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Deep Conditioning

Chapter Thirteen

1. Cederwyn Whitefurr

11thJune, 2019

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Stephen stood before Palen, watching the Stallion, who's body language and eyes, not to mention his ears, showed aggression and fear. Stephen knew this was risky - very risky - Palen could very well snap and attack. Even though Palen was small, he still possessed the musculature and hard hooves of his kind - and instincts couldn't be bred out of his kind.

Stephen decided to be bold and fearless, as he stepped forwards. It didn't escape his notice, that the small Stallion had is ears pinned, nostrils flaring and a look of pure, unbridled anger in his eyes.

Stephen gripped Palen by the cheeks and lifted his head up, forcing Palen to stare into his eyes. For a moment, Palen's rage held, before he quivered and tears shimmered in his eyes, before his self-control shattered like crystal and he began sobbing in great, choking wails.

"Help me...please?" Palen howled, his nostrils dripping mucus and the tears streaming.

Stephen cuddled Palen close, holding him tight, as the stallion wept like a newborn foal. His conditioning shattered beyond repair, Palen was lost, confused and upset - he did not know how to act, what to do. His mind was fragmented, broken, disjointed, pieces that would never fit back together again, sprinkling his mind like a demolished vase.

"Oh my dear, sweet, gentle stallion - " Stephen wept unashamedly, holding Palen tight as he buried his head against Palen's neck.

"I'm - so scared, please, you got to help me!" Palen whimpered, his body shaking with his stress and grief.

His whole way of thinking, his life was broken, irrevocably changed, he was free of the imprinting, free of the compulsion to obey without question - yet he did not understand this. He had no words to express his feelings - only a deep chasm in his mind that was before him.

"Who am I?" Palen cried helplessly. "Why am I here, where even is here? I'm so lost and confused, I don't understand what is happening to me!"

Stephen knelt, then gently took the Stallion's head back in his hands, lovingly caressing the golden cheeks and leaning his forehead against Palen's forelock.

"Palen, your name is Palen. You're - " Stephen whispered, his voice soft and gentle, realising Palen was on the very precipice of a psychotic break. Palen's eyes rolled and he shuddered, but Stephen's gentle touch and words focused his turbulent mind and Palen clung to it like a life preserver.

"I'm...what?" Palen sniffled. "I'm...a horse, I know that - but..."

"Palen, my love, my companion and my friend - that is who you are, who you always were and always will be. Calm little one, its alright, I won't hurt you, I promise. Please, come lie down, I'll try to explain as best I can, lie down...please?"

Palen's ears flicked too and fro, before he slowly knelt and lay down, Stephen sitting and placing Palen's head on his lap as he lovingly caressed Palen's neck, trying to soothe the tormented equine.

"What - what happened to me, I don't understand any of this, there's - memories, they're fragments, they don't make any sense!"

"Shhh, its alright love, shh, nobody will hurt you. As I said, your name is Palen, you're my friend, and my companion. There's another, Rosie, a doe - you're her friend, as you are me. She is shy, timid and afraid, but you care for her just as much as I love and care for you both."

Palen sniffled and swallowed, before one eye rolled up to look at Stephen, then a frown creased Palen's forehead.

"Love...we - we were - " Palen struggled, his mind trying to piece itself back together.

"We are Palen, but only - remember this, sweet, gentle stallion - we are lovers, only, with your consent and desire, do you understand? I will never compel you to mate with me, you are free of what was done to you. Your conditioning to obey has been broken. I do not know how, but you are free of that which made you obey me, do you understand? You are an individual, with your own heart, mind and spirit - free to do as you wish, when you wish. However - "

Palen kept looking at Stephen, his mind absorbing everything this enigmatic human told him, neural pathways reforging and making new linkages, slowly rebuilding itself.

"However?" Palen whispered, as he blinked away his tears and sniffled again.

"However - there are, unfortunately, certain rules you _must_obey, please! These are very very important Palen, I must stress this to you! If others - like me - come to my home, you _must_not speak unless spoken too, or do anything that would make them see you as anything other than my...pet. Do you understand?"

"Why? If you say - " Palen frowned deeper, trying to formulate the words he needed.

"They will take you away from me my love, you will - bad people, will come and take you away forever. They must not know you've broken your conditioning, I beg of you, dear sweet Palen, promise me this one thing, please?"

Palen blinked, his confusion shining in his eyes, before he timidly nuzzled Stephen's chin.

"I - promise." Palen whispered, placing his trust and faith in this human.

*

Stephen spent hours with Palen, explaining their love, their mutual trust and friendship, and when the young Stallion had absorbed all this, Stephen tried something new. Tenderly, he slid his hand along Palen's side, watching as Palen looked on with confusion, but no aggression.

"Easy sweety," Stephen murmured, as he stroked Palen tenderly. "It's alright, trust me, I promise I won't hurt you."

Palen nodded, but his ears went half-back in nervousness, as Stephen caressed, stroked and rubbed Palen's fine fur, building further trust and love with the stallion. As Stephen's hands slipped under Palen's belly, Palen shivered and nervously stamped a small hoof.

"Shh, its alright, shh - " Stephen whispered, gently stroking Palen's forelegs.

"What - are you doing?" Palen nickered, unable to see a Stephen's hands slid under his belly and tenderly caressed the leathery sheath.

"As I said Palen, we are lovers. You're a kind, beautiful and gentle partner. I want you to trust me completely, as I do you. I won't hurt you, I promised you that, remember?"

"I - " Palen flinched and trembled. "I remember."

Delicately, Stephen squeezed the sheath with his fingers, feeling the phallus inside, as Palen's rearmost hoof snapped against the floor, the stallion quivering.

"Careful sweetheart, I know it feels strange, and probably a little frightening to you. Now, please, relax and let me show you, that's it, good boy...nice deep breaths. Now, relax the penile muscles for me please."

Palen quivered, then he nodded thrice and Stephen gave an encouraging stroke of Palen's stomach. Palen's penis slid from its sheath, inch by inch, first the slightly ridged head, then quicker and quicker. In moments, his full length was exposed, a slight curve to it as it pointed towards the floor.

Gingerly, Stephen wrapped his fingers around it, just in front of the medial ring, before Palen's sudden, in-drawn breath made Stephen freeze.

"It - " Palen gasped in fright.

"Easy," Stephen repeated, gently stroking Palen's stomach. "Good, great Palen! Beautiful, my dear, gentle stud!"

Palen flicked his ears, but felt his fear easing, as he assimilated the words of encouragement and Stephen's scent - one of fear, sure, but stronger and more immediate - was the scent of love and faith he had in Palen.

"Great, beautiful," Stephen nodded and tenderly caressed Palen's length from behind the head, back to the sheath.

"I feel - " Palen quivered, emotions conflicting and churning.

"Take your time love, there is no rush, I just want you to feel my hands, listen to my voice and trust me, okay? That's the important thing, is trust. I trust you, now, I need you to trust me, that I won't hurt you."

Laying down, Stephen wriggled his upper body beneath Palen's belly, then with a light caress, Stephen tenderly kissed Palen's penis - here - there - another place. Palen gasped and his eyes widened, pleasure filling his body at the unexpected and sensual touches of Stephen's lips.

With a grunt, Palen quivered and Stephen chuckled softly, as the stallions limp penis become engorged. It slapped against Palen's belly, as the Stallion grunted and began humping his hips, his urges driving him almost like a feral stallion with a mare in heat.

"Palen, please - stop..>" Stephen yelped, as one of Palen's hooves smacked the floor less than an inch away from Stephen's head. "You've got control love, you're not a wild, untamed stallion. You can override your ancestral instincts, remember?"

"I - I feel - " Palen gasped, his penis smacking against his belly again and again.

"Control dear heart, think, know yourself, you're _not_some wild, untamed stallion! You're a kind, gentle, sweet and passionate mate. Would you want to behave like this, if we were to mate? Do you know how much physical and emotional harm it would cause me? I'm not a mare Palen, you're not a stallion - in that sense - they act on instinct, you have a mind, emotions, feelings! Embrace the feelings, know yourself to be better than your ancestral urges."

Palen frowned, then closed his eyes and stood for nearly ten minutes, until he finally relaxed and nodded, his emotional control reasserted as he forced the urges out of his mind, realising he _could_do great harm to this human. "I'm..sorry, I understand and - will try not to behave so."

"I know you won't Palen, I know you, I know you're a beautiful, sweet and caring creature. You'd never harm me, or Rosie - intentionally. Now, please, stay here for a moment, I'll be right back, I promise."

Stephen slipped from under Palen, then dissapeared down the hall, leaving Palen standing there, his penis still belly slapping, before Palen shuddered and a spurt of pre-ejaculate spattered his belly fur.

Returning a few moments later, naked as the day he'd been born, Stephen carried a towel and a large bottle. Stephen spread the towel on the floor, then he walked over to Palen, kneeling down beside him and again, tenderly caressing Palen's engorged member - but this time - Palen gasped, feeling some sticky fluid being spread from the slit of his penis, back to the medial ring.

"What are you - " Palen grunted, feeling his penis become slippery and difficult for Stephen to grip.

"It - it will help you to mate with me Palen," Stephen laughed softly. "It's alright, it won't hurt you."

Flicking his ears, Palen frowned, then stood calmly, placing his faith in this human - wondering how it would feel, to mate with him...would it hurt? Would this stranger be harmed? Palen didn't know - part of him was afraid - part of him was confused and part of him - longed to find out...

To Be Continued...