Untouchable: Chapter 28: The Red Dressed Virgin
Oliver kneaded his paws on the throw pillow careful of his claws, not wanting to buy another cover. "Sean wants to be with me and I want to be with him, well I think I do, and I think he does," Oliver thought anxious about dinner, the date, and his upcoming nightmares."What if he just wants me because I'm a cat and he just wants to have sex. Maybe we can just cuddle," he thought then laughed."Naked in bed with him, Prime, I couldn't help myself," Oliver thought."Paul's right no means no, wait what if I want it and he says he doesn't want too? Prime please I'm not sure what to do?" Oliver thought. Then jumped when the drier buzzed.He then when about vacuuming again, set up then turned on the HEPA filter air clear Paul drove him to pickup before he went to work.He heard foot steps in the hallway, he waited for a knock but the steps moved down the hall.He checked his phone, and thought, "you idiot it's way to early. You're becoming a neurotic mess."Despite this self admission, he texted Sean, "you don't have to come over if you think it's a risk, I won't be offended." He knew it was a blatant lie but felt he should say it anyway.A warm glow filled him when Sean's reply came, "I'm not missing time with you for the world."Oliver dusted the walls unable to sit and rest which was the point of a sick day. He wouldn't tell anyone how lonely he was or how much he missed his home and community that wouldn't speak to him anymore. His last two friends from back home got a hotel and only stayed one night of a four day visit. After he told them his health status."Prime if all that rejection hadn't happened, I wouldn't have met Sean... please let him have a way for us to be together and thank you for not hating me," Oliver prayed.His phone buzzed, so he worried that Sean had messaged him to cancel but it was Paul, "remember Xander's picking up the car keys.""I remember, couldn't he walk I kinda want the night with Sean?" Oliver messaged."I don't get why your going for Sean when he's allergic to you, go for a sure thing," Paul replied."Like you?" Oliver replied."Ouch... accurate but just, ouch," Paul messaged."I didn't mean to be offensive I'm sorry, you know I'm excited and nervous. Can I tell you a secret?" Oliver texted laying across the couch."You can tell me anything, I won't judge you, well much, a little judgement's assumed," Paul messaged.Oliver felt warm shivers fill him, "well two secrets; if I didn't have FIV, and you weren't with Xander and so intimidating, once I'd gotten my courage up I'd have wanted to date you, but you're just too direct and forward.""Boots you're a dork, but a cute one, your secrets are safe with me and Jill of course," Paul replied."That was only one of them, and why is it assumed that you can
tell her?" Oliver messaged then he wrote, "I've never been with someone more then jacking since it happened, and I only tried oral before that.""Wait, you're a virgin? But aren't you like thirty! She is basically my female husband," Paul messaged."No, that was taken from me, I'm twenty six, and that doesn't make sense." Oliver replied then stared unthinking at the ceiling."Fine, a first time willing, virgin, and you want to give it too Sean?" Paul asked."Yeah, when we ran into each other at Purr I was drunk and wanted to give my _______well what ever you want to call it, a try at least with him," Oliver wrote."Why do you keep talking like what that animal did makes you less innocent? My blank?..." Paul asked, "fuck that shit head and remember you didn't want that to happen!""Primes witnesses believe that sex is the merging of souls, you give a piece of yourself to that person and they get a bit of you." Oliver messaged."So you want a bit of Sean forever and him to have a piece of you, that's so cute, wait how are you still a witness they cast you out?" Paul messaged then in several rapid messages sent, "Wait that means you must believe a piece of that bastards still in you?!!!!!!!!" "No, I mean just no, I loath such a thought, you can't give that any credence get rid of it and him.""You are to selfless to have that man in you in anyway.""Thank you Paul, I know you mean well but I saw a shadow of him in a nightmare last night, I can't pretend it never happened," Oliver messaged then rolled on his side to cuddle a throw pillow."Why didn't you tell me I'd have change my schedule, are you ok?!" Paul messaged, "Is that why you called in sick and all that? You just seemed out of it last night." "Sorta, I didn't want to talk about it right away," he messaged, then, "but Sean and you were there for me in the dream but just Barely, I want to give Sean a place in my heart, I think it will help me grow past what happened, I think I'm falling for him.""Bad boots bad!! I can't be there for you if I don't know where you are emotionally, promise you'll tell me next time!" Paul messaged."Ok Puss I will, what are you doing at work today?" Oliver messaged."Inventories and cleaning out the freezer. So you believe I have a little bit of a soul in me from everyone I've slept with?" Paul asked."Yeah we carry a bit of everyone we interact with in us but the pieces are larger from sex because it means so much," Oliver messaged."Prime, I must have an army by now... or is it only when the sex is memorable that it matters?" Paul asked."Doesn't all sex matter, well it has for me, I haven't thought about it not mattering," Oliver messaged."Well figure it out, I need to know if I should be charging rent," Paul messaged."I'm pretty sure they don't
have a hard currency," Oliver messaged."Good point, so you feel Sean can have a place in there?" Paul asked."Yeah he knows from personal experience what I've been through and is the first fur I wasn't scared to talk about it with," Oliver messaged."Wait! Sean was raped too?!" Paul asked."Shit please don't let him know I told you, I wasn't thinking," Oliver messaged."Don't worry I won't it's not like he and I are besties or anything, so why was I in your nightmare," Paul wrote back."Well in my nightmare I was being attacked in my childhood home, but I escaped for a bit, when he cornered me again, you, Sean and Xander were like my guardian angels." Oliver messaged."Awesome, did I have a killer sword of fire?" Paul messaged."No but the three of you were all glowie before I woke up," Oliver said."Well I'll take it, please let me know if you have a crazy dream I'll come right over," Paul messaged."I'm beginning to wonder if you're a succubus, just after me for my soul to add to your collection," Oliver messaged while he avoided Paul's request."Incubus thank you," Paul messaged."The puss-u-bus," Oliver replied. "Ok, so this B list independent film porno title brainstorming session is great, but you will let me know when you have a dream like that, I want to help Boots!" Paul messaged.Oliver chuckled, "but if we keep talking about the porno, we can plan your new career as the sound effects guy.""I'm not going to be a porno foley artist, they don't need me slurping for a mic they have that covered, Now promise that you'll call, or I'm stealing your soul," Paul messaged."Fine I promise, but stealing souls is more Satan than incubus," Oliver messaged."True, well anyway if your going to be with Sean I assume he knows your status, right?" Paul asked.Oliver got up to walk, he needed to do something, "well no he's a wolf, it can't affect him.""I read up on it Boots, after you told me, you mean it shouldn't, not that it won't. You need to tell him," Paul messaged."I'm worried too, what if that changes how he feels?" Oliver messaged."Than he isn't the nice guy you thought he was and it's better to know sooner rather than later. Paul messaged."I know you're right but it feels shitty to worry that something i can't change could change how he sees me or wants me," Oliver said."Oliver you did that too me, I had a huge crush on you and didn't know why you didn't like me as anything but a friend. Anyway if it doesn't workout we can share Xander, he has the stamina," Paul messaged."Stop bragging about your new boy friend," Oliver messaged."I think of him as my boyfriend but I don't know if he sees me the same way," Paul messaged."Really, you guys should figure that out," Oliver replied
then rolled onto his back."I want too at dinner," Paul messaged.Oliver startled when the apartment door opened."Good, Sean just got here, tell me how it goes," Oliver messaged then walked over holding his phone as a shield."Will do Boots and you tell me too," Paul messaged.Oliver locked his phone and put it in his pocket, While Sean finished putting his coat on the hook then took off his shoes.Oliver swiped the sides of his claws together clicking them in anticipation, then asked, "how did the work meeting go?"Sean leaned over and kissed Oliver on the cheek, then said, "it was great got a lot done.""What was that?" Oliver said, paw held to the place Sean kissed, the warm glow radiating from the site, "wait Sean won't you get sick?!" "I'll be fine, you'll see, trust me," Sean said while he took Olivers other paw then pulled him to follow.They walked to the living room, Olivers head spun like he had been drugged, but it was nothing like it had been with the Rhino. "Prime, Sean I, I've wanted to hold you so badly," Oliver whispered.Sean sat down which pulled Oliver onto the cushions with him. Oliver felt Sean's forehead like a heat pad after a long day against his neck, arms wrapped around him, Firm chest to his left shoulder, their legs intertwined."Sean I want to talk to you about-" Oliver said, "hey! are you crying?""I'm so happy, its working," Sean said between sobs.Oliver said, "What's working? And I need to talk to-"Oliver meeped into the full maw kiss that took him off guard, he purred involuntarily as he became lost in the heat of Sean's agile tongue.