squire diary

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My first attempt at a first person narrative.

It is a fanfic based on the game Fallout 4, so there might be spoilers


Wednesday, July 13th, 2228

I have just come from the most amazing journey ever and I wanted to write down my feelings about it.

it really warmed my young 11-year, boy, red fox heart when lancer captain Kells said that the legendary sentinel had decided to finally do the mission "Lead by example", and I was elected to be the squire to join him. The other squires were so jealous.

We have heard a lot about the sentinel. He was apparently the sole survivor of vault 111, had been frozen for 200 years only to wake up to find out that his son, who also had been frozen with him had been stolen by the institute. He swore revenge and got it by destroying the institute for the Brotherhood. He also destroyed the railroad, had killed death claws, super mutants, went to the glowing sea, helped us build Liberty Prime and even did his duty and killed his own mentor when it was discovered that he was a dirty synth. I was so excited to meet him.

He was however not really what I expected as he arrived to pick me up at Boston airport. He was a grey wolf and I had seen have on the Prydwen plenty of times, never wearing Brotherhood of Steel clothes, but always strange things. This time he was wearing a black wetsuit and armor items scattered around his body. He would later say, when I asked that he got the wetsuit from Far Harbor and the armor from killing legendary enemies and that the items boosted his abilities. A lot of what he said was a bit weird but that would only be the beginning.

I tried to be friendly but he didn't seem that interested, saying he only did the mission for the caps and the experience points, which I didn't quite understand either. He didn't really seem like any other Brotherhood of Steel member I had ever met. He didn't wear our clothes and he didn't seem to do the missions for the Brotherhood, but more for fun and for those "experience points". Maybe that's why some of the adults didn't like him, but he had done a lot for the brotherhood and was my superior so I decided to show my respect anyway.

We took a BoS aircraft to our destination, the Wicked shipping Fleet Lockup, where he was going to show how to hunt ghouls. Here he also behaved most unorthodox, instead of going in slowly and methodically he just went into the area, pulled out an impressive locking rifle and then went around shooting the ghouls, like he knew where they were going to be. It made a little more sense when he later told me that he had been there a bunch of times and the ghouls always seemed to like to be in the same places.

After he had dealt with the vermin he collected a bunch a trash. Not something I would do since I couldn't see the use of half of it but he seemed to pick it up fine. I was a bit concerned about how much weight he was carrying, but he simply said that he had a "strong back" perk that didn't make it a problem. He also talked a lot about perks, which must be some sort of 200-year-old slang term that I don't quite understand.

I was a bit disappointed that I didn't get to see more fighting, but the sentinel said that he wanted to do a couple of things while he was in the area. First he went to a supermarket, where in front was a giant monster, a behemoth, fighting a bunch of ghouls. But instead of avoiding the situation, the sentinel just took out a four-barreled missile launcher and started shooting until they were all dead. He then went to kill a couple of raiders, where he also got himself a couple of rare mine-nukes.

After that he went into the supermarket where he ran around with a flamethrower and killed a bunch of ghouls. Then he again picked up a bunch of stuff, this time it was a bit more understandable since it was food.

Then he went to Cambridge Police Station, which was a brotherhood stronghold. There I got to meet scribe Haylen, who was a nice lady, and the sentinel gave her an item and she gave him another mission for an item.

But then I got to meet knight Rhys, I don't mean to disrespect a commanding officer, but this guy seemed like a proper jerk, and I would say meaner things if he wasn't my superior. He completely disrespected the sentinel, who outranked him, which in itself would be ground for harsh punishment. He also indicated that he thought the sentinel was lazy, which was just out of line, coming from a guy who just stayed at one building while the sentinel destroyed the institute, killed behemoths and other enemies of the Brotherhood. I really had to constrain myself not to yell at him.

After the sentinel had gotten another mission from the knight he went on to a pond nearby, where there was another behemoth, that he yet again killed without much problem. He then went to a settlement, which had been an old camp ground, where he unloaded his junk and sold the raider clothes to a couple of shops he had built there.

I was actually impressed and uplifted that the sentinel had chosen to help these people getting a settlement and I felt my respect for him grow. The settlers were however also a bunch of jerks, since they said things like "You got a dangerous look about you" and "I hope you are not here for me", I mean seriously, the man has helped those people numerous time, by giving them the settlement and killing nearby enemies and they didn't even thank the sentinel.

We then traveled on even though it was getting dark and I asked if we shouldn't make camp. The sentinel was brave and didn't seem to fear what lurks in the night, but out of the concern of me he lit a bonfire and we got some rest. Then I got him to tell me about all the adventures he had had and the enemies he had defeated. He asked about how his son Shaun was doing and I told him, truthfully so, that we were welcoming him as a squire.

I then asked him why he wasn't raveling with any companion, since I had heard he had quite a few good friends in the Commonwealth. He again started talking about perks, that he was trying one out that helped if one traveled alone. He said that he no longer felt that his companion was a burden, but he also said it did get lonely and he would soon travel with someone again. I asked if he was romantic with any of his companions and he said all of those he could be it with, since it gave him a perk. I then dared to suggest that I could help him if he needed to alleviate some pent up need for romance.

I couldn't see his face for his mask, but he was starring in dead silence at me. I asked him if he knew the code for romance in the Brotherhood and he shook his head. Since he had never had squire training or other formal training I could understand that and I told him that we squires are told that if we are in the field and feel the urge to be with someone, then don't go to a prostitute, since they might have a disease, but instead get help from another one in the brotherhood. I told him that our commanding officer had then been with each of us in my squire squad and helped us be with each other.

I said to the sentinel that if he wanted to the all he had to do was order me, but he just sat there in silence. I then said "or order me to stop" and then I went to him. He is the hero of the commonwealth and he deserves a reward, so I reach to his crotch and he didn't protest. The zipper in his wetsuit was a bit hard to open but I finally got it open and had access to his grey furred sheath.

I started kissing and suckling at it until his red organ began to emerge, to which I then began kissing and sucking it. The sentinel didn't say much other than giving soft moans, but when he said that I should lick his balls I dutifully did so, taking each of his big heavy orbs in my mouth and sucking them gently.

I then returned to the shaft that I licked and sucked as my commander had taught me, although his had been feline and this was canine. I didn't get to make him come in my mouth however, since he soon ordered me to lower my pants and get on all fours.

I did as instructed, I lowered my pants to my knees and then got on all fours. He then fingered my hole to make me ready. Then I felt the usual pain as his warm organ entered me.

He was bigger than anyone I had ever been with, but I was determent to handle it and true to form, my pain soon became my pleasure as I had adjusted to the sensation of the hard intruder exploring my insides.

The sentinel kept hammering me for minutes and I felt his knot banging against my opening in hopes of getting in. I knew it was going to be painful, but I wanted to impress him, I wanted to show him I can handle anything so that the sentinel would acknowledge me as a good recruit.

Finally, the knot entered me and I think I took it well. I then felt him shoot his warm seed in me and he asked if I was okay. I answered yes and he complemented me for doing well. We then felt a sleep, with me still attached to him, luckily there was no super mutants or other enemies that attacked us during the night.

The next morning, he woke up and he had a morning stiffy. He made me suck his dick and this time he came in my mouth. After that he took off his mask and then he sucked me off, and I was glad to finally see his face to see it was quite handsome.

After that we headed to the Prydwen where the sentinel told lancer captain Kells that I had done well and he would trust me to pick the next squire to join him.

I am so glad that the sentinel liked me so much he put me in charge of picking squires that he might like. Naturally I want to pick myself all the time but I have to be selfless and also give the other squires some experience.