Coming Out Pt. 1
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Authors note:
This is the First of my series that im starting if anyone likes i will try and write more and publish more. Also, i dont really care about the mistakes i make on here, like spelling errors, but if its like name errors then that would be important cause it confuses readers.
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I guess im kind of a normal kind of Wolf about 6'0 tall. purple fur. a bit muscular, with one red eye and one green eye. and blue flame hair. Oh and my name is Mello
I kinda always knew i was gay in my grade nine year, but i didnt tell anyone cause i wanted to know for sure. So for the rest of that year i mostly just stared at guys , a couple of girls had asked me out but i declined them. In the beggining of grade ten i was nervous because that was the year i decided to tell my friends cause i knew i was gay for sure (well atleast Bi). For the first week of school i tryed to tell one of my closest friends Andy. Andy was a Husky standing at 5'11 just shorter than me, he was a black husky with electric blue streaks all over. He also had a piercing in his left ear it was a hoop ring with Hazel green eyes. he was muscular he like to work out so he was more muscular than me (way more!) but he was completely busy working or something (or maybe he was just avoiding me) and finally i got him alone and i told him.... he said he was fine and said that he would support me
Today seems like a normal day at school nothing big, nothing that important. As i was walking to my third period i noticed that today was soo boring so i thought to myself and thought that i would probably need more people knowing my secret (atleast just one more) just in case, for like cover ups and stuff (cause i cant really control myself at times) So i called up my friend Michelle and hoped for the best that she would accept me and still hope she would be here for me whenever i would need her mostly because i relied on her, i grew up with her. Michelle was a pure white Bunny standing at 5'09 with fiery blue eyes and red hair with one black ear. As i was calling her i decided to just skip that period since this is more important than stupid electronics (i always hated putting circuit boards and shit together, i dont even know why i took it that year). As i was calling i tripped over a book and fell on my face, as i fell i bit my lip so hard it started to bleed and i sat up on a bench and Michelle finally picked up and i almost forgot i was on the phone i told her that i needed to talk to her as soon as possible and she told me to meet her at this tree that me, her and a couple of my firends always use to hang out at. i was probably waiting there for a good ten minutes or so then she came running along the street with a confused and worried look on her face since i had a cut on my lip and a bruise on my arm when i hit the ground. i told her that i just tripped and she said i was lying and that i was probably in a fight or something and i said no. just fell (im also a huge clutz at times) and that the real reason why i wanted to talk to her was more important. i sat there thinking of what i could say, how i could say it (maybe i could clue her in) i finally decided to just tell her just to get rid of this ackward silence. Once i had told her, she just sat there probably deep in her thoughts wondering what to say and stuff (to be honest i was kinda worried)
finally she spoke up and told me she was proud to have admit it to her and that shes not mad or anything just a bit suprised. I was so happy i could have hugged her so hard that her ears would flop right off! (:P) we just decided to talk a bit. As we were talking about random things i totally forgot that we still had school and lost track of time and i decided that theres no point of going back now, so i asked if i could crash at her house (i knew her for so long my parents would let me and her parents too, we were like brother and sister) so we started walking to her house and on the way we met Andy and i told him that i told Michelle and now we can hang out more often and stuff. he said ok and he walked to his home. As we got to Michelles house we walked in sayed hello to her parents and Michelles little sister. then me and michelle decided to go hang out in the basement since that was were we always hang out with all our friends, me and michelle just sat there for a while.... wondering what to do and we decided on a movie after what seemed like hours of trying to choose one we both would wanna watch. we put it in the DVD player and we ended falling asleep right away. I awoke the next mourning and thats when it hit me, my dream just came rushing back into my memory it was of me and Andy at my house cuddling and making out. i realised that when i vaguley remember mumbling out his name when i was asleep and when i realised this Michelle had too and when i awoke she was sitting up and staring at me. i had to tell her that i was dreaming about him and that i kind of had a crush on him. Michelle sat there in shock again (probably from all the news i was giving her) and she muttered "ssoo... u.. and.... Andy...!?" and i just sat there and nodded, i told her that i wouldnt know how he would react and that i know that hes straight but i just couldnt stop thinking about him, and well maybe i did love him. Since she already knew that i was gay, i guess i wasnt worried as much when i told her that i had feelings for one of my best friends (i guess u could say i was more confident). She just giggled and hugged me. later on we were all ready and glad today was the weekend! Me and Michelle just started calling up friends and stuff for a day out on the beach. We got ready and put on swimming stuff on underneath our clothing so we could just be ready to swim whenever! we practicly ran down there. when we got there we layed out towels and waited for the others to get there... minutes later and Andy had shown up then Peydon a Average red fox with black tipped ears, paws, and nose. With a white chest, and he had his left ear pierced in three different places a stud and two hoops, with one eye blue and the other orange. Then Sammie showed up a black and white cat with aqua colored eyes (eyes that u just couldnt say no to) We always called her Sammie because she was cute and we just never felt like calling her Samantha,.... Sammie just sounds better. Anyway it was pretty much the same thing we always did when we hung out at the beach. fool around until someone gets thown into the lake then we all start swimming and having fun. when we started doing that i was of course thrown in and when Andy came in i just couldnt help but to stare at him when he was taking his shirt off and jumps into the lake. we were all having fun later on we got out and built a fire cause it got cold and dark out. so we sat around the fire for a while.
"Hey Peydon. How was work today?" As i lazyly ask him
"Good good, boring as fuck though" He said that with a very boring look to his face
"Hahaha"
"Shut up Mello, yeah how was school on friday... oh yeah you werent there"
"I was busy.... talking with Michelle..."
"Yeah? What were you guys talking about?"
"Nothing important, just personal issues"
"Oh fine, i understand" as he playfully sticks his tongue out at me
Everyone was having there own conversations sitting there around that fire. i just decided to lay back and look up at the stars for a while, they were beatiful. Then i noticed Andy laid beside me, i felt a little nervous (mostly because i didnt know what was gonna happen)
"Hey, hows it going?" As he lays down next to me
"Im fine. just staring up at the stars"
"How are you?"
"Im good, just thought you would like some company"
"Oh, thanks" as i turn my head to smile at him
"So what did you do at Michelle's house?"
"We just went down to where we usually all hang out and watch a movie.."
"Oh, what Movie?"
"I cant remember, we fell asleep right away"
"Haha, same old same old" As he nudges me playfully
"Yeah i guess" As i try not to laugh cause he's nudging me in a ticklesh spot
We just spent the next hour or so just playing around, i was scared to tell him that i loved him, i thought it would be too much information, just recently learning that i was gay and now that i loved him. I think i would scare him off or something worse. After a while we decided to go crash at Michelles house since it was the closest and of course no one would mind because we were all close enough friends. When we got to Michelles house we all just snuck downstairs, so we wouldnt wake up anyone.... as we got down there, i asked if anyone would like something to drink or anything. they just asked for popcorn. I asked Michelle to come and help me. So we went upstairs and put the popcorn in the microwave while we waited for it. we talked a bit to break the silence
"Having fun?" As she asks me with a tired look in her eyes
"Yeah, you look tired, go lay down and sleep"
"Naww. Im fine, just need to have something to drink" As she drowsly walks over to the firdge
"Haha, you look half drunk or something" As i stand there trying not to laugh loud
"Shut up" as she turns around giving me a playful punch
"Anyway. hopefully i dont do anything stupid tonight"
"What do u mean. Stupid?" Standing there with a concerned look on her face now
"Well, what if i have that dream again, or a worse one?"
"Well if you do, i will be here to wake you up before anyone hears"
"Ok. Well lets just try not to burn the popcorn then..."
"Haha, ok." As she turns to take it out
"Well... i guess we should go back"
"I'll beat you down there" As i start trying to race down there
"No fair, im carrying the popcorn!" as she starts trying to beat me with a bowl full of popcorn
"Hah, beat you" walking over to flop on the couch
"That wasnt fair.... i had to carry the popcorn"
For the rest of the night there were random conversations until we all just fell asleep. i awoke it was sometime early mourning and i realised that and i was like.... (holy crap its early! I should probably go to sleep) as i lay there wondering, just too deep in my thoughts... then i noticed that Andy wasnt laying where he was last night so i got up and being as nosey as i am i wanted to know where he was. I got up and walked towards where i thought he would be. So i went upstairs and found that he was sitting outside. I didnt know what he was doing but i felt the need to see what. So i went out there and sat next to him.
"Hey, what you doing out here?"
"Nothing, just couldnt sleep..." As he's sitting there trying his best not to shiver
"You look cold"
"Oh.... why?"
"I dunno, just couldnt i guess"
"And im fine, just a bit chilled"
"Alright...."
"I know theres something wrong, what is it?"
"Well..."
"Yes go on..."
"Im worried"
"About what?" As i slide closer to him
"Well i keep thinking that your going to get caught or something"
"Caught doing what?"
"You know, like caught off hand and they find out your gay"
"They wont, and if they do, im sure they could take it"
"They are our best friends...."
"What about your parents?"
"We'll worry about that when it comes to that..."
"For now, lets just go back to bed and have a fun time tomorrow!"
"Ok.... after you"
"Heheh. Why, so u can stare at me?" I say teasingly and I give him a little push
"No!" As he's standing there blushing
"Just kidding" saying playfully with my tongue out at him
"Ok, lets just go to bed.... Im tired"
As we walk back inside, i wonder to myself (Hmmm, i wonder if he knows that i like him?.... Naww). We walk back inside tip toeing trying to be sneaky like a ninja would do.... but failed and we almost fell down the stairs but we didnt even wake anyone. Me and Andy tryed not to laugh and thought to ourselves... (Wow they're hard sleepers) I go crawl on the couch and Andy lays on the floor next to me. For the rest of the night i layed there just watching him sleep. (He looks so cute rolling around mumbling in his sleep.... i could just tackle him and cuddle him up!) i decided that i probably just try and get as much sleep before i 'accidentaly' fall on the floor next to him. Hours later i get awoken by Michelle and she looked like she was about to dump water on me. (I thought, holy! i must have been really out)
"What?" I say very drowsily
"You were moaning his name again!"
"Really?" as i start to awaken fully
"Yeah... 'Mmmm, Oh Andy', Lucky i woke you up" as she sitting there trying not to laugh out loud
"Shut up. oh God i hope no one else heard"
"For your sake, i hope so too!"
"Thanks by the way"
"Yeah no problem... a promise is a promise"
"I heard you get up and leave a little while ago... what were you doing?"
"I was talking to Andy..."
"Where was Andy!?"
"I found him outside sitting on the grass, Probably deep in his thoughts"
"Oh what was he thinking about?"
"He was worried that i was going to get caught and be in trouble"
"I just told him when it comes to that... we can be worried then"
"Yeah, and hopefully, your parents can take it well, when they find out" As shes sitting there with a half concerned face and half drowsy
"I hope so too"
"I guess we should go back to bed before we stir anyone else" As Michelle stares around the room to see if anyone was awake
"Yeah.... night or mourning, cant tell... too sleepy"
"Night"
The next mourning, we all woke up around the same time... then we all went upstairs and had some cereal. Then we sat around downstairs thinking of what we could do next. Andy just randomly started shouting "OH OH OH OH! I know what we could do!". As we all turn to look at Andy. He started picking his things up and gave us a gesture for us to follow.
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Im having trouble on deciding on what Andy would like to do.... if there are any suggestions that would be great!