Assimilation -- Part Five: Respect
#5 of Assimilation
**Assimilation
Part Five: Respect**
Written by Foxy McCloud
"Nekko, what are you wearing?" His voice echoed through my mind as I tried to comprehend what was going on. My heart wouldn't stop pounding, and my throat was on fire. My ex-boyfriend stood in my doorway as I stood helpless inside Koga's body. From my perspective I was inside of my lover, but from his perspective I was wearing a strange rubber costume. I had to play it as he saw it.
"I was trying on a costume I got in the mail," I innocently replied as I ushered him inside. I clicked the door shut, and turned back around to face him. Fortunately my body isn't a foreign concept to him, so I wasn't too embarrassed about being exposed before him. Unfortunately for me I had a hard-on from the surprise of the situation, and Todd's gaze didn't help the predicament at all. He eyed me up and down, his eyes glinting with an emotion I was all-too-familiar with. He wanted me so very badly right then. But I also saw restraint; we weren't a couple anymore.
"You mean... like from a fetish place?" he finally asked as he fumbled with his hands. He would get very awkward with his hands whenever he wanted to get frisky with me. Once again, he wasn't helping the awkwardness of the situation at all.
"Yeah, you could say that," I said as I lead him over to the couch before dropping the subject. "So, what's up? Why the sudden visit?"
His eyes wandered over my rubber-clad body; I squirmed slightly as discomfort flared throughout my senses, and pulled a pillow over my body in an attempt to cover myself. I just hoped he wouldn't ask me to remove the ‘mask' as Koga was determined to keep me inside of him all day.
"I was thinking... well, I want us to get back together, but maybe we can at least be friends," he offered.
"Todd, you know that's not going to happen."
"I just wanted to give us another try," he said as he inched closer to me. I could tell he was fascinated by what he thought was a rubber costume, but his confession took me aback. "What can I do to make everything right? I miss you, and I don't know any other furries, so it's lonely."
"You threw me aside, because I was too clingy, and now you're trying to pull me back in?" I wasn't prepared for this kind of conversation, especially given that I was planning on spending the whole day bored out of my mind as Koga enjoyed keeping me under lock and key.
"I know, I know it's crazy, but Nekko... you're a hard act to follow, you know," he stated as he shook his head. "I can't live without you." he sighed slightly, as he would so often do whenever he‘d reassure me of something. "Life without you is depressing."
"Todd, I don‘t... I don‘t think..." I attempted to collect my thoughts, but nothing clear would come to mind. I didn't want to just put him out, though, especially after seeing me so vulnerable.
"Nekko," he said lowly as he put a hand on my rubbery cheek. "Letting you go was the biggest mistake I could have ever made. I've been just as miserable as you have been all of this time, but watching you go through it made it hurt me even more." He inched over to me even more, and hovered over my face. "Please, Nekko, give me another chance."
"Why are you doing this to me?" I asked.
He brought a trembling hand down against my thigh; my crotch tensed a little. He knew how vulnerable I was at that moment, and the fact that he saw me as wearing a fetish costume didn't help the situation at all. "Because I love you, Nekko. Your smile, your chatter... honey, the sun and moon rise in your eyes. You have this glow about you, and when I left you it faded. I don't want to let it fade again." He stroked my inner thigh lightly, and grazed against my balls lightly. "I miss feeling you close to me."
I brought my legs tighter together, and tried to dismiss him. "No, Todd, I can‘t do that," I replied firmly. "I can't let you do this all over to me again." I was grateful Koga was keeping quiet during all of this, although I could tell he had a lot of things he wanted to say.
He slunk off of me, and sighed heavily. "Well, two months has been a long time for you to think about it, I guess. But, you don't know how much this is driving me crazy. I miss tasting your lips, and seeing your beautiful body beneath mine whenever we make love. I'm going out of my mind without you. Please," he said as he leaned over and brought his head down to rest on my thigh. "I need you, Nekko. I have to have you."
"Fine, then have Nekko," I found myself saying much to my surprise. Koga! What the hell was he saying?
Todd picked his head up and blinked at me in surprise. "You're serious? You were just saying ‘no, no‘ and now you‘re saying yes?"
"Yes," came Koga's voice through my mouth. I could feel our body stiffening as he took control of us, and brought our arms up and around Todd's back. "You can have me," Koga stated. I had no idea what was on his mind, but I was terrified.
"Oh, Nekko, I've missed hearing you say that," he murmured as he traced his hand down my rubbery body. Koga pushed the pillow aside, exposing my feline body to my ex-boyfriend, and granting him more access to our nethers. "Can I?" he inquired as his hand trembled over my groin.
"Please," Koga responded; I wanted to cry. What was Koga doing this to me?
In a moment I could feel Todd's familiar hand caressing my rubber-covered shaft, and gently stroke the length of it. I breathed heavily, knowing full well how Todd loved to do this. He loved it long, slow, and sensual. He loved to hear every moan I'd emit, and admittedly I used to love it how he loved it. But right now I just wanted to get it over with.
Koga began lifting Todd's shirt up, allowing us both to see his taut stomach. He had been working out a lot in the past couple of months. My ex released my stiffened member, raised his arms in the air, and let Koga glide his shirt over his head. His shirt fell to the wayside, and his long blond hair cascaded down against his pretty face. Todd then stood up, and gently slipped his pants off. My eyes took in a newly toned body, and I could feel guilt rising in my throat. I did want him, too.
He crept back over to me, and coaxed Koga and I into a laying position. Koga generously spread our legs out, and I could feel our cock growing back out from our sheath, begging to be played with. Todd brought his hand back down, and grinned devilishly. "I must say, this costume makes you even sexier, Nekko," he purred as he gently stroked along the shaft. "It's like you're really my little kitten now, very very sexy. Daddy like." He traced along my body with his tongue, tasting Koga's rubbery skin. "Nekko, never take this costume off."
Todd repositioned himself so that he kneeled in between our rubbery legs. Koga teasingly wrapped our legs around his mid-section so as to keep Todd from thinking about any other action than the inevitable. With his member fully erect it was only a matter of time before I'd feel an all-too-familiar sensation again. I wanted to cry, but tears wouldn't form; Koga wasn't letting me cry. I didn't know if he was punishing me for something, or what he was doing, but he was forcing me to have sex with Todd after months of being ignored by the bastard. Instead of a wail of anguish I was forced to moan loudly in ecstasy as Todd pushed his own hardened member into our asshole. I hadn't felt that kind of force in a long time; I'd nearly forgotten how large my ex was. A fierce roar finally came out as Todd finished thrusting himself into me.
"Todd, that hurts!" I growled out, surprised to hear my own voice instead of Koga's impression.
"Sorry, Nekko," he smirked as he kneeled against my lower regions. "I forgot you had such a tight little boy ass," he continued as he winked mischievously at me.
"I am not a kid anymore, Todd," I spat back as he glanced at me.
"Well, you're sure acting like one now," he replied. "What's got you so ticked off all of the sudden?"
"You dumped me because I was too childish and clingy, and now we're having sex?"
"You said you wanted it!" he cried out as he thrust his hips against my anus; a growl rumbled out of my mouth as my senses were knocked off track for a moment.
"Yeah, but..." I couldn't back out now, because even if I did Koga would take over again and continue it. If Koga was going to make me have sex with Todd, I at least didn't want him to physically force me through it. "You don't have to be such an ass about it," I finally said as I spread my legs further apart, resting them across his shoulders.
"I don't get you, Nekko," he said as he gripped our cock firmly in his hands. "But I can't stop wanting you, even when you're like this." He jerked us off rapidly, my eyes rolling back as I allowed him to take advantage of my vulnerable body.
"Todd, just shut up, and fuck me," I seethed. I wanted it over with. I just wanted him to fuck me, orgasm, get rid of Todd, and get out of Koga.
"Well, fine!" he said as he forced our legs even further apart. I yelped in pain, but he quickly gripped our thighs and thrust hard into my asshole. I could tell he was angry I wasn't enjoying this as much as he was, but he wanted to have sex with me just as badly as I wanted him to get it over with.
He thrust his member further up my asshole, angrily poking and prodding against my prostate. My insides felt like they were on fire, and Koga loosened his grip on me enough to let me cry out with my own tears. I hated the whole situation; Todd was still in love with me, and Koga was forcing me to have sex with the bastard.
"For two months I've looked at your tight little body, and I've wanted it so badly," Todd grunted as he thrust against my ass. "And I come over today, and you're wearing the kinkiest outfit I've ever seen, and you expected me to show restraint? Are you fucking insane?" He moaned out. I could feel a short squirt of liquid up my asshole; he was orgasming. "Nekko, I don't care what‘s up, or why you‘re saying both yes and no, but I'm glad I got to have you again at least."
My legs tingled all over; this time I could even feel them reshaping. Koga was transforming another part of me beneath his suit, and I cried out at the realization. Did he just want to get me to transform further? My eyes welled up with my own tears that came from different directions; part from the current events, part from the realization that Koga didn't care about me as much as I thought he did, and part from the subtle pain of my legs reshaping to accommodate the latest part of my transformation. I didn't expect a rubber transformation to hurt, but I guess certain steps of the process applies a certain pressure against my body. Regardless, I seethed in anger at the whole situation.
"Todd, I hate you," I whispered hoarsely as tears streamed down my cheeks. I don't even know if he could hear me. Much to my dismay my own orgasm trickled out into Koga's body. It was small, pathetic, but seemingly enough for Koga's nourishment. I sobbed, moaned, and pretty much cried like a baby as it happened. He finally released my legs, and pushed me aside. I quickly curled up against myself protectively.
"Nekko," Todd began, but I quickly stood up and slapped him.
"How... how dare you!" I cried out as I grabbed him by his neck, and forced him outside of my apartment. I shut the door behind myself, and ignored his frantic pounding against the door. I then spied his clothing laying in the middle of my living room floor. After a moment I gathered them up, opened the door, and thrust them into his dumbfounded hands.
I then forced my way into my bedroom, slumped onto my bed, and sobbed.
Hours later I awoke to darkness, but I couldn't move. I was still inside Koga. The thoughts and feelings I experienced throughout that afternoon played over and over again in my mind. All I could think about was Todd having sex with me. No matter how I tried to grasp the concept, or analyze it, Koga forced me to have sex with Todd. I was terrified of Koga's power and control over me.
"Nekko mad at Koga?" I could hear my mouth moving as my master spoke into the night.
I didn't know how to respond, so I didn't say a thing.
"Koga know Todd wanted Nekko sex, so Koga wanted Todd to have angry sex from Nekko so Todd wouldn't want Nekko again."
Again, I remained quiet.
Koga sighed. "Koga let Nekko out. Koga... sorry..."
He stood us up, and I could feel himself opening up to allow me to stumble out of his body. I didn't even look at the latest transformation; I just curled back up onto my bed and bawled into a pillow.
Some time later I ran my trembling hands over my latest transformation. My legs were completely turned into rubber now to match Koga's colour scheme. My lower legs had even been reshaped slightly to match his slight digitigrade stance, and my feet were now restructured into rubbery paws. I was already halfway transformed, but suddenly very frightened that I was transforming into nothing more than a toy catering to Koga's whims.
I woke up the next morning; I could hear the television softly chattering away in the living room, giving a clear indication of where Koga had spent the night. I sat up in bed, and examined my new legs. The sunlight reflected off of them perfectly, and I wept with happiness. This was my fantasy coming to reality. But the events of the previous day played over and over in my mind, like some twisted rerun.
I leapt off of the bed with grace and deftness; I was already enjoying my new legs. I twisted and turned around in the mirror to get a better look at them; they truly were beautiful things. I found myself wobbling slightly as I got used to the new stance, but after a few moments I realized that leaning back slightly helped balance me out.
Despite my fascination with my legs I didn't want to give Koga the benefit of seeing them just yet, so I slipped on the same pair of jeans I had worn the other day. I didn't feel like cutting a hole into another pair of pants just yet for my tail, so I didn't mind wearing something again. They felt a little strange past the knees, given my new stance, but I quickly got used to the feeling. I tried slipping on a pair of sneakers, but none of them fit anymore; I sighed as I realized I'd have to start wearing my pants lower to cover up my paws. Or just give in, and show them off. Either way, I couldn't think of a quick enough solution.
I slipped on the same shirt I had worn the previous day, smiling fondly as I recalled Koga shredding away part of it to expose my midsection. I still loved Koga, but I was frightened of him just the same. I didn't realize just how domineering he could be.
I finally slunk out of my bedroom, and entered the living room. Koga glanced at me briefly, but quickly averted his gaze back to the television.
"Hey," I mumbled as I crept closer to him.
"Hi," he said, his voice riddled heavily with uncertainty. He looked up at me with a worried look in his eyes. I could tell he was afraid he soured everything between us. I laid down next to him, and cuddled up into his lap. He placed an arm across my back, and gently stroked my lower spine. I sighed contentedly; despite what he did to me, I still loved him. "I'm sorry," he stated. "I'll never do that to you again, Nekko." I looked up at him with tears in my eyes, and not just because he understood pronouns. "I love you, and I respect you. I was wrong, and I don‘t want to lose you."
"That's important to me, you know," I began as I held him close. "I need you to respect me. Even though to you I'm your pet, to me you're my lover. My partner. I love you wholeheartedly, and to pawn me off to Todd like that hurt so badly. I don't... I never want to do that again. I was terrified."
"I know," he said. I could tell he wanted to cry, but I don't think he was capable of crying. "And I'm sorry. I'll never do anything like that to you again."
"Thank you," I said before leaning up and placing a kiss upon his muzzle. "I know you had reasons for doing it. And I'm happy you're with me." I brought an arm down to unzip my jeans, and slid them off of my rubbery frame. Koga smiled as he marveled over seeing the shiny orange hues of my new legs. The stripes cascaded perfectly along my legs, and the pattern was near-identical to Koga's own. "This is the product of our love," I stated, fully aware of how cheesy it sounded. He grinned as he glided a paw against my new legs, and they squeaked slightly as rubber met rubber.
"I like it," he giggled before pulling me in for another kiss. "My Nekko. I cannot wait to see you become more tiger."
We laid there together for the morning lost in our affection, holding each other, playing with each other, and exchanging unspoken promises for a happy, Todd-free future.