First, Last, And Only Letter
Just a letter written to the Sun Princess by a silly sissy girly crossdressing mare boi
Dear Princess Celestia,You don't know me, because I'm just an insignificant nothing, who never amounted to anything, and never will. I know that all I am is a disappointment to everypony else, including you, and my parents Featherwing, and Cloud Kicker. That is why I have decided that it would be best if I left this world. Before I go, there are things that I feel that you need to know, so you may better understand why I did what I did.I was born as Nimble Hooves in Cloudsdale, and I was always
considered to be a bit different than most colts, preferring to do
things that fillies usually did like wear make up, and go shopping for
shoes, clothes, and jewelry. Everypony was so cold, and indifferent to me, treating me like I'm a burden, and with the same regards as one would treat anypony who has a horrible disfiguring disease. Even my own so-called "family". It was during my teenage years that this
became most evident, and when my parents caught me crossdressing in my sister Arabesque's dance outfit one
day, they yelled at me, and called me all kinds of terrible things.
Then they sent me to one of those camps to "fix" gay Ponies. The Ponies
there were tortured with verbal, mental, emotional, and physical abuse,
starved, and kept from being able to drink anything, and if anypony was
caught acting gay, the camp staff stuck the pony into a metal box for three days with a heat lamp inside that was cranked up to full power. I ran away from the camp, and ended up in Ponyville. Seeing
that the ponies in Ponyville were gentle, and kind, I decided that
liked the town, and it's inhabitants so much, that I settled there. I
even legally changed my name, taught myself how to play
Guitar, and got my cutie mark,, which is an Acoustic Guitar, after
performing in the annual Ponyville talent show. Recently, I tried to join the Wonderbolts Reserves. Unfortunately, it was just like
everywhere else. There were ponies who took offense to my existence, and even though I graduated, and am friends with both Wonderbolt Captains, I never fly with them. Why would they want somepony like me around?
Then there was the situation at the Grand Galloping Gala when I encountered my parents, and sister. I went there trying to make peace with them, but they told me to leave them alone, and called me more of the same things they had called me when I was younger. Of course you know how that ended.Lately, it seems as though Everypony in Ponyville seems to be avoiding me too, treating me the same way the ponies in Cloudsdale did. Twilight Sparkle, and her friends are still nice to me, as they always have been since I arrived in Ponyville, but everyone else is so harsh, and rude towards me. Now I'm a former musician, and Guitar instructor. I
say former, because nopony will hire me to perform anymore and all of my
students have either quit, or been pulled out by their parents. I've been fighting a losing battle since I was born, and it hurts too much to bare it anymore. I know you'll try to send somepony to try keep me from doing what I'm going to do, perhaps you'll come yourself. But then again, maybe you don't even care, since you're an Alicorn, and Royalty, while I'm just a lowlife commoner. What I do know, is that by the time this letter reaches you, I will be gone. Please don't blame yourself for what happened blame life, fate and destiny, and also blame existence for being nothing more than a cruel crude crass sick twisted evil demented unfunny cosmic joke that even Discord would be offended by. Sincerely, Six String