Reminiscing
Reminiscing By Michael J. Simmons (ADULT SITUATIONS: Male on Female, Male on Male or Female on Female. If you happen to be offended by sexually explicit situations or language between, Peoples then please do not read further. Also any Resemblance's between this work of Fiction and any person's living or dead, is not intentional.) Journal of Jackob Canid Date: 18Aug0X I woke up this morning to another pounding headache, knowing why it was I got it and how did not help as I struggled my way to the bathroom, and knelt to empty the contents of my bingeing last night. It still does not help it never does the booze, the drugs, the mindless empty sex. I remember looking into the mirror to see the haunted look that stared back at me in the mirror, my fur once glorious and full that shone with health, back when she was in my life, when she would grace my life with her dignity, laughter and poise. What I want I can never have ever again, cause she is gone from my life these three months gone. The eyes that looked back at me show me the toll that has been paid. The pain and suffering that reflects in them, my hazel eyes which once light up with laughter and joy when she would enter into a room. It takes no amount of sense to realize what it is I lost, I miss her, and I miss my Bethany. I miss her laugh, her smile the shine in her eyes and the warmth of her against my fur. I miss the things that mattered most about us being together the ability of us to be together to feel her close. As I sit here recording this journal, I can almost feel her resting against me, the sun warming the room we shared. I can remember a night not that long ago. We laid together on the couch watching a movie on the TV, some movie I cannot even remember what it was about. All I do remember about that night was how good it felt to be with her, I could still taste her lips and the minty smell of her breath as we kissed tenderly and deeply. The feel of her breasts as I felt them through her shirt. I can still see her blue eyes as she enjoyed my gentle persuasions of her body, as we started to make love there on the couch. I loved the feel of her smooth skin against me, as I started to unbutton her shirt to gently kiss and taste her breasts, the feel of her legs resting on the outside of mine as she proceeded to straddle me. My ears hear her soft moans as she starts to get excited, I know she can feel the hardness of me between her legs, as my hands start to skim her skin. Her hands start to pull up my shirt and run through my thick fur, she pulls my head in closer to her chest, murmuring about her wolfy. Slowly she feels me lift her up and shift her to remove her skirt and slide off her panties, as we still kiss passionately. The feel of her undergarments damps to my touch, as she stands before me gloriously naked and beautiful. I go back to her body to kiss her breast, which to me where a nice size, the smell of her body shower gel a lilac scent filling my nostrils as I rubbed my wet nose against her. I kiss her upper belly and lower chest making my way down her body slowly and deliciously I love every inch of her. Kissing her I stop just at her navel and gently nuzzle there and her lower belly, my hands feeling the shivering of her bodies minimal sexual release at my caresses of her body. I stop just short of her pubic region slowly snuffling at her scent, as I take my taste of her. I feel her hands run through the nape of my neck as she encourages me, my ears flicker at her growing moans of pleasure, the TV still running in the background, with care I flick my wolfish tongue in and out of her glistening mound of moist femininity. The desire building in me as her right leg came up and over my left shoulder allowing me greater access to her, sticking my muzzle further into her I proceeded to eat and suckle at her vulva. Bringing my right hand into play I feel her. Both inside and out, I stroke her to her first orgasm, her hands grip my head and ears as she shudders in pleasure, she gasping for air. As I continue to lick her, I proceed back up her body kissing, nuzzling and suckling until I stand upright. Her hands grasp my shorts and pull them off as she starts to caress my hardness. We kiss deeply again as she pulls me against her the feel of her pink smooth skin. As I lower her to the couch, spreading her legs, she starts to encircle my waist pulling me into her. Past several months we had been having sex with out anything to stand between us and tonight were no different as I stare into her eyes. Her eyes encouraging me as I am engulfed into her depths. We move slowly, building in our need. I feel her shudder and cry out as she buries her mouth into my fur, as I thrust deeper and harder into. Her voice in my ears 'cum in me Lover.... Cum in me My Wolf... Yes' as her body shudders with her release as I continue to thrust into her. My penis rubbing in her the feel of her nice and tight around me, the need of me building to release, then it happens I release in her filling her uterus with my Anthro seed. Laying there our bodies entwining as we slowly savor the after glow of our lovemaking. That was over seven months ago, just only four months ago she told me that she was with child, and three months ago she died when we where coming home after being at a party. We where broadside by a drunk driver she died at the scene, I survived if that is what you call it. Bethany I miss you, I need you, I loved you. I will see you soon... * * *
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