Eclipse
Recently I've come to terms with genderfluidity. This is aproduct of that
While male, I'm strong
Confident, analytical
Adrenaline is my drug
I live for my next high
This is what I've been assigned
This is what I am sometimes
I think I can do it that I'll always be the one
This who I am
This is the sun.
While female, I'm sensitive
Self doubting, emotional
Empathy not apathy drives my soul
and I'm actually social
I'm selfless and curious
And drawn to the arts
My ideas form plans bloom
This is what I am
This is the moon
When feel like both my personalities collide
As night and day they're different
One's eloquent and one's practical
Sensitive analytical
Confident and shy
Eclipsing each other
Unlike in the sky
Look at the moon you get blinded
But the sun don't let enough light in
Together they make my me and my I
I don't want to be any other way
Both is normal to me
I feel both to degrees
Overpowering one the other is set free
Free to roam my life to rule my thoughts and my why
I usually only feel one or the other me and I
But when they eclipse, neither is set to the side
When my thoughts are an eclipse
I see more than ever
Light is combined unlike in sky
One doesn't block one out
When I'm both, not every star can be seen
But they're there
I know because they told me
During the night I see every star
During the day I see none at all
During an eclipse sometimes I see each one
Sometimes they all fall
Sometimes there are days where it's only sun and moon
Sometimes eclipses last from noon to noon
The jumbled up orbs that rule the sky
It's nothing compared to my me and my I
Because my identities aren't on timers
Running like clockwork
Whether it's school or work
Both always hurt
When someone who's blind will say
It can't be night always day
No it's night for me can't you see
Not everyone wants to hear me
Confusing the sky
Making me want to die
Cause they can't see the moon
Only the sun
They can't see my me or my I