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This story is about yet another noteworthy woman who considered me worth her time. I'll get around to tell the stories of the men I had sex with in a way that left way more than just the sex to talk about, but later. This woman was extra special because-at least when we first met-she thought she was completely fucking ugly when she looked more than just fine. She was a grey Mouse that went by the name Nora Sorkin. Everything about her body was attractive: tits, hips, ass, waistline, the whole thing, even the parts that are just sexy because of fetishes, like her foot-paws and even her armpits. No, I'm not fucking joking. The reason she thought she was unattractive is because people said that everything about her body was ugly all the time, and that is beyond fucking bullshit.

Anyways, the encounter started when I made the first move for the first time in my life, saw she wasn't in the best mood, and then my libido partially took over and I asked "What do I have to do to pleasure you?", being one of those rare people who find the most enjoyable part of sex the pleasure their partners get out of it. Her response was "Please don't. I don't know why you'd waste your time with someone who looks like me." "Someone that has a body like yours really shouldn't think of themselves as ugly. You don't just look fine. You look fucking amazing,", and then my libido completely took over, and I continued with "and if you have sex with me, I will perform any sexual act that you want me to, if it pleases you." That's when we had sex for three whole fucking hours, because we both went way too long without it.

As we were laying in bed together in my apartment, having made sure that neither of us gave the other STDs that we didn't tell each other about, and that she wasn't pregnant (it also helped that I automatically and instinctually ate the creampie after coitus), she mentioned-and even directly quoted-the fucking appalling comments she got when she mustered up the bravery to present her body to a judgmental audience by posting nudes online. They called her fat because they couldn't see her fucking ribcage. They called her tits and ass tiny because they didn't look like a pornstar's or a model's. That's when I realized that maybe people on the internet were even more horrible than I thought.

She also acted so nice to me unconditionally that I felt like the people who treated me nicely entirely based on conditions needed to keep up even disregarding the whole "conditions" thing. Ignoring someone's personality to entirely focus on their body when their personality is the only part you encounter most of the time you interact with them is shallow and irrational. Saying there's something seriously wrong with them because they don't look as nice as you want them to is shallow, irrational AND insensitive, and I wish I could phrase that in a way that properly encapsulates how much of a shitfucker you have to be to be like that. However, when you call them fat and ugly because they look perfectly fine, but don't look unrealistically hot, you officially are not good enough for them, and you absolutely do not deserve to get laid.

It took me several hours of constantly trying to convince her that there's nothing wrong with her body, and that her looks don't matter when she acts the way she did around me, for it to finally get to her. That's when she finally looked at herself in the mirror, examined her fucking majestic figure, and grinned with a wide smile upon her face. The fact that I seemed to be a fucking hero just for having sex with somebody and telling them the truth about their looks makes me think of all the times I got called horrible things for stupid reasons: my nerdiness, my autism, my bisexuality, my fluid gender identity, and the fact that I didn't conform to people's bullshit gender roles. What makes this even worse is that it means that the people practically looking to be offended on social media websites all across the internet are in the right! That's right! The people that insult me with how they "defend" me by going completely fucking insane when people use the "wrong" pronouns on me when I'M just fine with it are, without a doubt, and by a longshot, in the right in this scenario.

Before last night, I was already strongly against body-shaming, but now that I've seen first-hand how fucking insane it is, I feel like you can't be strongly against it enough.