losing hope/first steps ch11.
#6 of losing hope
Up in my room Todd is taking care of me, he has an ice pack
"You, okay," Todd asks
"No." I say
"Look,Conner this is going to take time," Todd says
"Not if I find the Canler myself,"I say,
"Here, ," Todd says throwing me his car keys,
"Go get "e'm,"
"Thanks,"
"GO!," Todd shouts.
I get into Todd's car and drive off...
I make to Vegas within an hour not paying attention to speed limits.
"If I were Alex what would I do!,"
"Indiana!," I shout
our home state a whole bunch of nothing.
I put the car in drive, when I reach Indiana my heart stops to think 5 months ago we left here,
I put the car in reverse and back up as fast as I can I promised myself I'd never go back,
I head north to Maine stopping in GREENWRENCH to pay my respects outside of stonewall is Alex's car untouched I look around in and find Alexs' deas body...