Hope
#3 of Poems
March 18, 2015
I have hope,
and focus on hope,
because of his smile,
and the beautiful arizona weather.
Because without hope,
where would i be?
lost and alone, and
focusing on the fact that you're gone.
but with hope,
I can remember that I'm hurting,
and that reminds me that I'm alive,
and that I love you.
but maybe I'm overthinking,
maybe I'm trying to find the slightest bit of hope
in this storm.
although, remember,
that i meant everything I said,
when you're gone,
it's like you take my heart with you,
I feel so empty.
I can't let go,
and I hope this doesn't destroy me.
But can I even be destroyed,
when I feel like I have already lost it all?