FSE

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Fur real...

I've never apologized for something expected of me

I've let my reasonings & the following actions play out for all to see

Friends have died, family has turned a blind eye to the result

I'd rather have been alone while they pretend such following was any different than a cult

It bothers me when other don't see the basics, the reasons to stop talking & keep walking

Their social understanding is very much non-existent, saddening & maddening all the same

For a face clueless, it fills me as another person, with heavy-hearted shame

We grow differently, but share so much

Painful it is others don't learn, don't have the chance for such a mentally caring touch

One-sided, but claiming to see the world round

The look of doubt they have, what they never realize is deafening to see with no sound

I've noticed a sad lacking of such reasoning among friends I call fellow furs

The fandom has at times, too much for me to stomach in crystal clear reflections

To see, somewhat understanding, different by miles of easily shown neglections

How I wish I could share reasonings with proof to change the numbers staggering in red

Though, I know, such shattering of self-reassured fantasies, delusions, would leave many broken, crying in their bed

I have no high hopes for the furry fans world round

I only have expectations of a roller coaster out of control, only stopping when it hits the ground

In this, there's relaxed thoughts for better places

For now, I cherish however I can, sometimes smiling faces...

Cheers to those who aren't in the dark claiming bright lights with a single spark

Delusions fine for a dream, but life is more than such a moment, a flash of what could of been

I hope to see less shadows from those who walk beside me, who wake, in such a time, maybe I'll see you then...

---Thanks for reading---

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