Sinner, Monster, Friend
spoken word vent poem
those on the other side of the screen
i feel sorry for them
they cant see the heart that lies under the skin
all they see is the sin
that somehow makes you inhuman
not worthy of forgiveness or love
it makes me what to throw down the glove
and yell at them for being hypocrites
a damaged soul is a damaged soul
but if they do wrong they are somehow nothing
they are something between a monster and man
a smile that hides teeth
whats sad is they things they say to discribe you look a lot like them to me
monsters pointing at someone calling them worse so thier sins look better
the same people who opose rape and harm of the innocet want you to be raped in jail
i feel sad
cause they dont know you
they dont know the tears you shead for humanity
the love you send out to the world when all they do is send you hate
they hide behind your sin and thier annonimity cause it lets them judge without being judged
its sad cause thats what you were doing
hiding your social anxity behind a personality that had condifence and didnt want to think about how your actions can affect yourself and others
you were dilusioned in that way just like them
i love you, my monster
the kind of monster that the only reason he is the way he is is cause the world told him he was
but he still has a spark inside him that doesnt belive it
wants to belive that one day he can go from a sinner to a saint
if he was to save as many peoples lives as he can so maybe it will pay for the ones he didnt
and me
im just another victom of the worlds cruelty
but somehow holding on the the belief that every enemy is just a friend who got hurt before they met you
every murder is just another victom of anothers leathal words
every rapeist is just someone who doesnt know how to love cause no one showed them how
every thief is just someone the world stole from
every substance abuser is just someone trying to forget how they have been abused
and i am just a tragedy away from becoming just like them
i belive no one can judged you till they walked in your shoes for more than a day, more like your lifetime
and maybe just maybe they will see how thier words stain your brain like teardrops on a window pane
maybe then they will swallow thier words of hate prepetuating the cycle and insted be like you
speak only love
smile though the pain
cherish kindness and ignore hate
those who hate are those who need the most love
love, respect, tolerance
they are not hard yet they are so cherished and praised like a rare treasure.
you are my rare treasure
someone who saw my faults and flaws and called me beautiful
prasies my kindness like its that of a divine
its not hard to smile, to be kind, to feel for others
to put your selfish needs and wants in your life aside so you can open your heart to another
then the magical thing happens, cause when you do that they may do it too.
give love and you will recive it.
but we seem to only want to hate, so we can be hated
when you are someone with love you dont look at someone that gives you hate badly
you see that the pain they inflict you is likely less then that they have suffered and you send them love
tip the scales a little more
so maybe one day they will be able to love more than hate
you tipped the scales for me
i was a religious text with pages riped out and blood covering the others
i was a blade, pills or a jump into traffic away from not mattering anymore
but you picked me up and mended me
filled in the long forgotten pages and gave me purpose again
and i did the same for you
we are proof that the world could be better
with just a little more love
i feel sorry for them
i love them all the same