Feels
#10 of Poems
2014
Do you see?
Do you see what you are doing to me?
This is out of control.
Where along the way,
Did I lose myelf in you?
This isn't fair,
This is beyond fair.
My walls, that I've tried
So very hard to keep up,
Have came crumbling down
and I've hardly noticed.
How could I have hardly noticed?
I struggle so hard,
To repair my barrier
The steel that has
Covered my heart
Is slowly melting away,
and I can feel again
And it's the most
Terrifying thing in existance
My body is weak,
And I'm terrified to be
Vulnerable.
So, so very vulnerable.