Can I escape?
#17 of Poems
2014
I don't think you quite understand
how important you already are to em.
before I knew it,
you've maneuvered your way into my life.
It didn't even hit me until recently
i've been truly happy.
How is that even possible?
I thought I was forever lost in the darkness
I thought the emptiness has swallowed me whole
But momentarily I've found myself again
Is this your doing?
Were you the hand I've been searching for?
Are you the light that's going to pull me out?
To lead me to freedom?
Is it possible that I can escape from this mental prison?
Can I find that euphoria once again?
I've had a glimpse of hope
Only time can tell,
if Ill plunge into the darkness again
or If Ill find that light, that haven,
that I've been so desperately craving for
Reaching for, and failing
This could be it
I could escape
Finally