodded at him and looked back at the T.V. trying to seem uninterested.

"I hope I'm not interrupting your play date." I winked at him.

"Right... don't stay up too late. You have work tomorrow." he said and kissed my forehead before standing up.

"Thanks mom." I scoffed.

"Night Bro, love you."

"Night, love you too..." I said back as he headed off with pep in his step. I didn't feel like getting up yet so I watched a few more reruns of my favorite show. When I finally had enough I grabbed my blanket and carried it with me to the bathroom to grab the magic sleeping potion. I popped the cap but nearly dropped it when I heard a clear whine. I wasn't even near the source but I blushed just thinking about it. After downing a little bit of the NyQuil I turned off the light and headed past my brothers room to get to mine. The bastard had left his door open though. I don't know if it was an accident or on purpose but I could clearly see them on his bed. My brother's hips pounding into some fox doggy style. The longer I watched the dirtier I felt, it couldn't have been more than a few seconds but I couldn't pull my eyes away from the mating act. I probably would have kept watching all night but the fox looked up and saw me. He winked and let out another girlish whine that practically caused the button on my jeans to pop off. I've never gotten a boner that fast before. My brother was too busy in the act to notice me and I tore myself away and finished heading to my room. The sound of their hips slapping together seemed to echo down the hall.

I laid down after stripping to my boxers and waited nervously for the drug to kick in. The worst part of it all was how much I liked watching them. I'd watched guys fuck online before but nothing looked as intimate as real life. I hoped the fox wouldn't tell my brother I was watching. I didn't need things to be weird between us. The whining and moaning continued for the next few minutes as I became increasingly drowsy. I couldn't keep my paw from snaking into my boxers as I listened. I closed my eyes and just played the scene of them in my head over and over like a looped video. My paw pried my sheath down and I held my knot as I drifted to sleep.

The next morning I woke with the hardest morning wood of my life but my door was open and I didn't want to risk it. I stayed in my boxers and rubbed my eyes on the edge of the bed. With any luck the morning won't be super awkward. I waited for my erection to fade before making my way down the hall. The door was still open from the previous night and I stopped just before it. After a deep breath I peeked my head around and saw the two lovebirds passed out. My brother was wrapped around the fox like baby holding a plushie. It was cute but I couldn't be caught peeking on them again so I continued on my way.

The living room was how I left it and the fox's things were on the table; I couldn't help sneak a peek. Blake huh? That's a cute name for a fox... I set his things back down and opened the fridge to start cooking myself some breakfast. My morning routine always had some eggs and sausage, followed with a little morning news. I flopped down on the couch and ate from the plate in my lap.

"What'd you make me?" came from behind me. I choked on the sausage in my muzzle and spit it back onto my plate. The fox came up behind me and leaned over the couch behind me. I turned my head to see him, noticing he wasn't wearing a shirt. His orange shoulders tapered to white on his arms and chest but I couldn't see much else. He giggled as the sausage came back out of my muzzle almost whole.

"There's some stuff in the fridge if you wanna make something." I said.

"If that little sausage is giving you trouble you're going to need some practice."

"What?" I scoffed, brushing off his remarks. "

"A little shy are we?" he said, coming around the couch to sit next to me, he slumped into the couch with his legs propped up on the ottoman. Along with not wearing a shirt he was barely wearing underwear, he had a thin red thong on which laced around his hips and barely hid the white fur of his groin. I tried to ignore him and keep eating my food. I scarfed it down too quickly because of my nerves though and was soon left with nothing to fake my interest in. I was afraid my sheath might get some funny ideas if I looked at him for too long, my brother did have good taste in guys at least. The plate settled into my lap as I focused my attention on the T.V. until he eventually spoke again.

"Devin told me he had a brother... he didn't tell me you were gay though..." he said through a sly grin.

"I'm not gay dude, sorry to burst your bubble." I glanced over to see the cocky look on his muzzle and snapped back forward.

"You looked awfully interested in the show you were watching last night. But I'm not one to judge if you like to watch." the fox seemed more confident after my denial.

"I was surprised is all, don't see it everyday."

"Oh my god. He doesn't know does he?" the fox started to laugh.

"Know what?" my only defense wasn't exactly working.

"I won't tell him, I think it's kinda cute though." I could feel him smiling off to the side of my view.

"I have to get ready for work."

"You haven't looked at me this whole time, it's like you're scared of something." he snickered. I looked over at him with a low growl in my throat, frustrated that he was pushing me. He anticipated it though and met me with his warmest smile, complete with a subtle lip bite. It didn't stop there, oh no he was giving me the full treatment, his paws slowly went down his sides and stomach like he was modeling for a lingerie commercial. My eyes betrayed my mind and like a fool they followed the source of temptation down to the fox's lewdly covered crotch. It felt like an eternity of staring. "I'm not the type to talk but honey you need to try a lot harder if you want to keep it a secret. Just sayin."

I swallowed and stood to take my plate to the kitchen, neither of us said anything else but I returned to the couch against my better judgment.

"I just don't know if I should tell him you know?" my insides starting spilling out, I wasn't expecting to let it out so easily and neither was the fox, his eyes a darting around as I kept talking. "How well you do know him? I mean if our parents find out they'd freak."

"Easy there, one thing at a time." he folded his legs and pressed his paws towards me in the air to slow me down. "I think I've know Devin for... a few months, yeah that sounds right."

"He was kicked out when we were younger, our parents didn't like the idea of him living with us anymore. If they find out both their kids are gay they'll freak out." I sputtered out. All this time I felt like there was a burden on me to be straight because I couldn't be the one who sealed the fate of our family line.

"Deep... he never told me but I really don't think he'll mind." the fox said, his tone and posture still relaxed.

"What if he thinks its his fault? What if our parents blame him? They already hate him..." I let out a loud sigh, I guess I never realized how relaxing it was to let all this out, even if it was to a total stranger.

"Doubt it, he'll probably be excited, hell I would be if I had a gay brother." the fox chuckled. "If your parent's treated him that way they'll probably treat you the same. You want my advice? Live your life." that seemed like a simple thing to say.

"I guess, but I just think it might be easier to keep it to myself." my ears and muzzle have slumped down enough for him to pity me because he leaned over and grabbed my muzzle. He looked into my eyes briefly and then inched his body forward bringing our muzzles together. His paw was soft against my cheek and his lips were somehow softer as they met mine. His tongue flicked against my teeth and it took my a second to process what he wanted. Letting his tongue in was probably the best decision I had made all year. He gave me a teasingly soft moan as his muzzle slowly parted and he sat back where he was on the couch.

"If you keep to yourself you'll never get a kiss like that again." I was frozen staring at him. "First time kissing a guy?" he asked. I nodded but I think he already knew the answer. "A virgin too?" he asked eagerly, like it was something to be excited about. I nodded again and his face lit up. "Oh my gosh, that's so cute! I mean, you know... your brother's going to flip when he finds out. In a good way I mean!" he was sitting up now and clasping his paws together, leaning closer to me than before.

"Can you not tell him? I'll tell him when I'm ready." the fox drew his paw across his lips and made a zipping noise. I nodded mostly to myself and then turned my eyes forward to the T.V. as I thought about what to do next. Work was in about an hour so I needed to get ready, I was about to get up but I felt something on my thigh. Looking down I saw the fox's red and white paw laying gently on my upper thigh. "What are you doing?"

"Nothing. Just testing you." he said, his eyes glued to my crotch. I knew what he was waiting for, I also knew I was powerless to stop myself as his paw started moving in slow circles. "Ah!" he giggled as he saw the fabric move, my sheath betraying me.

"Look I have work soon, I need to get ready!" I yipped loudly as his paw invaded my boxers to grab my sack. His paw rolled my balls around carefully as he guided me through unfamiliar waters. "I don't think we should. I reall-" his other paw joined the first in my boxers, guiding my sheath through the front and holding it up for the world to see.

"I'm going to give you another reason to come out. After this you can decide how long you want to wait before telling Devin." he left the couch next to me and got on his knees between my legs. He spread them apart for me to make room, I only picked up what he wanted after he nudged me enough. I held my legs open and swallowed the lump in my throat. It was unnerving and strange to have another male taking total control of me. His paw caressed my tender orbs but I was on edge the whole time, afraid for some reason that he might squeeze too tight or pull too hard. His muzzle put me to ease though as he used his lips to slide my sheath back. Like the previous night I was stiffening faster than ever before, his muzzle a perfect fit for the growing wolf cock.

"Ahh..." my words were gone, they no longer existed. There was only warmth and a sloppy wetness that was accompanied by noises only a porno director could love. In no time I was a rock in his maw, his tongue dragging expertly along the underside of my shaft as he bobbed. My arms fidgeted at my side, I wasn't sure what to do with them and my partner could tell. I couldn't take my eyes off him and he used to his advantage, keeping his eyes locked with mine as his muzzle glided along my shaft. His paws left my sac and from under my knot to pat my thighs. I shook my head in confusion and he pointed at my paw. I held them out for him and he took hold of them to guide them onto the back of his head. I got the hint and pulled him forward gently, not wanting to choke him. He showed his appreciation by squeezing my knot with his lips.

"Fuck Blake.." his eyebrows raised and lowered, he had never told me his name. I didn't care and simply pulled him farther down my shaft when he paused. There were some muffled words but he quickly found his pace again. I rubbed his soft ears and held them flat against his head as he bobbed. His tail was swishing around happily behind him, he must have been enjoying this as much as me. My stomach tensed as I felt my shaft throb between his lips. They tightened as I fed him some pre cum and he picked up his pace. His paw hooked under my knot and pulled me closer to the edge. I was so enthralled in the moment I didn't notice a pair of paws on my shoulders, holding me still and gently massaging.

"He's good isn't he?" my brother asked, I almost jumped out of my fur. I turned my head up to see him with an approving look on his muzzle. "Why didn't you tell me?" I could only manage whimpers to answer him. I left one paw on the back of Blake's head and the other I brought to my shoulder to grab my brother's paw. I squeezed it tighter as my cock throbbed again, harder this time. My legs shook a little and I let out a pent up groan. My brother squeezed my paw harder and nipped at my ear gently as I started whimpering freely. I wanted it to last so much longer but Blake had other plans, I was powerless and before I could let out any more whimpers Devin tilted my head back and kissed me.

It was something magical, as soon as his lips met mine I nearly lost all sensation in my legs. The loud slurping filled my ears as my shaft pulsed rapidly, shooting quick, thick ropes of wolf cum to feed the fox. He was loving every second of it, his throat tightening around my cock after each pulse. My mind was all over the place, I managed to forget that I was kissing my brother because I was so caught up my orgasm. I was able to return Devin's affection once my cock let go off my mind. For a few minutes we stayed like that, Blake with his muzzle sucking me for dear life and my brother making out with me from above. Our parent's would have no doubt killed us both if they saw this cesspool.

Devin broke the kiss and stood tall, patting my shoulders still.

"Jake... this is Blake, my boyfriend." he introduced us. I chuckled and smiled down at the fox who waved his paw at me. The fox slowly pulled off my cock and tucked it back into my boxers. He stood and I saw his shaft poking free from the thong. He walked around the couch to kiss my brother who immediately pulled the fox close. "I leave you alone for a few minutes and you turn my brother gay?" they laughed.

"Hey I was going to tell you... just wasn't sure when would be a good time." I butted in.

"We'll figure it out when you get home from work bro."

"Oh crap!" I said and jumped up, ignoring the wetness on my crotch from all the saliva. I jolted to my room and changed before running back to living room to find the two still making out.

"Bye!" they both ushered me out and I took off for work, trying to push everything that just happened out of my mind so i could focus.

Back at home...

"You seriously didn't know?" Blake asked, he was wrapped up in the wolf's arms, his cock poking against his leg.

"No I swear! This is the first I've seen him in years, said he wanted to live with me because it was closer to university and work." Devin wiped some cum from his lover's lip then held the fox firmly by his round ass and growled into their next kiss.

"That's pretty cute, I was his first you know." Blake teased, leaning into the bigger wolf. "I think he might be bigger than you..."

"Why don't you compare when he gets home?" Devin lifted the fox and set him on the kitchen counter. "Until then why don't you spread your legs like a good fox?"

"Pfft. You kiss your mother with that muzzle?"